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Im thinking about erwin as well he never really leaves my mind 😭 -yow

Oh u mean him?-

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Goin back to Erwin, that slow mo standing up-coup d'etat scene in the palace is so good the jaw, the nose bridge, the eyes 😍😍😍 no wonder why that scene is burned into my retinas -yow (im loving the tiktok simping vids 🔥🔥🔥)

He's so prefect to me I love how he looks all the time like I'd go on a suicide mission if he told me to.

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Just reread your "I Know" erwin fic coz i need softness in my life right now its so goooooood hitting me with nostalgia 💕💕💕 -yow

That is actually one of my favourite fics I've written for Erwin, I've even gone back to read it too when I'm feeling needy. I put some emotion of mine behind that baby and it's paid off - I'm really glad you liked it!

I Know

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C-can an anon be a h-homie?? 👉👈 yow-anon(me) and erwin (myloves the sun and moon and stars of my life 💕) Ofcourse that is only if there is even enough knowledge about me 😂 (im a girl small and terrible 😏)

Erwin is very chill. You, from what I know, are often less chill. But it works. He helps you relax, calm down, unwind. You help him let loose, and (badly) sing along to karaoke. See? It works.

He reads. A lot. In my mind he's at least got one bookshelf that's two more bookstore trips off overflowing, but they're all incredibly boring books. They're more informative than entertaining, and yet he reads them with the intensity as if he's watching The Hobbit for the first time. Sometimes you watch him read, and - for you - that is more entertaining than his books.

A good energy expeller of his is dancing. From slow dancing in the kitchen, to practising a waltz down a nice wide hallway, he's all for it. He takes into account your knee though, and checks in to make sure you're all a-ok. Otherwise there are other things that have less leg work on your part to get the job done.

Now this has to have that mix of Erwin and Yow. A classic yet modern vibe. An unhinged yet calm air. The emotion that makes you want to do everything and yet nothing; 'Jackie and Wilson' by Hozier

And the meme, which I think is both hilarious and fitting;

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I love every allmight's dramatic entrances 😍 my brain be really jumping bet. two blonde haired blue eyed dudes 😂 send help nemo -yow 😂

The love I have for small might too tho, like o-

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YOW MUSEUM DATES WITH ERWIN GOT ME 😍😍😍 just imagine you two walking down along the paintings section and have 'lil game about guessing who's the artist. If its your turn to guess, he'd cover the name plate and you'd be like

"heh a painting with big enormous asses *insert big ass hand gestures* must be by paul rubens" 😂😂😂😂

"vagina looking flowers must be Georgia o'keefe that artist horny on main" 😂😂😂😂

"ooh an art nouveau painting that reminds me of those card captor sakura cards must be aplhonse mucha" 😍

"Hah! I kno that painting! Its the school of athens by Raphael. Look here *pointed to a sulky very lonely looking old man in the corner* that's michelangelo. Raphael painted him as a sulky sad teacher without a student because he's not in good terms with him."

And when its erwinnis turn you'd cover the name plate and make him guess but you're on the losing side 'coz oh boy this is a history nerd you're going against with goodfuckingluck 😂😂😂 he'd be guessing right with full names and with a little very factual descriptions like

"Mmm....an interplay of dark and light, chiaroscuro, and a technic in foreshortening. I guess its by Michelangelo Da Caravaggio"

"Guess my ass damn it nerd"

"I really did just guess, my dear."

"That is by Hieronymous bosch called the garden of earthly delights. Its actually divided into three parts about men before sin, men while sinning, and men after sin, respectively."

"How do you know everyone and by their full names??"

"Oh. Hilaire germain edgar degas"

"Man how man how the full names?? And so easily??"

*erwin chuckes lightly* "I just read about it, my love, so I learned how they differ from one another. Like that of Degas. He's an artist nicknamed as the peeping tom of the art world because he's obssesed with ballet and always paint ballerinas like he's behind the stage or in the ballet rehearsals."

"You just read? You sure you don't memorized them?"

OOOOH AND IMAGINE IF YOU TWO GO HISTORICAL PLACES HOPPING LIKE IF YOU WENT TO SISTINE CHAPEL!!! Imagine facing Erwin and saying

"go on nerd. What do you say 'bout this place?"

"Hmm. The fresco is by Michelangelo di buonarroti. He was actually commissioned to paint something different from this but he negotiated to do as he'd like."

"So he painted nudes??" 😂😂

"Yes. Nudes that depicts the bibble." *insert erwin having fun*

I LOVE ERWIN SMITH PLEASE GIBE ME ERWIN!!!! -yow anon

I wish I could relate, but as a history nerd who specializes in art I can't. HOWEVER I CAN REALTE TO LOVING ERWIN GIMME! GIMME! GIMME! - Nemo

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HOW IN THE EVER FLYING HAYWHAHSJABSHW DID I FORGOT TO MENTION ISAIAH BRADLEY!!! I CRI I CRIED AT THAT SCENE SO MUCH THEY HEARD ME ASKED IF I WAS OKAY THAT SCENE IN THE MUSEUM THE HUG YES!!!! BROKE MY HEART AS WELL AS RELIEVED IT 😭😭😭 SEE THAT EP BE REALLY SOOO GOOD!! -yow

I'm glad you forgot, cause now he gets his own post!

You know, the moment it showed that Sam had taken them to the Smithsonian, I was ready to cry cause I felt that it was coming and then it did!

On behalf of all those other soldiers that died, on behalf of his brothers, Isaiah Bradley deserves it. He deserves the recognition. He deserves the exhibit. He deserves the world knowing.

And now he's got it.

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Neeemooo i miss you i was deep in marvel fandom real deep also ive watched the new episode of tfatws and man i tell u i cried i cried when sam tried to wipe off the blood that stained the shield looking torn 😭 i cried when bucky talked about how the shield is a rep of what was once a family to him i cried when bucky hold steve's notebook with shakey hands fumbling telling sam on how he thought it might help him too the way the notebook helped steve 😭 man that show is great the heaviness is real im so excited for the next ep 💕💕💕 also how are you nemo😘? -yow anon

I feel like I should list these so I am gonna do that; ps. TFATWS Spoilers, and mentions of blood below!

Sam wiping off the blood seemed symbolic to me. Like Walker has bloodied the shield and now Sam's gonna do all he can to clear the name of Captain America, so that then what it symbolizes will be better than before. That's probably just me.

Bucky talking about the sheild and notebook - big oof. But I watched that whole section with the reminder that Sam worked with soldiers who were a bit like Bucky, and that you can see in the way Bucky reacted that Sam did more for him that what his government issued therapist did in like five months. ('Still having nightmares?' - 'Yes :)' as if that alone entance wasn't obvious in proving it.)

Yes, the show is so real. I love it. (And Torres being told to keep Sam's old wings made me wanna party in the streets. It's happening people's.)

I'm doing fine! I've had some real bad days recently, but I'm working through them. Slowly. So that's the important thing.