To: hime-toki (hyunnchan) / From: yonggdick
“Hey, I don’t know you personally so I hope you like my gift to you! I hope you have a great new Year’s and an amazing 2013. By the way, I kind of stalked your twitter to find out who your bias is, I’m assuming it’s Himchan but if it isn’t, I’m sorry and I hope you enjoy this anyway ” – Siham
You finally sat down after a long day of preparing for your first New Year’s with your love, Himchan. You sat there thinking about how it’s been months since you began this relationship and it already feels like you’re in love. No, you are in love with Kim Himchan and your stomach flips like crazy at the thought of him loving you back. You jumped when you felt your ringtone go off and squealed with excitement when you saw it was Himchan calling.
“Hello?” you said, trying to contain your excitement. “Are you coming home soon, baby? It’s nearly evening and it’s dark…” You bit your lip, suddenly worried for him.
“Ahh shit… I hate myself for this” Himchan groaned. You braced yourself… Something was wrong.
“Babe, I’m so sorry but I can’t spend New Year’s Eve with you this year…. Work is driving me crazy, all this preparations for our comeback and the Gayo Daejuns leaves me stuck at work...”
Your heart sank down to your stomach. ‘Not this again’ you thought as you felt your good mood quickly disappear. You were so anxious and excited to spend your first New Year’s with Himchan and now it’s all ruined.
“Oh…” you said quietly, trying to keep the disappointment out of your voice.
“I’m sorry I can’t be there. I know how much you were looking forward to our first New Year’s together,” he said sadly.
“That’s okay. I’m used to it anyways” the moment the words were out of your mouth, you wished you could take them back. “I- I mean, not that you d-”
“I feel so bad!” he groaned again. “I’m so, so sorry for always leaving you alone like this. It’s killing me knowing you’ll just be all on your own eating ice-cream or so-”
“Really, I’ll be fine! I could go out with the girls for dinner or something.” You said, trying to calm him down.
“Alright then… Enjoy yourself.” He said quietly.
“Thanks. And stop stressing out, okay? You can’t help it. It’s beyond your control.”
“I guess…”
“I love you.”
“Love you too.”
You looked at your phone again now and stared longingly at your wallpaper of Himchan. As much as you wanted Himchan not to feel bad about it, your heart was hurting at the thought of being alone on New Year’s once again. You were hoping this year would be different, that you’d be spending it with the most amazing man you’ve ever laid eyes on. Shaking away your wistful thoughts, you got back to work, filling your head instead with happy thoughts on how you’ll be spending time with him soon.
Finally, it’s New Year’s and once again, you’re spending it alone. It was fine during the day but now that it’s night, you can’t help but feel sad. But you tried your hardest to shake those thoughts away. ‘I’ll get to see him soon, that’s all that matters.’ You thought to yourself, climbing into bed. Your thoughts begin to drift away to thoughts of one Kim Himchan again and you find yourself gently falling asleep, wishing he was holding you right now.
Half awake, you heard the dinging, muted by the door, ringing through the house. You wondered who it was since its New Year’s and everyone is spending it with friends and family…. everyone but you. You sighed for what seems like the 100th time, wishing Himchan was here. But you know better than everyone else that he’s busy with preparations for comeback, meaning you have to spend New Year’s apart. You open the door and suddenly something grabs you close. “Get off me!!” you scream, scared of the assault.
“Somebody, help me!!!” You kept screaming until you suddenly hear a familiar laughter, a deep voice that you can’t mistake for anyone else.
“Himchan!? You scared the shit out of me!” Your eyes were wide but they softened and both of you laughed off your shock.
"You should've seen your face babe, it was priceless" Himchan said, still chuckling to himself as he leaned forward to peck your lips softly.
"Not. Funny." You muttered but leaned in for a kiss anyway, getting ready for that familar electric feeling that rushes through your veins everytime you're that close to him.
He started kissing your neck, brushing his soft lips on your collarbone, teasing you. You moaned feverishly, sending a shiver through Himchan’s body, until your eyes flashed open.
"Wait, why are you home? You said you'll be caught up at work and not come home for New Year’s..." You mumbled, not wanting to ruin the moment you were just having with him.
His eyes held a smirk and he started to chuckle again. "I decided to sneak out.... I'm going to get in a lot of trouble for this"
You widened your eyes in shock. "Kim Himchan! I can't believe you did this. I can't believe you did this for me... I don't want you to get into trouble" you said, looking at the ground. 'He's doing this for me' you thought guiltily.
Wondering why he was suddenly so silent, you looked up slightly too see his reaction and was shocked at the look he had on his face. He looked dazed, eyes not focused on anything. He stared at nothing in particular for a few seconds until he mumbled, “God, I love you so much.”
“Wh-what..?” you said, trying your hardest to keep your heart in control since it was beating at lightning speed. He grabbed you by both arms and looked into your eyes with such devotion and seriousness that it was making you feel faint.
“I would rather stay here and be with you the whole night. Don’t you know how much I love you?” he sighed looking slightly away. After a moment which seemed like forever, you found yourself yawning and blushed at the embarrassing act.
“You tired?” he asked chuckling at you once more as he walked in front and led you to your room. I nodded a little too vigorously. You climbed onto the bed and in a second your eyes changed and Himchan found himself leaning over you again as you pulled on his neck, embracing his lips with yours in a feverish kiss. He climbed onto the bed, a leg either side of yours, curving his back into yours to deepen the kiss. It was soft and sweet. He traced your mouth with his tongue before slipping it inside. She moaned again, prompting him to break away for air. You panted and your minty breath filled his nose. He became slightly worried that his didn’t smell so good but you weren’t deterred.
Himchan groaned as he collapsed next to you onto his side, letting his limbs tangle together where she slipped your own arms into his. He’d almost forgotten he hadn’t change into his pajamas yet but it didn’t matter, he was too tired and out of air to fix that. Himchan glanced into your eyes, feeling an incredible warmth and love radiating from them. He pecked your lips again slowly, not really wanting to leave them alone for too long.
“Good night” he whispered to you, kissing your nose. He pulled me even closer, until we were completely entangled.