do you think dan heng never hugged caelus when he asked for that goodbye hug because he didn't want to know what it felt like to hug caelus dead when he didn't know what it felt like to hug him alive
that he didn't want to solve the schrodinger paradox of if caelus is alive or not by touching him directly in fear of feeling ice cold skin when caelus himself looks alive and well
only to regret it once he waits for thousands of years with no end in sight and caelus somewhere he can't see or get to














