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[b-originaldesigns]

Well last night escalated quickly 😅with💃🏻🍸💨 @larishkanicole & @alyjo787 ... But how about those @capitals tho 🙌🏼🏒 #sayyestoadventure #shedesignedalifesheloved #zerotoahundredrealquick #washingtoncapitals #dclife #baltimoregirl #reppingraleigh #boriginaldesigns (at Darna Restaurant and Lounge)

[empowermentfirst-blog]

Getting good with "good"! #goodvibesfriday #zerotoahundredrealquick #BossMenPray (at Aqua On 25th)

[theundefeated]

Last night was one of the craziest situations that’s happened to me in a very long time. It’s just one of those situations that you think about and just think “what the hell happened?” I’ve never seen a female cry so much over me in my life and the weird part about the entire situation is we’re not dating. We’ve never dated and she’s been with someone for 3 plus years now. I guess you don’t realize how much you really mean to someone until you have a drunkin’ night and try to be a smart ass with them. I swear the night went from zero to a hundred so fast I didn’t know where it went wrong. First and foremost, I’ve realized something about myself that I don’t regret one bit and that’s the amount of ruthlessness I have. I am 100 percent not afraid to hurt someone’s feelings when it comes to the truth. If you’re gonna try to hurt myself or anyone I genuinely care for I will hit you with something on the quickness. Don’t disrespect people and expect them to stay respectful towards you. If there’s one thing I know how to do is to put someone in their place. I’ve realized it’s been coming out way more loosely than it usually does for me but that’s because I’m at the point of no return with some people. If I’ve put up with your shit for a few years, nows the time I’m gonna just say what I gotta say. But I don’t know man. This situation always seems to happen to me. People don’t wanna say how they feel til it’s one too many drinks in or way too late to turn back time. You can’t expect someone to just throw themselves at you just because you finally had some sort of courage to say something you really feel. First of all, if you’re with someone you’re with someone. You’re not gonna catch me double dipping. Like, get your life together and figure your shit out. This ain’t a joke, we ain’t in high school anymore. You want me, you want me. You want someone else, you want someone else. There’s no playing your cards and shit just cause what you got don’t make you happy anymore but you don’t wanna leave cause you’re comfortable. Like those girls that make decisions in their life that they know isn’t what they want but it’s the only thing they know so they just ride shit out hoping it’ll change but then by the time they realize it never will it’s already too late. Miss me with the bullshit. But anyways, let me continue this rant so I can actually try and sleep this shit off. There’s always females that’ll hit me with the “you deserve better than that.” “You’re absolutely amazing anyone would be lucky to have someone like you.” “why didn’t we meet at a different time, I would have picked you.” “blah blah fucking blah blah.” You know the things you "say" to people you care about to make them feel better when they’re down or when you say it just because you want them to realize their worth type of thing. But last night it wasn’t what was said it was the actions that were shown from this person when they were intoxicated that just still have left me at a “brah dafuck?” The argument didn’t even have anything to do with me at first. It was over some bullshit that’s not really that important, but like I said once you’ve hurt or upset someone I care about and they ask me kindly to defuse a situation so they can stay with us and enjoy company I’m going to do so the nicest way possible. And that’s what I did and it escalated into something way more just because the other person was so intoxicated. Eventually I got so mad that I raised my voice and let that person know they need to chill. Well, that didn’t work and it only got worse and then words were exchanged and I left because I’m a bigger person when it comes to things like this and I headed home. Right before I pass the light before my place my best friend calls me and asks me to please turn around and come back because this person is so upset that they’re struggling with the idea that it’s not that I’m mad to the point I don’t want to be friends I just know that nothing is going to get solved and I’d rather have this conversation the next day when this person is sober. Anyways, he convinced me to turn around ( which I would have gotten home at 3 instead of fucking 6 but hey, shit happens right?) I get back to where everyone is at and as soon as I pull up this person just gets in my car shuts the door and it was instant, just crying. Never have I ever in my life seen someone cry so damn hard over me when we’re nothing more than friends. It seriously left me completely speechless. The argument went up and down, up and down, eventually we got crazy again and I told my best friend to get this person out my car so I can leave but she wouldn’t get out of my car. When I decided to get out of my car and she gets out she walks away. I walk inside and I couldn’t tell you how many times she just threw herself at me begging me to not leave. She's sorry. This’ll never happen again. I honestly felt like this was a fucking break up. Even she said it herself. Anyways, I’ve lost where I’m trying to go with this story but in all honesty I just am still in such shock about everything that happened. Even today when I got a text in the morning from this person apologize for their behavior and how they don’t want to lose me and they love me and asked to come see them to talk in person and when I did the way she hugged me was just..different. Thank god I’m sick and I’m not going to be going out for a while. Hopefully by the time I get better this will all blow over and things will go back to normal. Or, maybe it’ll just, be different from here on out. Either way I adore this person, and I know who they are and how amazing and beautiful they are inside and out. But for one, they’re taken. For two, I couldn’t. For three, I mean I could, totally, but I couldn’t. I was raised with respect. And this person is better off as my friend. Not my lover. Well my rants over, goodnight…Hopefully.

[chamrocka]

#ImLovingIt this #DontJudgeMeChallenge. #PrettyOnFleek #Challenge She went from #NaniWhine to #SuhaniRaat; #ZeroToAHundredRealQuick

[thealaskajones]

repeat after me: i am a sexy bitch and no one ruins my 2015 -Tina Belcher #wordstoliveby #bobsburgers #feelslikeitwasjustyesterday #hilarious #repost #pizzarolls #keepitsimple #zerotoahundredrealquick

[builtforspeed401]

Fuck being on some chill shit. #zerotoahundredrealquick #knowyourworth #worthaboutadeuce #canumakechange #doyou #thendome #rowdyrhody #kennelkrazed