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been slowly catching up with my target word count before that thing reaches me being a full week in writing debt by working on this silly little number where zoë and yasper play pretend it’s yasper’s funeral and it’s definitely not angsty at all in any way
zoë is like “i feel like i don’t know who i really am” in a “i feel like i am literally split into multiple people inside my head who carry out different aspects of my life and i kinda know what they’re doing when i’m not in front but i’m also kinda disassociated from them” way and yasper is like “oh my god me too” in a “i don’t know how much of me is real and how much is a front to keep people from leaving or hating me and how much of me is the real me anymore because i feel so dependent on other people’s opinions to function” way
have we considered how yasper's fear of brett specifically because of his father's abuse would affect the zosper relationship yet.......
and if i said i was starting to ship zoe and yasper as a queerplatonic partnership,
really really important to me that yasper has an embarrassing "calling the teacher mom" moment with zoe (except it's 1000x worse cuz it's not his mom it's his best friend's girlfriend lmfao) that zoe laughs off and teases him for before mostly forgetting about it while yasper is haunted by it for literal months afterward
the queerplatonic zosper vision is becoming just as important to me as their relationships to aniq tbh. actually very important to me that zoe Also Wants Yasper There. very important to me that yasper loves her like she's family. i can't let them be jealous of each other there has to be love there too
zoë and yasper aren’t attracted to each other per se but they do really enjoy making out to get a rise out of aniq like two drunk girls in a bar
maybe this is partly projection at my part i just think it takes yasper a while to feel fully comfortable around zoë and until that point whenever she does something nice for him he’s like I Have To Be Killed Immediately For Taking Advantage Of Her Kindness
