Update: I survived a year and a half as a nanny, worked two wonderful years as a secretary at a mental health organization, got laid off at the end of September. I briefly worked as a contractor for the DOS, but didn't even make it out of training, which was full time, and decimated my body.
My dad died, I adopted his cat, and I moved into my own apartment in the projects. I finished EMDR, and have continued to strive to make the wisest decisions and live the best life I can.















