update for myself 6/10/17
bp- still likes everything of mine. i'd be hurt if he ended up with someone very beautiful to the eye so i'm not. ch- type of buy i want to marry but i'm not 18 yet and he's 23. few more months. we talk to eachother scattered but when we do, it's never awkward. I enjoy our talks and I hope we end up together zn- i missed you until i had you again. we talk like friends all the time but i think you miss me in a different way than i miss you. i'm sorry but i'm not in love with you anymore. tp- now that you're back in town you've only hit me up once. were we only so close because you had no one else and now that you do i don't matter as much? ouch. mk- i don't understand you yet. you act so sweet and charming but then so fuck boy. i don't trust you yet and i hate it. i'm torn between wanting to share memories with you but also not wanting to fall in love because i want to end up with "ch"