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Oh oh oh here come those alpha kids

Should I draw the trolls 🫣🤔

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I’ve been having a trip down nostalgia road and BUSTIN out 20 minute scribbles of the kiddos

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its 3am but i wanted to scribble a little more.

in the yeux comic i read on instgram (@/roseythreehearts) i found out that red and craig use to date. red is portrayed in the comic as a rocker girl with a great voice and craig of course as a (blind) crybaby. i could only imagine their relationship.

i personally like red and craig as cousins but this was fun!

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The ig interactive comic @/ask.fleurbleue is fantastic and i suggest yall go read it HERES THE LINK

this was my first time drawing token and its been a long time since ive used so much color and did more than little sketchy bits!

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I’m really obsessed with those I interactive comics on ig I wish I was creative enough to make my own 😩

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i crave intimacy 

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just some nice tweek x craig because i crave it

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theres this really disturbing comic on insta that i literally think about all the time and i cant get enough of it!

PLEASE CHECK IT OUT! 

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just a dumb stenny drawing im not particularly fond of

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heres that request ive had sitting in my inbox! sorry for the long loooong wait! Edit: on mobile the link to view didn’t work so try this! https://twitter.com/grilledfeet/status/1156087949634736128?s=21

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Hey I’m off this weekend so I’m going to try to draw that request sitting in my inbox! I have not forgotten it!!

I also have not forgotten that fic! I’ve just been rereading a creek one for like the 8th time!

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kyman week day 1 and day 3!

(my day 2 is a little ns/ fw so you can find it HERE! )

Day 1: Canon event! Cartman finds love! i absolutely lose my fucking shit when the real brad paisley starts singing with cartman to kyle like im crying thinking about it

Day 2: Fighting rivalry! Cartman thinks hes going to be dominant but Kyle does not think so!

Day 3: Game AU! I chose FBW because im playing it right now! This scene kills me honestly anytime Cartman says “your dad,,,FUCKed your mom” i lose my mind. also thats my chara in the corner! 

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i drew this in 10 minutes

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hey i found a kyman week on twitter! it was the beginning of july but theyre accepting art all month long so im going to bust some new art out before i start doing requests!

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Damn, it hurts me to learn that you’ve been through a lot of terrible things. I pray that you’ll have a better future, and hope things have better for you after going through such awful events. 😔

Thank you it means a lot! I haven’t been coping in the best ways but I’m trying my best and working on bettering myself and working through what exactly has happened in the last 3 years. I’ve realized my mistakes and I’m coming to terms with what was done to me as well. Im getting help very soon so I’m hoping things will turn around in the near future!

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!! TW SE/ LF HA/ RM / SUI/ CI/ DE !!!

I drew another vent piece. It was super important to me. 

the theme for me was don’t look back. don’t you dare look at their profiles don’t look at what they are doing dont even glance in their direction. look at the emotions they made you feel. look at what those emotions made you do. you felt so vulnerable around them and insecure you left nasty nasty scars down your arms and your doctor said youre lucky to be alive. i kept it a secret what i had done and called what was wrong with me just some mediocre anxiety and wound up in the hospital getting a liter of fluids because i had hurt my kidneys so bad. this isn’t the only time that my insecurities in that so called “friendship” had led me to nearly commit sui/ cide. and i was called manipulative for having those feelings. for taking my feelings out on myself. for lack of knowing how to express myself becoming self destructive and sui/ci/ dal. 

friendships shouldnt give you these feelings. friendships shouldnt make you feel you need to swallow every medication you have. i put these people on a pedestal and couldn’t see their toxic attitudes towards me because i was just obsessed. someone who would talk to me 24/7. someone who told me i was pretty. someone i loved and i thought loved me.