cyn, 爱死你! ♥️ yeeet – ok, where do i start? redmare is appropriately titled, b/c this has to be a dream. there’s no way ⅘ members actually acknowledged my existence last night, there’s no way i made direct eye contact, and *interacted with the loml, bae joohyun. no, it’s just not possible. i refuse to believe it…
ok’k, but enough about my dramatic a**. i’ve said this before, but redmare out here reminding everyone that rv is composed of [5] vocally amazing, diverse, powerful, talented, goddess-lvl girls. no joke, they eat CDS. rv’s live vocals go unmatched; it’s THAT accurate + stable. wait, but let’s talk about s(h)on seungwan – ‘cause girl, shine on me ✨hit that drum? wan, please! she’s unreal. how can someone hit those high notes + perform intensive choreography at the same time? she casually walks across the stage like it’s nothing! wth, that’s not human [she’s actually an angel]. imagine coming for wendy’s vocals? oh! unrelated, but girl is swole!af too.….speaking of top!vocalists, kang seulgi: light of my life. there’s a reason why no one hates this ball of sunshine, b/c she’s the epitome of duality + charisma. poor bby was sick the last few tour dates, but you wouldn’t even be able to tell by the way she performed last nite. you already know there’s no one doing it like her. i repeat, no one.moving on; park sooyoung [pls be my girlfriend], “i’m joy. i’m your joy. you’re my joy!” hol’ up, quick side rant – i was surrounded by men at #redmareinnj, who btw sat down for 95% of the concert + had the audacity to nudge me to move over b/c i was blocking their view(?) wtf, i’m still angry. i was already a nervous wreck, not to mention security told us we weren’t allowed to film [by the end of the nite no one cared, but apparently a fansite did get kicked out(?)] so i didn’t really move all that much throughout the show, but during the part where rv throws the autographed balls into the audience, joy took pity on my poor soul + tossed one to me. she’s the ONLY girl ever. she was the first to notice me out of rv too. *sobs* 💚kim yerim, there’s no one who loves reveluvs as much as this girl. i can vouch that yeri made it her sole mission to wave + make eye contact to every single luvie in each venue. she’s the best. not to mention, her ments! she might as well be fluent in english. [ofc, she’s british duh] anyway, the girl is unstoppable.phew, ok. last but not least, bae joohyun. she’s like the sun, you can’t look directly at her(?) i did not register anything whenever she was in front of me. i kept avoiding eye contact. i felt like my heart was going to beat out of my chest. you all know i love bjh w/ every fibre of my being, but like i nvr imagined that she would know that i exist as a person(?) i know for a fact that i made a fool of myself in front of her. what’s famous in newark? *silence* [it’s jersey. it’s trash, lol.] i kept silent, but irene makes eye contact with me [my mind instantly goes blank…] i shake my head, she shakes her head back. irene: nothing? me: *shrugs* i should’ve pointed at her ugh regrets. + she immediately starts laughing. at least i made her laugh? lol. another highlight, i looked through my videos last nite + apparently during zoo she smirked at me. i didn’t even realize it, but you could hear my nervous woohoo when she did. she’s the cutest. pls, i love her. she kept getting startled whenever seulgi coughed, her li’l omo! ugh, and when seulgi’s extensions fell off during rookie she could not keep it together. bjh trying not to laugh will nvr not be the most adorable thing. girl ‘bout to break all her bones trying to wave to every single last reveluv. i’m sure there’s tons of other things i’m forgetting, but this is already too long. oh! shout out to rv back up dancers, they’re so pretty + they go hard. in #redmareinchi i couldn’t keep my eyes off of them. anyhoo, i have pcd + another flight to catch in the morning so peace. ✌️the end. 💌