#youdidntseethis

[philautia-always]

bro sometimes i just wanna control a man’s vibe or max 😥😩

[philautia-always]

Sometimes i just wanna control someone’s Lovense Max 🥲

[shutmeupandkissme]

To you, from me.

You know something. I actually fucked off a long long time ago. You reblogged my Tumblr, You viewed my shit awhile back. Stalking me much? 

You viewed my God damn insta profile. Unblocked me from WhatsApp. I honestly wanted to ask you that day but felt what's the point. (Don't play jack shit w me saying you didn't do this either) 

I then saw your Tumblr. Feeling all so miserable. Well, If it was some other guy, He would've felt extremely good. Well, I wish I did. But I didn't. I couldn't. I wished you well. Every single fucking day. I prayed for your wellness and for you to be happy. Never once I ever wanted you to fail. My decisions were wrong that's why I picked you. But I prayed your decisions were right. I carried on. I lived my life in pain every single day of my life. 

I swear. Till today. I didn't say jack shit about you to anyone.  You may think wtf is he even saying. Fuck this pathetic loser. Yes. Let me be. Saw your parents at the funeral yesterday btw. (If someone wants revenge, they would've done it long time ago). But I ain't that kinda person and I ain't you. 

I cried every single fucking day, and yet I always wanted you to be happy. Even when it wasn't with me. This post, these words, this anger. Just shows what kind of person you are. So, yes. Let me be the fucking bastard. 

Live well ॐ