#youknowho rant

[youknowhohoe]

15 FUCKING HOURS

AO3 IS STILL DOWN I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS OMFG I WAS 19 CHAPTERS DEEP IN A YUMMY FIC AND THIS STUPID DUMB CUNT BITCH HAD TO FUCKING BE LIKE "We working on maintenance"......WTF AND FOR 15 FUCKING HOURS ...... 15 FUCKING HOURS WHAT ARE WE DOIN FOR 15 FUCKING HOURS WHAT ARE WE DOIN FOR THAT FUCKING LONG PLEASE SOMEONE TELL ME I TRULY DONT UNDERSTAND AO3 PLEASE TELL ME WHAT ARE WE DOING FOR 15 HOURS?! PLEASE TELL ME I DONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND

[youknowhohoe]

Holy moly, okay so um, I'm a relatively slow person right? Like it (as in my pea sized brain) takes a while to understand things... why do people get so aggravated when I don't understand something and they have to repeat it like 5 times before I understand ... like you don't think it frustrates me too? You don't think I later berate myself for not understanding or making someone repeat something or like dumb it down for me? You not making it better or easier to understand if you start yelling at me like... "Wow everything makes sense cause your calling me stupid and dumb for not understanding what you said and screaming at me"... and I get it, most people would understand what someone says the first time around or understand instructions when there given but I don't so like can you give me a break y'know or am I asking for too much? Maybe I'm just asking for too much, who knows...

[youknowhohoe]

Okay so I heard this song through the trend like "you ruined the color blue for me" so I decided to actually listen to the song and omfg.... it like describes a feeling I cant even describe.... like loathing .... idk .... I've been having it on repeat for the past 3 day tho tbh