Zayn Malik Interview from Paris Fashion Week 2015
*Translated as accurately as possible. Words in brackets indicate the word was cut out in the photo and is what is assumed to be written*
I’m fine, thank you. I took a few days off to assess the situation. I really needed it. These past five years, I had very little time to (myself) and I started going a bit crazy. I had to take a step back.
(Your) decision to quit One Direction (in the middle of) a tour hugely (disappointed) your fans. How did you (cope during) that period?
I thought (really hard) before making that decision. Leaving 1D (was the) hardest thing I’ve (ever done in) my life. In five years, I developed a very strong (bond/friendship?) with the members of (the band) who are like my brothers, and stopping everything was really not easy for me. I apologize to the fans, but I have to listen to my heart. (I chose to) leave because I want to be a normal 22 year old, who (...?) and has a private life
(Did the other members) feel like you betrayed them?
(They) understood that I needed a long break. And (because I didn’t) know how long it would take for me to feel better, I decided to leave 1D.
How have they reacted to this terrible news?
They were all very affected. This was especially hard for me. We spent hours discussing. It was a very intense conversation... We all had lumps in our throats and tears in our eyes…
Are you guys still on good terms?
Yes! The members of the group will always be brothers to me! The bond between us is very strong and is not close to breaking. I know that I have four friends for life, Louis, Liam, Niall and Harry. I know they will continue to be the best band in the world.
The boys didn’t try to keep you from leaving?
Yes, of course they did! They wanted me to stay with them. One Direction, it’s our band and I’m an essential member just like Harry, Louis, Liam and Niall! But after I lengthily explained the reasons that pushed me to make this decision, they understood me and supported me.
What is troubling is that you wanted to be less exposed, while a few weeks after you were already in the studio to record your solo album...
The problem is not about making music. It’s my passion. I don’t see myself really doing anything else…I just wanted to stop running from right to left and going on tours without really having a day off.
Did the distance from your family and your fiancee influence your decision?
Yes, totally. It was one of the main reasons for my leaving. I think that a lot of people don’t realize how much energy it takes and the work we accomplished in the last five years. We have much time to be with our family and friends. I’m only 22 and I think that I still need to grow up near my family.
Did you ask for advice from your fiancee, Perrie Edwards?
I don’t hide anything from her. I talked to her about my choice. I tell her everything. Perrie is very understanding and understood that mentally and physically I couldn’t continue any longer like this.
How did you feel a few weeks before you left?
I felt a bit like a prisoner and it started being too much. It’s a bit complicated to explain… I didn’t recognize myself anymore and I felt like I was on a bad path, that I was derailing…
Much better! I’m feeling good and I don’t regret my decision. I’m doing pretty well right now and I have a lot of projects.
I’m spending a lot of time in the studio right now. I’m taking a lot of time to write my first solo tracks… It does me a lot of good to focus on my own music.
Isn’t it a bit too early to start working now?
I don’t think so! It’s the opposite, it allows me get out everything weighing on my heart and transform it into something productive. Although I spend my days working on my album, I still go home at night to my family and I can do things at my own rythme.
Are you excited to get back on stage again?
I’m in transition right now but the stage (is my) element. Of course I want to ( (something about wanting to put on a show and see the fans- difficult to see section). For the moment, (piece not visible, unable to determine what’s being said). Something about taking some time before announcing any show dates.
How do you feel about knowing that from now on, you’re going to see your own name?
It’s exciting and terrifying at the same time. I think managing a solo career is very complicated. It’s a lot more difficult than being in a boy band. The group helps a lot to the make everything easier. Inevitably, the strength of the group, it helps.
After a few weeks of break, do you know what are you going to miss the most?
Having fun with the guys! We spent a lot of time together. We always had something to do or to share. I miss this closeness already.
If you had to choose a memory from each member of the band, what would it be?
Niall’s appetite, he’s always eating something! Louis’ smile. He loves to play the divas. Harry’s sense of humour, which always makes for good (unable to see word). And Liam’s calm... He was so serene that he always calmed the group a lot.
And could you tell us how you want them to remember you?
My amazing imitation of girls! (Says something about wearing a skirt during the Best Song Ever video and how painful heels are to wear- difficult to read from the photo.)