NEW CHAPTER
여러분 안녕!
^ This was so difficult to type out haha I had to guess for quite some time to figure out where the different characters were.
Anyways, back to this life update / beginning of a new sub-chapter in my life. A whirlwind of events happened since my last post where I mentioned about the interview and how I hoped to be accepted into that huge company.
Well, turns out I didn’t get accepted into the company and was really bummed out cause friends/classmates who did not seem to want it as badly got accepted and I can’t help but stress over why I didn’t get accepted. I have to admit that I was moping around for a bit and tried my best to cover it up from my classmates/friends. Also, it was rather embarrassing for me to say anything about it after the results were out because my mood was boosted after the interviews and I had a positive outlook for the results but they turned out opposite from what I had expected. One of my classmates jabbed me by saying “she was quite confident about it after the interviews and test” and that was really embarrassing for me.
From there, I was kind of lost. I didn’t know if it’s a sign for me to go for final year project or self-source a company. One other classmate suggested doing the FYP with her and another acquaintance of ours. I was kind of hesitant but I didn’t know what else to do at that point so I agreed. And the story goes on and on so I shall just summarise it all haha.
It has been a roller coaster of emotions starting from the interviews at the huge company, followed by the rejection, then learning that my friend got into a company so I wouldn’t have an FYP group and concluding the journey with a self-sourced company accepting me. All of this happened while I was trying my best to focus on my last exam in school and I feel that I have been affected by the emotional and mental stress and only gave about 60-70% of my effort for my tests. I really feel I could have done better but oh wellxz too late to regret now :’) Results will be out in a week and I’m getting really jittery because I’m afraid my grades will drop too low or I might even have to remodule and study for another 22 weeks. (I REALLY PRAY THAT THIS WILL NOT HAPPEN)
- Li