[takemebacktosanpablo]

Update: I survived a year and a half as a nanny, worked two wonderful years as a secretary at a mental health organization, got laid off at the end of September. I briefly worked as a contractor for the DOS, but didn't even make it out of training, which was full time, and decimated my body.

My dad died, I adopted his cat, and I moved into my own apartment in the projects. I finished EMDR, and have continued to strive to make the wisest decisions and live the best life I can.

[thereadmind]

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

2nd account is up and going. I’ve been trying to settle on what to post there for AGES. Decided on this for now.

@doggiest-of-songs

[btterflyarchive]

via

[starlitnocturne]

I crawled

on broken glass

to get here.

You better believe

I’m living it up.

I’ll swallow stars

If I want to.

May my dreams come true.

May my enemies eat shit.

Times are tough

but I’m a fucking nightmare.

I have my boot

on the throat of hell

right now.

Watch me beat my demons

into submission.

Surviving’s ugly work

and here I am,

so hideously alive.

- Trista Mateer

[takemebacktosanpablo]

Intrusive thoughts are kicking my ass, but I choose to believe that's because I'm making positive changes and brave steps to get to the next chapter of my life.

[vizsladyke]

I wish I could blaze a post telling people to test their smoke alarms but I have literally no money so if y’all could help me spread this the old fashioned way

Test your smoke alarms and carbon monoxide detectors

[professionalchaoticdumbass]

CLEAN AND/OR CHANGE YOUR FURNACE FILTERS TOO

[aralikgunesi-deactivated2023052]

[teathattast]

[futch-disaster]

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[astralbondpro]

Star Trek: Deep Space Nine // S04E16: Bar Association

[takemebacktosanpablo]

[hometoursandotherstuff]

[takemebacktosanpablo]

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

I have, alone in the backyard. Around other people, I don't think so.

[takemebacktosanpablo]

[livixdunne-blog]

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?

[absolution-v]

[quotemadness]

“There are too many books I haven’t read, too many places I haven’t seen, too many memories I haven’t kept long enough.”

— Irwin Shaw