#zarry feels

[catchmeifyoucannnnn]

Oh You and I.

[intoxicatedfandom]

I meant “pervy” affectionately. I remember a lot of crotch touching and “fingering” from zarry so that sticks out to me

And there you are folks. Tone is so hard to read on the interwebs. Thanks for clarifying and I saw Zayn fingering Harry too.

[intoxicatedfandom]

"he rarely seemed happy after Zayn left" Exactly. I think Harry was devastated. Zarry were the closest ones in 1D. their relationschip was sweet, deep and pure and not about drugs, parties (like Zayn and louis). Zayn and Harry they still sing about each other. It makes me sad everytime I listen to their songs. And I read smewhere that Harry wanted to leave together with Zayn but at the end he couldn't throw under the bus liam, louis and niall but as you say "he was clearly over it"

This is one possible narrative. I suspect the truth is more complicated although it would not surprise me if Zayn and Harry had talked about leaving/ending the band and when Zayn decided he had to go, he and Harry had that big fight that Bangkok Joe tweeted about. We’ll never know, but Zayn was obviously hurt later when “some people” wouldn’t get in touch. History is being rewritten right now, through interviews with Liam especially, to make them all into coworkers, but you can’t fake the relationships they had. Those boys were close to each other, maybe at different times and in different ways, but close.

[sunflowervl]

A post on my top 5 Zarry proofs:

because I need relief from this zarry-less drought.

Disclaimer: this is obvs speculation

1. “To be honest, I never really spoke to Harry even when I was in the band.” aka zarry bitterness

I feel like Zayn leaving the band was a long time coming, and I think all of the boys knew it might happen at some point (i.e. Spaces), but expecting something to happen and that thing actually happening are still two totally different things. So the boys—especially Harry were probably super blindsided by this. Now, I don’t know what happened next, but I’m gonna guess that they weren’t on good terms immediately after he left (a lot of zarries have diff theories on this).

The statement zayn said after he left about not talking to harry may have been a direct reaction to the fact that harry (and friends) didn’t contact him or extend any olive branches like he was expecting and it was his own way of saying ‘fuck you, too then’ to harry lmao. Let’s not forget that harry would take little jabs in the form of jokes when z was mentioned in interviews following his departure. 

lolllll i stan a petty little princess. Anyway, idk harry personally but i do know that sarcasm and joking is a defense mechanism...so...tea. Also, he seemed more affected and hurt than his other band members who came across as more nonchalant and could talk about it without deflecting their feelings lmao 

2.  Covers/Unreleased songs

zayn wrote and recorded I Won’t Mind, but it was only leaked by naughtyboy, and we don’t actually know if it was meant to be on the album, or not. Again, ppl have different theories for this (I’m sorry i’m really no help at all). If you haven’t heard it, it basically talks about fooling around with someone until like they accidentally have this strong unavoidable connection “when no one’s watching”. And for some reason *hint hint* they aren’t allowed to talk about it, and this person won’t ever be his. 

harry covered Just A Little Bit of Your Heart (Ariana Grande) and If I Could Fly (One Direction) on his solo tour, both which are both songs he had a huge hand in writing, but have been recorded by other artists. jalboyh’s theme of a secret relationship, and not ever really being able to to public has the same theme of I Won’t Mind, and was written around the time that zayn got engaged. iicf was included in Made in the AM. This one in short talks about coming clean to someone that has left *HINT* and telling them that you’ll do anything.....even give up everything you have just for them. Please go back to this one and listen with a zarry mindset sis, you won’t regret it. harry poured his heart out smh. 

ALSO! So zayn is asked in an interview about the mitam album and he says that he heard a few of the singles and didn’t buy it, so chances are he hadn’t heard iicf—what better way to make someone hear a song about them than to perform it full of emotion on your solo tour?  

Finally, Girl crush. As you may or may not know, there’s a huge joke here in zarryland about zayn hearing harry sing this and breaking up with gigi the next day lmfaooo. But yeah, basically this song is about having an obsession with a girl solely for the reason that she’s dating the person that the singer wants. & we all have seen the hella awk video of the 1d boys meeting Gigi 🐸☕️

3. Harry’s reaction to the zerrie engagement

In short, 

-more deflection/changing the subject/overall discomfort. Here’s a visual.

4. Zarry jealousy

Because there’s nothing more precious than jealous harry. 

And zayn is so protective, it’s annoyingly hilarious. 

Y’all....I can’t make this shit up lmao. You gotta see it to believe it. Here’s more if you find this as priceless as I do (also that last video pretty much solidifies that Liam knows and approves).

5. THE ZARRY HEART EYES aka the section that will give you hella feels if you are in as deep as I am

first, a zarry classic.

some “casual” staring:

Oh...if looks could devour 👀👀 sorry I’ll shut up🙃

And the the infamous “God only knows”:

Finally, my personal faves:

And quick background: these two were sitting on the stage giggling to one another like nothing else existed, and Louis and Liam were on the other side of the stage looking like ‘wtf’ bc they were being really obvious and fluffy lmao, unfortunately I can’t find the video at the moment 😭

And an honorable mention:

In 1d’s song Strong, Zayn’s part in singing the bridge usually goes

“...need you to keep me from falling apart...”

but after he left, our little fluffball HAROLD chose to sing it as follows:

“....you’d always keep me from falling apart” 😭💔

K I’M DONE BYE

[catchmeifyoucannnnn]

Zarry Documentaries

My wild Zarry theory and analysis :)

If you're a Zarry and have never watched zarrydocumentries videos on YouTube, then I suggest you do it now.

Honestly, she is so great for taking time and effort to make all those videos and I love her for it. Go check her out!!!

[rizzo1d]

Zayn and Harry publish photos in black and white.

it breaks my heart.

Oh my little zarry heart!

[drownedindeniall]

i got a copy of carole king's living room live album recently, and 'so far away' just screams post-1d reunion to me. those songs are about goodbyes but they're not bitter!! they're so full of love. 'it would be so nice to see your face at my door. long ago i reached for u and there u stood.' feels like growing together and being grateful. it's weird but if the end is in sight then i look forward to the stuff that sticks. narry golf dates. lilo biz. reconciliation w/zayn. lots to look forward to!

Oh anon…you’re full of positivity and I love it. I’ve been having a lot of feelings about the future and what’s going to happen when One Direction is no more. Obviously I was upset when Zayn left, but mixed in with that was this feeling of anticipation and excitement? I didn’t feel like I could say that when it first happened, but it was there. It’s still there. Like part of me wishes I could look into a crystal ball and see what comes next for each of them. Narry golf dates? PLZ. “Lilo biz” just makes me think of this horrible wonderfulness and I’m chomping at the bit waiting for the first photos of Zayn just hanging out with one of the boys (ahem…niall please).

Now…with those feels squared away, we can talk about Carole King. Let’s! Let’s talk about Carole King on this internet blog that I’ve dedicated to a boyband! (Dreams coming true). 

First order of business: I love So Far Away. 

But but but I cannot tell a lie, all I can see in when I listen to it is Harry being sad about Zayn leaving? I’m listening to Tapestry, rather than the live album, and there’s this vicious one-two punch of So Far Away and It’s Too Late. Like…these songs go together so perfectly in the context of Zarry sort of drifting apart and Zayn leaving the band? 

I mean…here’s Harry conceiving of the passing of time and the spaces between people:

But you’re so far awayDoesn’t anybody stay in one place anymoreIt would be so fine to see your face at my doorDoesn’t help to know you’re so far awayTraveling around sure gets me down and lonelyNothing else to do but close my mindI sure hope the road don’t come to own meThere’s so many dreams I’ve yet to find

Those last three lines are so Harry I want to cry.

And then there’s Zayn:

Stayed in bed all morning just to pass the timeThere’s something wrong here, there can be no denyingOne of us is changing, or maybe we’ve stopped tryingAnd it’s too late, baby, now it’s too lateThough we really did try to make itSomething inside has died and I can’t hideAnd I just can’t fake it

Like…yikes. But that’s so Zayn? Knowing when to call it. When it’s time to go home. Knowing that he’s got to be true to himself.

But it’s not all sad, because there’s this too:

There’ll be good times again for me and youBut we just can’t stay together, don’t you feel it tooStill I’m glad for what we had, and how I once loved you

Which is exactly what you’re saying about growing together and the promise of reconciling in the future. 

Basically YES. Yes. If the plan is to listen to Carole King and think about moving into the post-Zayn future, SIGN ME UP I AM SO DOWN.

[ziamlourrymx]

Capítulo 1: Prologo.

Cuando pasa por el pasillo, no es amigable. Escanea la habitación, pero nunca pone un ojo a nadie, como si él no los estuviera mirando a ellos, sino a través de ellos. Cuando pasa caminando, podría darte un vistazo - si tienes suerte - pero por lo demás va a conformarse con nada más que un hombro frío. No es que no se da cuenta que hay alguien allí - eso es una cosa que Harry se dio cuenta de él, la forma en que ve y se da cuenta de todo - pero más del hecho de que él sólo quiere que la gente sepa que él es el jefe y él es el que está en cargo. Harry no podía culparlo, sin embargo. Si él se pareciera a él y tuviera la mitad de la cantidad de energía, Harry había probablemente actuaria de la misma manera también.

La escuela no era grande, por lo que todos más o menos conocía a todos. Si tu veías una cara que no habías visto por aquí antes, estarías alucinando. No fue una gran escuela, tuvo sus altas y bajas, también el hecho de que ha sido clasificada como una de las escuelas de clase baja en la zona - pero a Harry no le importaba eso. Mientras él estuviera recibiendo educación y pasando todas sus clases y haciendo feliz a su madre, eso es todo lo que Harry podía pedir.

El calor en el interior del salón de clases era difícil acostumbrarse a el, ya que Harry sólo había caminado 20 millas en el frío abrasador. Podía sentir su nariz calentandoce y los dedos de los pies lentamente empezando a recuperar la sensación de nuevo. Una vez que sentía el calor llegar a él, se quitó la chaqueta y la bufanda y la colgó en el rack de ropa al lado de todos los otros chalecos que habían sido arrojados allí de otros compañeros de clase.

Harry se sentó en la primera fila - no era como él eligió sentarse ahí, él fue asignado, pero de nuevo, no le importaba. No le importaba nada, la verdad. No cuando se trata de sí mismo, no cuando se trataba de lo que quiere o necesita, o lo que siente. Había que hacer mucho más lo que prefieren los demás , y siempre se ocupa de los demás antes de que él se higa cargo de él mismo. Esto llevó a su madre a la locura.

El primer período había comenzado, y no era raro un compañero ausente. Rara vez va a alguna de sus clases, y Harry sabía porque - por suerte para él - él estaba en todas y cada una de sus clases. A pesar de que Harry lo había visto esta mañana, sabía que el chico de pelo oscuro no llegaría.

Pero a mitad de la lectura, Harry se enteró de que estaba equivocado.

Entró, con tanta indiferencia y fresco, como si él fuera completamente inconsciente de que había perdido 15 minutos de clase. Llevaba una sudadera con capucha gris debajo de su chaqueta de cuero negro, encajando perfectamente a el. Su cabello era labrado como siempre lo fue - Harry nunca lo había visto nada diferente - gelificado de nuevo en un flequillo perfecto que le convenía.

"Zayn, llegas tarde." El profesor lo regañó, mostrando una mirada de desaprobación.

Zayn lanzó un sobre rojo de papel sobre su escritorio - un pase de tardanza - y se dirigió a la parte trasera de la sala de clase a su lugar de siempre; la última fila, la segunda mesa de la izquierda. Harry estaba cerca de la pared, y él aprovechó para inclinarse hacia atrás sobre el mismo por lo que estaba de su lado. Aún podía ver al maestro, pero por el rabillo del ojo pudo atrapar Zayn.

Se veía tan dominante, tan reconocido. Tan aburrido.

Sus hombros encorvados sobre la pequeña mesa, la cara entre las manos, con los ojos mirando por todas partes excepto al profesor hablando. Harry también había notado que cada vez que Zayn se deriva en un sueño, era como si él fuera a otro mundo, era como que él estaba pensando. Como pensar realmente. Y es difícil saber lo que pasa por su mente. Es difícil saber lo que está pasando, ya que siempre tiene esa mirada pegada, ardiente en su rostro. Pero Harry se pregunta si todas esas cosas son las que hacen de él una persona tan intrigante.

Harry siempre mira a Zayn, si lo está viendo caminar por el pasillo cada mañana, o lo observaba desde el otro lado de la cafetería. Siempre está haciendo algo interesante, como dibujar en sus libros de texto o enchufar sus auriculares y saltar cada canción, ni siquiera tiene que ser emocionante, Harry simplemente disfruta viéndolo.

Pero Zayn nunca observa a Harry - o eso cree. Harry es demasiado suave, demasiado irrelevante para llamar la atención de Zayn. Su cara es demasiado normal, algo que él y Zayn no tienen en común. Si Harry pudiera describir la cara de Zayn en una palabra sería simétrica. Ambos de sus ojos, tan redonda y ojos marrones - que siempre brillan tanto. Sus pestañas, enormes y casi golpeando la parte inferior de la ceja. La parte favorita de Harry es cuando Zayn se ríe, cuando está tan impresionado por algo y él se ríe muy fuerte. Es hermoso, la forma en que sus ojos y la nariz se arrugan como un niño pequeño, su sistema completo de dientes blancos y perfectos que muestran como su boca se extiende en una sonrisa. Harry sonríe de forma automática -aunque el no sabe porque- cuando Zayn se está riendo.

Harry quiere conocerlo, quiere saber como se levanta el fin de semana, y quiere saber qué tipo de música que escucha, las cosas que él dibuja cuando está tan intrigado con el dibujo - el lápiz con furia pero con delicadeza deslizándose a través del papel en un tiempo récord-, y apesar de que es completamente ajeno a lo que está sucediendo a su alrededor. Él quiere saber qué tipo de cosas que le gusta hacer, lo que le hace reír, llorar. Harry quiere saber de Zayn y Harry quiere Zayn lo conozca.

Espero disfruten el capítulo y nos regalen muchos me gusta y rbgs<3. También comentarios por favor.

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