anybody else thinking about how Zedaph feels when his boyfriends are in the Life series? how he's the one left behind every time, the one who's always there for the aftermath? when Impulse shuts down and Tango's overworking so much that nobody sees him, when Skizz's smiles are unusually strained, Zed is the one trying to put together what happened so he can help.
but the worst part is that so few of the players in the games are willing to talk about what they went through aside from Skizz, and he only has his side of the story. Zed is always missing so much information, and he does his best without it, but nothing has ever made him feel quite so helpless before.







