#yuuuup.

[urgeth-archive]

starting from scratch on bale, re working his story as I go thru another playthru. consider: oath breaker durge, redeeming himself and retaking his oath.

[robotsafari]

i shoudl probably wokr on my re:kh headcanon voice video

[gnomehaver]

Been dating my 46 y/o broker girlfriend for 7 months lads.

[cydarizard]

Oh man, the Goo Goo Dolls still exist and they are preforming on TV/in NY right now for the Superb Owl! And I'm planning on staying in and drinking wine all night, so you know what that means? IT'S MUSIC VIDEO NIGHT AGAIN! WOO!

Here is Gone is one of my fave songs of theirs cause I remember exactly when it came out, and I ran out and bought the CD and everything! So that was a time. A time when the lyrics came in the little booklet with the CD so you could read along, if that was somethings you did (I did!) Speaking of lyrics: "Wake up in the break down" would be a good chapter title for the imaginary comic book that only exists in my head...

[kattt-grace]

If you care less, you stress less.

[lovevtn]

Today when you called me, I think my heart almost stopped for a second.. I honestly was so shocked I could not even speak. I was speechless. I was thoughtless.. I did not know what to think, or say, or even do, or whatever. I guess, it has been so long that I did not know what else to do, think, say, etc. I just know, I missed you so damn much that just hearing your voice made me tear up. You were never there for me. Yeah, maybe when I was little, but that is it. But you will always have a big part of my heart, and no matter what happens, that will never change. Ever. I just love you, so much.. But no matter what happens, I still will not ever be able to let myself open up. 

Growing up, I have learned so much. And the number one thing that I have learned is to never let myself open up. Because when I do, I feel weak and very pathetic. I do not like to feel. I do not like the feeling of being weak. Any of that, I do not want to be part of. 

Today, even though my birthday is exactly one month away, I feel as if this is my early birthday present. And as childish as it is, this might be the best present already. I will always be Daddy's Little Girl, but too bad, I am not that little anymore. I just miss you. And love you. And when I think about all those times, I feel so hurt. But no matter how hurt I am.. I learned to suppress it down because I am stronger than this. I am stronger than I'll ever be.

[songofsunset]

Today was pretty fabulous. 

My two younger older sisters came up, and the older one's husband, and we hung out for a few hours and got food and it was pretty fun. It was nice to get to see them before they ship out to Iraq for the next while! (with the state department, not the army) (also the younger older sister is not going with them) (Yeah, I have three older sisters, it gets kinda confusing.)

And my Master Copy in Painting is going reeeaaaaally well. I'm doing this one of the Lady of Shallot by Waterhouse, so that's not half insignificant. 

And figure drawing was fabulous, until one of my mom's favorite songs came on (the teacher plays his iPod during class) and it put me into a panic attack.

I didn't know this was a thing.

I do not like that this is a thing.

But I was able to get through it with minimal difficulty, and I had been drawing faster than the rest of the class anyways, so I went into the hallway for a bit.

[stylinsonboyfriends]

can i join the hover text fun too?