I'm sad
I don't know how to cope with x being gone like seriously? He's not here no more? I won't see his ig stories or watch his lives/ vlogs anymore? The minute he was doing good and working on himself someone cuts his life? For what? Why? Why jahseh? Why him?
Yall don't know how much he helped me, his words his music his messages his uplifting and funny videos.. We won't get any of that anymore.. How can I use his dms as a diary like he said to tell him my secrets and how I feel when I know there's no chance that he won't read them how?
My heart hurts like crazy I feel like dying, I've been in denial since yesterday I was like nah it can't be real and I didn't wanna see that video of him hoping that's it's all a joke he's pulling on us then I saw it and my heart droped at the sight of his lifeless body just.. There in his car, his first car that he was so happy when he showed it up on ig
I don't remember the last time I was this fucking sad, and I can't even imagine the pain the people he was close to feel rn.. May god give us all strength and rest his soul in heaven 🙏🏽
