Okay more semi-official post because I've been meaning to do this since July but life has been ping-ponging me all around!
Short-Answer (ha):
No, the fic isn't abandoned, I wouldn't dream of leaving it unfinished especially with the point I'm finally at! I have been stuck injured 😭👍
Long-Answer + Explanation:
They aren't playing about that a03 author's curse bro 😭😭😭 I intended to have 43 out by April at the latest, then that became May and eventually June because of my job. Then of course, that goal got pushed further out from personal circumstances that are just now getting sorted. But, most frustratingly and poignantly, I injured my wrist at the start of July. Good news is I have some therapy scheduled for it finally! Bad news is that it took THIS LONG to get into it, and in the meantime I can't physically write or draw for hardly a few minutes at a time and it's reached a point especially in the last month or so where even using a computer mouse or typing exacerbates it. If I had infinite time, that'd be less of a problem, but I've also restarted college so my time, effort, and focus has to be put there first and foremost in the meantime. It's frustrating to not be able to do the things I enjoy in the free time I have, but for now it is what it is.
The Plan + Ideal: I'm down but certainly not out! I'm going to be diligent to get myself back to normal and doing what I love! I have TONS of ideas for both fics and art I wanna do and am clawing at the bars of my cage to start LMAO
Ideally though, I would like to have something ready by the holidays. Maybe even a few chapters on a backlog or something. Regardless though, when that day comes I also have some other fics I was poking at and cleaning up prior to my injury worsening and I think it'd be fun to upload some stuff in bulk! :] I've neglected a few other works for the sake of Answers (pouring one out for WYLTD last updated September 2018 LMAO) and I think it'd be a fun way to do things and also move into the new year!
But I'm rambling at this point! If anyone's read this far TYSM I APPRECIATE IT! 🫶 it hurt my hands to write this much which, knowing my typical word count, says something 😭💔 But I feel good and capable! It's just a temporary set-back and I appreciate the consistent engagement and kind words over all the time I've spent working on this fic thus far! I hope that you don't mind the wait too awfully, but know that it WILL be finished--I'm far too passionate about this story and these characters to simply leave it hanging. I don't like to half-ass anything I do :]
OKAY IK THIS IS A TEXT BLOCK BUT DONT PANIC! We are good JKSDKJL
So it’s been about a month since the last chapter update, my b 💀🙏BUT I have good reasons, and I realized that while I mentioned it in an A/N on the fic itself, I probably have people following me here who haven’t seen that 😭👍Better late than never tho! Putting it under a cut bc it’s a bit long my bad
I’ve had a good chunk of chapter 39 completed since I uploaded 38, but as I was writing and reviewing my stuff to ensure consistency and such, erm, well 😭I’ve hit a point where the problems I’ve had on the backburner are no longer avoidable. Additionally, by nature of how long I’ve been working on this story (4.5 years mama mia 💀💀💀) I’ve had time to think about and enhance some #Lore 😳!
Reflecting on all of this, I really think that in order for the upcoming bits to be at their best and most impactful, I need to revisit the much older chapters and make some revisions. Which I know can sound beyond frustrating, but I would rather do this and make the whole experience much more consistent and satisfying than shoehorn in a bunch of stuff late-game and feel like a rugpull yk???
The main thing that pushed me over the edge is Hiro because the track that I’ve been on regarding his background/power set up is gonna lead me into an unsatisfying and unfun corner, and that’s not what I want. So I’ve been rattling that man around for months tryna figure smth out AND I FINALLY GOT IT! His character and personality won’t be changing so no worries there! Nor will introductions or roles, but I’ve finally got something set up to explain his powers a lot more reasonably as well as being able to have a bit more classic HB callbacks :]
Essentially I’m gonna do what I did in 2021 where I have a little laundry list of things to tweak and add so that the story is at it’s best! My writing abilities have definitely improved and grown since I first started writing this fic, so I’m finally able to add or depict things I simply didn’t have the skill level for before which is SOOOOO SATISFYING !!!
Currently all chapters up to chapter 14 have been updated with new action sequences, conversations, and grammatical/pacing issues resolved to be much closer to how I always intended for them to be--also some fun little 1.20 snippets that just fit in a way I’ve always wanted! Those cherry trees were too good to not mention 💖
When I’m done I’ll be uploading the real chapter 39 in the place of the A/N one and will denote which chapters got the most notable changes :> They’ll mostly be the ones from about 8-15 I’d say tho solely because of Hiro 😭 Love that bastard but he has been a MIGRAINE to sort out for YEARS
Anyways that’s all I’ve got 😭🙏Thank you guys sm for reading and for your patience and apologies for the change-up, but I do think this is a good thing to do for the health of the story even if it takes a lot of extra effort and time. It’s worth doing. Very funny to feel like I’m adding patch notes to a fic tho KLJSJKLDJ Answers HD 1.5 Remix moment
Pacing the floor frantically like a divorced detective haunted by a 40 year old cold case: I need to write more I need to draw more I need to make animatics I need to make original content I need to make fan content I need to make a video game I need to make a book I need to make a tv show I n—
Firstly, Happy Holidays!!! I have a gift for you all!!! Here is the link to Chapter 18
All chapters prior to this have also been edited and revised with some parts changed and even temporarily removed (dw they'll be back). I'm continuously working to make sure this story is the best it could be and thank you everyone who's been following me these last few years for being patient and so so kind!
Updates and Future Plans under the cut!
TLDR; I'm gonna try updating every two weeks and for sure the next two chapters are going to follow that schedule and will be posted on January 8th and January 22nd respectively. Thanks for reading!
Secondly, I wanna apologize for taking such a long and unexpected hiatus! When I uploaded the last chapter back in March of 2020 I definitely did not think it'd be over a year and a half before I updated again. I was expecting a month at most but uhhhh lol it is now December of 2021.
I'll keep it brief and basically, I don't want this kind of thing to be routine as I still very much love this fic, the characters, and the story I intend to tell! It'll be 3 years old (insane btw) on the 31st and I can't help but wish I was further into it than I am, but we'll get there!
I want to start updating every two weeks starting today. I have 2 more chapters locked and loaded to go and want to try and maintain that kind of pattern.
I'm sure there will still be breaks and weeks where I fall behind because I frankly know myself too well, but I'm still going to aim for some kind of consistency. I'm finally getting into parts of the story I'm REALLY excited about and I hope that it continues to live up to expectations. Hope you have fun with it!! And thank you once again for the support and patience, I probably wouldn't be working on it still without the consistent feedback. I STILL get notifications a few times a week about people giving this fic kudos, which absolutely boggles my mind and I cannot thank this community enough for its support.
Happy Holidays and I hope your Christmases have been great for those who celebrate!!! I'll see you all again on January 8th with Chapter 19! 💖
I know these are out of style now but every now and then Im sad then I remember this shit I made at 1 am like a month ago and Im immediately filled with joy