#yoo-min

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Yoo-Min sighed a bit. Eom was having heartache for somewhat. Her crush had seemed to disappear... for good. And it wasn't like she could ask Damaris where he was and if he was ever planning to go back. "I have bad karma in love life... And things are complicated now. Maybe this is for the best." 

Not that she was mad... She never got answer if they even had anything serious so it wasn't like he owed her or anything. They were never together. It was just a small dream she had but it would have taken forever before she would be completely ready to be commitment. Now she was grateful for it. Besides she had been unsure for a while, not about the man itself but for other reasons.

"Let's see... Should I make bracelets, practice dancing or..." Yoo-Min wondered what kind of activities she would do. It was usually the best way to keep her mind clear and positive. "Or maybe I should try if I could make a visit to Spiral...? I haven't seen Hyori for a while and starting spring is so beautiful in there."

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Yoo-Min was cleaning and going through her stuff. Woman's fingers touched the surface of an heart shaped seashell she had found some time ago. Carefully she took the pale pink shiny thing in her hands and admired it's beauty. Eom smiled faintly before opening an drawer and placing shell there. After that she closed the drawer slowly. It was still there, she had never showed it to anyone. The first person to see it, would be the one Yoo-Min would give it to. And she wouldn't give it to just anyone. It should be the person Yoo-Min had fallen in love with. If she would ever love someone, confess her love to someone, then she would give the seashell away with her own heart. Not before. 

Of course... Yoo-Min should first engage herself in a relationship and she wasn't sure when she would be ready for that kind of commitment, even though it was the thing she wanted more than anything. But she was busy with her career and there was fears she still had never been able to get rid off. She had dated a couple times but after her ex boyfriend, she had never been in another relationship. She didn't want to dwell on things but her first relationship had left remaining  scars to her soul. Usually she did not regret anything, not even the bad things but... Because of what happened with Tao there was that one mistake that would be always be her one regret.

She had been so lost in her own thoughts that it took some time for her mind to register sound of the doorbell. Yoo-Min quickly ran to the mirror, fixed her hair a bit and looked if her make-up was alright. Then she slowed down her steps and opened the door with a smile that wouldn’t give away what kind of things she had thought of earlier. Light and positive atmosphere surrounded her again like almost always. “Hi ~ What can I do for you?”

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Yoo-min what's the story with your ex?

“The same one that occurs in many relationships. We ended up hurting each other.” Yoo-Min stated calmly but a bit quietly. “But... At least, it taught me a lesson and I hope I can do things differently now, not ever ending up the same way.... I hope.” She almost whispered the last words.

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"Yooooommiinnnnmn, you should let me play with your hair"

“If you ask nicely.”

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"Are you an interior decorator? Because when you walked in the whole room became beautiful." { This is the cheesy shit Shinya would say to Yoo-Min more often then I'm willing to admit xD }

Yoo-Min gasped dramatically as her cheeks turned red. “Shinya! How, how -” She couldn’t stop laughing at his sentence and to herself. “I can’t believe someone got me with such an cheesy pick-up line! But that was adorable.” She placed a small peck on his cheek. “Thank you. Maybe I should become an interior decorator if my singing career goes downhill. Thank you for letting me know that I’ve got talent.”, she stated as casually as possible and flashed a smile to him. “If you want to make your room more beautiful, you can always call me as long as I’m not on a tour with girls.”