“if you wear gloves like that, your hands are gonna dry out really quickly. then you’ll really have a reason to start hiding them,” forty remarked. in his own hand, he held a cocktail ( after a few cocktails too many. because as it turns out, designer drugs just weren’t as readily available underground ), and as if to demonstrate his own lovelier - far lovelier - fingers, he stretched them a little, wriggled them. his words were slightly slurred, gave something away that slipped with the lack of coordination, the way the room slightly spun -- the fact that forty had only found some courage after this many drinks. he held his chin high, though. as if he needed to look down on zero, as if he needed to prove that he could, to everyone, at all times.