Apr 17
Usually see boys going into heat stuff from the pov of the bottom, but something about the idea of a top's rut turning you into a predator or even a rapist against your will is fixed in my head in a strange way.
#On the verge of icking me out and entrancing me all at once. Losing control of yourself and becoming someone else#Just as a bottom becomes overcome with the need to be bred in a way that overrides all higher brain functions#The idea that mating is almost just as much about leashing the top as anything else. Just an aspect I don't see explored as much#Not that I really seek it out#Post-rut shame where you violated someone but you also feel horribly violated yourself because it wasn't you. You didn't want that#Maybe they also wanted it at the time. Begged you for it. Egged you on. But seeing their face afterwards makes the truth too clear#And it's hardly a sympathetic look that they give you#Maybe they weren't in heat at all but you had a rut and needed a hole.#Yuck.#Being in the preg kink scene you see talk about bioessentialism kink and this is kind of the baggage on my end you feel#Of course heats are meant to be cyclical like ovulating while a cock is constantly at the ready to go at a moment's notice#So it makes sense that I see less of that. But it's an idea in my mind.#Wrote a whole second post in the tags lad. Well I'm whispering.#I'm not sure I *like* this line of thought it's just in my head.
