#yasuosexual

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yasuosexual

gosh becky how dare u be so beautiful, this is not ok

Omg thank you so much, haha. You do know how to make a girl blush

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yasuosexual

is spam valid? 8))

Of course! But only when they’re open in aboooout... 6 hours

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yasuosexual said: where my sam tho ;o;

AND NOW ALSO FEATURING SAM cuz i actually just finished up my plan/ideas with him \(> w <\)

I WAS DEBATING BETWEEN SO MUCH STUFF WITH HIM, but i feel u will like what i did~~~

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yasuosexual

TORTURE. TORTUREEE. finger guns @ u

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yasuosexual

joel is a hor daddy Joel is the physical embodiment of the sign me the fuck up meme tbqhwu

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Tagged By @ninonlex

Rules: Answer in a new post and tag 10 followers you would like to know better!


Name: Beckie


Nickname(s): Buckie! It’s just a nickname but it makes me immensely happy when people call me it. Shiny. Thor. 


Star sign: Scorpio


Gender: Female (cis)


Height: ?????? ummm About 5′5′’


Favorite color: Purple. All purple. PURPLEEEEEEEE.


Time right now:  15:19 (at start of post) 15:54 (at end of post)


Average hours of sleep: Usually varies between 4 and 10 depending if I’m having a Bad Week™. So I guess the average is like 7?


Lucky number: 7, 13, 21.


Favorite characters: RAIDEN (MGS), Kazuhira Miller, Castiel, BUCKY BARNES, ZACK FAIR, Daniel of Mayfair, Zulf, Atlas (Bioshock), Nicole Collard, Dante (DMC), Vergil (DmC), Sephiroth, Squall Leonheart, LAGUNA LOIRE, Refia, Elia/ Aria Benett, Rydia of Mist, KAIN HIGHWIND, Terra Branford, Beatrix, KUJA, Rikku, GLaDOS, Clementine, Irene Adler, Katherine Beckett, Tara Maclay, MIKLEO. There’s more but I’m stuck now lol.


Why you created this blog: Originally because of Johnlock and art stuff.


Current amount of followers: 3,692 *waves at y’all*

Number of blankets I sleep with: None. Wat? We do duvets where I’m from.

Favorite books: Frankenstein. Love it so much.


Favorite bands: Hurts, Les Friction, Mumford and Sons... Distant Worlds counts, right? Artists would be: Halsey and Emilie Autumn.


Dream job: Actor!

What I’m wearing right now: An old black shirt from Cyberdog and a long white flowey skirt from Primark lol. I had my ShinRa SOLDIER jacket on too but I got hot because I’m under my duvet.

What I post about: Shit. Literally just shit. Shit, video games and porn. And cats.

What made me decide to get a Tumblr: Like I said earlier it was Johnlock lol.

Why did I choose my URL: Castiel (Cas) is an angel. “The angels have the phone box” (Doctor Who series 3 “Blink”). Cashasthephonebox. Uhm. I guess I’ll tag these nerds? @muchfandomfeels @onceuponamidnightsun @kirkmills @a-gallon-of-baras @yasuosexual @cesseeye @pic-pocket @thorin-oakenbabe @deadfeline @croatoan-the-line

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Answer 10 Questions and Tag 10 Amazing People

Tagged by @sociallyawkwardmoosen omg hun thank you so much I am not worthy of your love 
Last movie you watched? Labyrinth 
The last song you listened to? Currently listening to Troops In The Gathering from the MGS3 OST 
The last show you watched? THE 100 IT IS SO GOOD WATCH IT WATCH IT!!!! 
The last book you read? The Night Vale novel? But I haven’t finished it... I think the last book I finished was Red Dragon and that was nearly 2 years ago, eugh. 
If you could be anywhere else where would it be? With the person I’m crushing on... failing that I’d rather be at MCM constantly. Failing THAT I wanna go to Ireland (Dublin), France (Paris) and Japan (legit anywhere). 
If you could travel to any decade when would it be? 80s 
Last thing you ate? Cheese and onion crisps because I’m real healthy. 
If you won the lottery and won millions of pounds what would you do? Buy me and my friends a nice apartment on fake Baker Street (North Gower), get some cats (and probably other animals) and then save the rest for costuming lol. 
What fictional character would you want to hang out with for a day? Please... I must meet Kazuhira Miller and Samuel Rodrigues. I need to let them know there’s someone out there who loves them. I must protect them at all costs. 
Whats the last fandom you joined? Y’all’re expecting MG but guess what it’s always been a part of me so I guess The 100 it’s so good please watch it. I tag... uh... I dunno if I have 10 friends lol but here we go. @kirkmills @muchfandomfeels @onceuponamidnightsun @yasuosexual @cryart @a-gallon-of-baras @lesbeanfromthegreatlesbeantree @meerkatsinspace @3mma-fitzpatrick @wake-up-and-liv

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SamuRaiden 14 （＾◇＾）

14. “Hey, I’m with you, okay? Always.”Ok so here’s an idea that I’ve been mulling over for a while about something thatmay or may not happen later on in my fic… (Also, whoops, this was much longer than originally intended.)

Sam could feel the sun on his back, the rays seeping in through thecurtains and bathing the bare room in a warm orange glow. The body in his armssquirmed.This isn’t the first time this had happened. Hell, he’d done it a few times,too… that’s what happens when you’ve been through so much shit. He’d fallenasleep with Raiden firmly embraced in his arms, the both of them sleeping abovethe covers because it was just too warm for them to sleep beneath them in thesummer nights; not that it bothered Raiden all that much, seeing as he neverreally felt the temperature anymore.Still there Sam was, releasing Raiden from his grip instead to sit up andlightly run his fingers through Raiden’s hair, making sure he wasn’t tugging itin any way. He didn’t want to worsen the nightmare the blond was having.Raiden thrashed in the bed, his eyebrows knitted together, his mouth open widein a silent scream. Sam tried to hush him, tried to ground him with hisfingers. Raiden let out a shrill scream, “Sam!”Sam’s heart fell. No matter how many times they went through this, no matterhow many times he told him it was okay, Raiden was still having these awfulnightmares. “It’s ok, Jack,” he cooed, “I’m here. I’m ok, meu amor.”Raiden let out a strangled breath and Sam could see, through the tightly shutlids, tears coming from Raiden’s eyes. He placed two fingers on the back ofRaiden’s hand and slowly traced small circles into it, adding a little pressureover time, the hand in his hair doing the same. “No,” Raiden breathed.“I’m here. I’ve got you. I’m ok. You’re ok.” God, he felt so useless wheneverthis happened. All he wanted was to take the pain away, kiss away thenightmares, hug out all of the fear… But Sam knew that it didn’t work likethat, and forcefully waking someone up from such a nightmare was never a goodidea… Once or twice he’d done that and been rewarded with, well, violence.Still, it wasn’t Raiden’s fault.They’d talked about this, gone through it so often; Sam knew what he had to do.He continued carding his fingers through Raiden’s hair, tracing circles on hishand, making sure not to tug or add too much pressure. He hummed, deep, and lowin his chest, giving Raiden a noise to ground himself on as well. Raiden’s eyesfluttered and scrunched again.Sam braced himself.In a moment, Raiden was upright, panting and shaking. Immediately, Sam lightlyplaced his hand over his, making sure not to make him feel trapped. Sam shiftedand whispered to Raiden, “I’m here.”Raiden’s shaking slowed, his breath still coming in pants, and the glassy gazethat had been staring at the door sharpened and focused on Sam’s worried gaze. “Sam?”“That’s right, Jack, I’m here,” he breathed, “I’m here, bonito,” he smiledsoftly, trying not to be too scared about the situation. No matter how manytimes they did this it still frightened him to see Raiden so beaten up aboutthe past.“You… I-,” he choked on his breath and the shaking came back, “Oh, God. Fuck,you were dead. I thought-”Sam hushed him, knowing now it was ok to hug him. He embraced him tightly andpressed soft kisses to his temple every time he sobbed. Raiden shook violently,broken words pouring out of his mouth as he tried to relay the dream to Sam. “Iknow…” Sam rocked him gently and hummed in his chest again.“I killed you, Sam…” Raiden managed quietly.Sam didn’t reply, just rocked him lightly, pressing his lips to Raiden’s headas he did. Slowly the shaking stopped and Raiden’s breath gradually returned tonormal and the tears slowed, the only evidence that this had happened were thelittle sniffles that always come after someone cries.Sam pulled Raiden back gently and looked deeply into his eyes. He cupped hishand around Raiden’s face and smiled softly as if he were asking if Raiden wasokay. Raiden closed his eyes and nodded slowly, leaning into the touch. Thetension released from his shoulders and he let out a shaky sigh. He opened hiseyes again and smiled at the loving expression that Sam was giving him.Sam leaned in slowly, letting Raiden know, without words, that he could pullback if this wasn’t something that he needed right now. Their lips brushed butmomentarily, Raiden’s lip trembling beneath Sam’s. Sam pulled back halfway,opting instead to place his forehead against Raiden’s and look once more intohis eyes, still grounding him. His hand was still on his face, the otherstroking across his back oh-so-slowly. “Hey,” he started, making sure Raiden was looking at him; that he waslistening. “I’m with you, okay?”A small sob forced its way from Raiden’s lips and he clung onto Sam desperatelyas he pulled him close again.“Always.”