Guys u wasnt active on this blog for a while and i feel is like only here i cant left my feelings rn because the main reason i got in to kpop was SHINee and Jonghyun i dont want to call myself is stan its sounds like a joke he was a special person for me who i followed threw many years and seeing all this feels like a nightmare in just saw the video where all of our boys were together... last time and it just really hit me, god im praying that god would give them strength to handle all this and Jonghyun would protect them as the guardian angel. They were wearing friendship rings... Key was wearing a ring a gift from Jonghyun i have so much to do but i just cant bring myself to smile i cant bring myself to sleep after this my heart aches my body is shaking i wish we saw i wish it was a dream i wish jonghyun would be still with us Rest well my angel, i love you so much
