Apr 15
Oh yeah baby talk dirty to me (tell me how I cant push you away with my avoidant tendencies and habit of running the second things get genuinely deep and intimate)
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Oh yeah baby talk dirty to me (tell me how I cant push you away with my avoidant tendencies and habit of running the second things get genuinely deep and intimate)
Anyone else constantly feel like "oh no my steak is too juicy and my lobster is too buttery" or is that just me?
My desperate need to be comforted and loved vs my fear of being annoying and too much with my vulnerability
Oh, to be loved unconditionally because you meet the conditions required to be loved unconditionally.
I'm not suicidal but, historically, the chances of me attempting aren't zero
Know I'm not a good person and I just have self control
Because like I just recorded a 14 minute voice memo that boiled down to "I hate you, kys" listened to it back, realized it was kinda crazy and deleted it
At no point in the recording of that message did I think "hm, I'm being a bit mean and insane" I just kept going...
At least this is not and not two years ago or it would've probably ended up sent, why am I like actually evil?
*sighs while putting the strap on* "this is going to hurt..."
"Oh really?"
"Not you, me."
PLEASE YOUR HONOR I NEED STIMULUS OR I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF