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The shy munday selfie literally no one asked for

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It's no wonder she kicked your ass, you're pathetic just giving up, I agree with her. She became a Kitten and she used it to her advantage, it's only because she became a Kitty that she could force the game with you and yet you become a puppy and just give up on everything! No wonder your father disowned you, no wonder everyone hates you, you're not a tyrant or even a force you're just a pathetic rich kid who deserves to be a slave forever! COWARD!

He was tired. So tired. Keeping his eyes closed, he couldn't do anything but listen; listen to the words he had told himself a thousand times since he'd regained consciousness. Words that matched his own thoughts of self-loathing so well it was almost comical.

Kaede tried to breathe steadily through his nose. They didn't know what they were talking about. They didn't know his father. They hadn't lived his childhood and suffered the ever-present dread of being deemed worthless after a certain number of missteps, of being discarded and left behind.

Of losing the love of their parents, their family.

With a deep frown on his face, he opened his eyes, the corners of his lips pulled down in bitterness as he locked gazes with the other. They hated him. Fine. It wasn't like anyone truly liked or respected anyone else at this academy.

There were only two things that could apply to someone here, depending on not even their gambling skills, but their victories: To be feared or to be loathed. It wasn't personal. It shouldn't hurt him. And maybe it wouldn't if he didn't believe it, too. All of it. He took another deep breath.

"Are you done?", he ground out between his teeth.

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Hey now! Puppies aren't allowed to talk like that to anyone! No leave me alone answer the question! When are you going to beg Yumeko for your freedom POCHI! (This is fun)

“Never”, he stated dispassionately. “She might as well take my life for real.”

If Kaede was being honest, he wasn’t sure if there was a reason to be relieved that he had woken up at all. He had put his family to shame and reduced the value he had once had to his father to ashes.

“Or Sumeragi. I’m beyond caring.”

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So your a house pet now, from treasurer to slave all in one fell swoop, guess you aren't as smart as you thought you were are you? So when are you going to go beg Yumeko for your freedom?

Only briefly eyeing the student unknown to him, Kaede exhaled before lowering his heavy lids.

"Leave me alone."

His voice was just above a whisper; strangely similar to the sound of someone's dying breath. He hung his head, discolored strands of thick hair covering part of his face, hands resting on the white blanket of his hospital bed.