#ziogeon

[empressthieving-blog]

@ziogeon

     ❝ ryuuji-kun, could you help me with this? i cannot seem to carry this bag of soil all by myself... ❞

[moonalign-blog]

comfort !

              yuki sure he’s babbling complete nonsense - words tangled so tightly in his own insecurity that he only knows they’re falling on deaf ears. and why wouldn’t it? it’s the same shit over and over with him throwing his own pity party, feeling like a damn idiot and the same zero that’s had him labelled for years and years. it’s so stupid that it makes him wonder why ryuji even puts up with him - or even why he hasn’t got tired of him yet. he could walk away and have anyone else he wanted ( with a smile full of sunshine like his, who would say no to him? ) and yet here he is - looking at him with those sad eyes of his.

             he’s so pathetic. he’s so, so pathetic that it makes him wanna laugh. his chest hurts and all he can hear is the pulse that keeps getting louder and louder in his ears, so much so that he can’t even catch the sound of his own apologies. his hands are on his face that’s decorated in pink splotches and the stain of his own tears, digging his palms against his palms as a means to hide.

              ❛i’m so - i’m so, so sorry. i’m so stupid and useless and - ❜

             all is silent once he feels the familiar feeling of warm arms wrap around his waist and for a second he’s not sure what to do. he stands there like an idiot before he allows himself to lean into an embrace like a flower to the sunlight, breathing shaky as he lets himself cry, cry, cry like the little boy he thinks he is.

              ❛‘m so sorry, ryuji,❜  he breathes as he finally allows himself to calm down ( with only the smallest hint of a sob ) , not ready to look at him just yet.  ❛i’m… i’m okay, i’m sorry for making you worry. um… i - i appreciate you… being here.❜  even if i don’t deserve it goes unspoken.

[elysianborne]

hey dude not to be gay but, ryuji (: !

[furiously smashes that like button]

[moonalign-blog]

!! 😌❤️

         he’s like the sun; his hair dyed in sunlight and his grin burning just as bright, absolutely radiating with the warm glow. it’s like he draws him in with a sort of magnetism that yuki doesn’t know how to explain, feeling nothing but warmth, warmth, warmth that could burn him from the inside out.

         but it doesn’t. it’s welcoming, homey even; a warmth that makes him feel comforted just being around him. his laughter, his voice, his grin, the very brown of his eyes, the kindness of his words: they’re so alike the sun that a moon like him feels like he hasn’t the right to be in orbit. 

         he’s thought about it thousands of times; for someone who lacks a presence - someone who often gets lost in the background with his voice drowned out - he has no right to stand next to him like this. it’s the thoughts that keeps him up awake at 3 A.M. with his screen staring back at him, his own insecurity fitting him like a jacket that’s way too tight. he doesn’t deserve him; ryuji deserves someone who has just as much pride as he does, that has enough confidence to have a smile as bright as his own.

         but he lets himself feel as if he’s worth it for just a little longer. it’s that crooked smile of his that makes his heart rattle against his chest in a way that makes yuki never want to let him go, that smile that yuki wants to kiss again and again and again out of pure adoration and -

         ❛  love. i -  ❜   he sucks in a breath with a pride he never thought he could muster, eyes bright because there’s at least something he does know - something he can shout to a world that otherwise ignores him: ❛  i love him, i really do! he’s everything to me!  ❜

send ‘!!’ and I’ll write a para description of your muse from mishima’s perspective.

[lepuretta]

ziogeon replied to your post:

YEAH LETS!! this.. would b the perfect start

I messaged you on Discord bby!

[lepuretta]

ziogeon replied to your post:

ryuji too!! they can both make everyone suffer during karaoke

fam. let’s make this their introduction together. singing karaoke and ruining everyone’s night.

[shqpeshifter-blog]

i’ve equipped ryuji with the most POWERFUL weapon ...

[moonalign-blog]

                ❛  ryuji,  ❜ his voice sounds stressed as he looks over to the other, awkward laughter on the tip of the tongue he rests his cheek on his palm. ❛  how the hell do you even eat all that? it’s such a huge bowl!  ❜

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