#zoobia

[asktadckrew]

Are you and the kitten ok?

Gangle: Mhm! I named my kitten Zoobia!

Zooble: You're so sweet, Ribbin~ *kisses*

[painful-paradise]

is there anything u'd like to say that u think u left unsaid?

I just feel like I’m not that great at showing people how much I care anymore. Like, I’d like tell Zoobia how much her sending me pictures and messaging me meant to me, but I don’t if I did it well enough, but it was the most sweetest thing ever and it meant so much to me. I literally woke up from a nap when I saw it and it made me smile and I needed that so badly and it meant so much to me ❤️ I would like to tell samira how much I fucking love her. She came to meet me and she talked to me and she was amazing at making me feel. Like, she’s awesome and she does so much for me and I can’t explain how much this girl means to me 💜 I want to tell Hafia how amazing she was too!! Like, she’s so awesome and caring and understanding. She literally didn’t let me smoke or self harm and that meant the world to me because honestly I would’ve done it without thinking twice, but I love her and I know she worries and cares about me so I didn’t wanna disappoint her and it was just yeah. She’s really caring and understanding and that’s just something she’s very good at making people feel better ❤️

[virtuestars]

ZOOBIA

Zoobia means fashion. Nobody can be better at it than them, so don’t try.

moodboard for @the-field-beyond

[i-want-you-to-myself-blog1]

How are you doing?

I’m doing a little better and things are still complicated, but like I’m so scared and worried! I feel like, Hafia is gonna beat me up somehow because I messaged zoobia, but I couldn’t help it :| I was worried bro

[i-want-you-to-myself-blog1]

Why did she message Kelly ?

Because she wanted to make sure I was okay and happy and she said to Kelly that she hopes I smile every day and all 😭😍

[i-want-you-to-myself-blog1]

You're going to New York?

Haha yeah my grandmother isn’t well and my mom wants to see her so maybe this week, but it sucks I’ll have to cancel the plan with zoobia and all. Also, it’s not bad because she already messaged Kelly lol

[i-want-you-to-myself-blog1]

what kind of thoughts are hard to control? do u wanna talk abott them here?

I just after talking to anushka everything kinda came back. Like, I wish I didn’t do shit with Hafia. I wish I respected how she cared. Like, I feel so bad sometimes. Although, talking to Zoobia and anushka makes me feel better as though I’m not a criminal. Samira just makes things harder. When I see her she just looks at me in the way as though she wants to get rid of me and I don’t blame her. She has told me to my face she hates me because of what I did with Hafia lol. I mean I hate myself for that too, but I just don’t know. It’s hard.

[painful-paradise]

(to anyone)

Yeah just to Hafia, Zoobia and samira lol ❤️ I don’t have anything to say to Sarah. She just upset me way too much. She told me she wants to meet tomorrow and I told her I’m okay with it, but I don’t know if I’ll be okay.