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My transfem Jax series on Ao3 just got to 28k hits after being on like. 25k just a few days ago so I just want to say THANK YOU SO MUCH TO EVERYONE WHO'S BEEN READING IT AND SAYING NICE THINGS!!!! You're all fantastic hsdjfgdsjh it's so much fun that people are picking the series up after episode eight!!! I hope everyone has fun forever!!! 🌈☀️💕

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Since I haven't seen anyone make a post comparing them yet:

He's one of those arcade stretchy things HSJDFGSJG

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What about a story about Juniper (Transfem Jax) with long purple hair and looking pretty?

Okay so I wasn't able to write a fic about it but!!! Hopefully a little doodle and some hcs will make up for it!!

Juniper would absolutely have curly hair I can feel it in my soul 

Her biggest problem with it would be getting it tangled in literally Everything during adventures (she’s too used to running through bushes with no consequences HJSDGF)

Ragatha would probably be the first to offer to style it, but Juniper would definitely go to Pomni first even though Pomni doesn’t really know what she’s doing

Because I can never resist the call of QPR funnybunny: Juniper always liked fiddling with Pomni’s hair (and her hat) before, and now Pomni really likes returning the favour—sometimes Pomni doesn’t even realise she’s running her fingers through Juniper’s hair when they’re sat together unless someone points it out

She never Really had a problem with her avatar not having hair before, but if it was just a temporary addition for an adventure (hair salon activity???) she’d probably start feeling like she’s gone bald afterwards

Thank you for the request!! 🌈🐛💖

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So how are you holding up after episode 8?

HSGDFJDS I WAS SO FLABBERGASTED

Of all the ways I thought it was going to go, I seriously wasn't expecting Caine to get Completely deleted!!! I genuinely don't know where they're going to take things from here, since I don't know how narratively satisfying it would be to bring Caine back (even though I still feel bad for him because that little 'wait' before he got deleted was so gut-wrenching), but it also seems like complete escape is still off the cards. I mean, did you see that file on the computer screen labelled CA_NeuralScans (Obsolete)??? Plus that with the mention of their mind files—confirmation that they really are just copies maybe??

I loved the IHNMAIMS references too, and those nightmare sequences at the end were BRUTAL!!! Jax's biggest fear being the outer shell of his being torn away to expose the inner core of himself that he believes isn't worth looking at?? RAGATHA'S MOTHER???? AUGH!!! My jaw actually dropped when Caine started singing though I was Not expecting the musical number HJSDFGJ

ALSO I SO CALLED THAT SOMEONE WAS GOING TO SWEAR UNCENSORED JSJHDF I LITERALLY MADE A BINGO CARD FOR THE EPISODE

I'm so excited for the final episode I can't wait to see what they do with it!!! But also I can't believe we're so close to the end!!!! Augh!!!!

Still no explicit trans woman Jax confirmation but holding out hope she's gonna be pictured in the end credits with a trans flag and a pronouns pin HSJDFGJDS JOKES BUT STILL!!! THERE IS STILL TIME!!! Plus Caine having access to their mind files and Still deciding that Jax's room should look like that + Jax's worst fear being the inner core of himself exposed and mocked counts as Implications in my heart jsjhdfgj!!!

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Guys do you ever think about the fact that Inspekta never sent Razzma one of those letters

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This is honestly one of the funniest lines in the game to me he was SO MAD

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Hey, I just wanted to let you know I absolutely adored 'I Know How To Live.' As a transfem who deeply relates to Jax it was so moving to read. Reading through your portrayal of how raw it can be to accept your own transness was a delight, 'You just get to be women' is a thought I've had to go through my head many times. The ending too, wow, so perfect!

Thank you for writing this, you've genuinely inspired me to take up writing for myself again.

!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

I'm genuinely so honoured to have written something that moved you!!! Her journey to accepting her identity throughout is something that's really close to my heart, and hearing that it resonated with you as well is Amazing!!! AND IT'S MIND-BLOWING THAT IT'S INSPIRED YOU TO WRITE AGAIN!!! I wish you so much luck in your writing endeavours!!! 🌼💖🎉

I'm so happy you enjoyed the series; you're incredibly kind, thank you so much!!! 🌈🌟💕

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GGG ask time! How's about 3, 7, 15, and 19?

!!! Thank you so much for the ask!! I love questions sm sm 🌈🐛🌻🎉

3. Who’s your favourite GGG NPC?

(This isn’t taking into account the gods or Bizzyboys since those are different questions but Anyway) PATIENCE ZERO!!!! 10/10 character; drag queen with an Awesome name that tells ridiculously long and absolutely absurd stories. I didn’t even realise that you were supposed to get a hint from Thespius/Click Clack to listen to her stories to finish the speed dating because I just stayed and went through them both in full first time. I was enraptured by the Salami Hog.

Also Razzma but I can’t even get into how I feel about Razzma because he makes me insane JHJSDGF

7. Do you happen to have a favourite GGG quote? If so, which one?

OOH OKAY THERE’S SO MANY GOOD ONES. Bauhauzzo calling the Bizzyboys ‘Imbecile little scoundrels’ is So Funny and I love it, BUT Thespius’s ‘Time’s are strange, baby, but so are we’ clicked something fundamental in me

A slightly more serious answer would probably be King’s first introduction lines in Inspekta’s van at the End of the Line though. Like, you’ve been hearing about this god-to-be the whole game as someone already larger than life—in either the worst or best possible light—but then you’re actually hearing her for the very first time, and she’s calling out, and all she’s saying is ‘It’s cold up here. I’m lonely.’ and ‘help me’. Something about that—achingly simple, coming from the eloquent god—is just so absolutely gutting. King When I Get You.

15. What’s your favourite place in the Grove?

That’s a really hard one!!! I really love Hobbyhoo in terms of visuals (I’m obsessed with the design of the little outdoor stage if that wasn’t obvious from my banner HJSFG), but all of the different locations are so cool!!! Also the spire just because I'm constantly rotating the whole rift concept in my head like a microwave meal and I Love The Colours

19. If you were a Bizzyboy, how many letters would your name have?

If I’m being so real I feel like I’d be trying so hard and still have just have the one—I think Capochin wouldn’t like me JHJSDFGJ either that or I’d have like. 2 letters just for being Actually Willing to go through any paperwork they need done (<- Freak who actually reads the terms and conditions for everything)