Guys please please here me out. Like stalker demon ml who wants her soul because it radiates like a crazy aura x a girl who can sense he's stalking her because she's a fallen angel who's been stripped of her wings and wants to see how far he'll go.
So its basically js one big cat and mouse game to her while he's getting so frustrated he can't figure out how she keeps stopping his attempts to kill her.
Some one who can actually write please make this a fan fic or something 😭 🙏.
𓆩 ✩ 𓆪 obsessively devoted boyfriends who adore their girlfriends so deeply it hurts—yet the tiniest, most innocent thing she does flips a switch. boyfriends who love her to death, literally.
ㅤ18+ short series for 엔하이픈 ꕤ will generally consists of extreme gore, murder, graphic violence, blood, fantasy, obsessive thoughts. specific TWs will be inserted in each fics.
💌 initially, i just wanted to write for riki and his thoughts of murdering his girlfriend but i'm like oh! why don't i break down his thoughts into diff members? :3 FYI, these will be short >2k words because they're not meant to have plots!
𐔌 이희승 ─ ⟢ late text. ꕤ graphic violence, blunt force trauma against mirror, mentions of glass, extreme gore, bodily injury, murder, blood & violence against women, psychological horror, body horror, obsessive themes.
𐔌 박종성 ─ ⟢ novella. ꕤ extreme gore, bodily injury, graphic head trauma, asphyxiation, psychological horror, murder fantasy, blood & violence against women, obsessive themes, jay beats reader up with sharp edges.
pairing: angrynerd!riki x professorsdaughter!reader (afab)
synopsis: she will help you. — the haunting words that left your father 's mouth were at fault. at fault for being humiliated again. all alone. at riki's mercy.
genre: smut
contains: profanity, unprotected sex, evil riki, dubcon, unethical behavior, subtle blackmailing, coercion, threatening, recording against will, crying during sex in distress
smut warnings: meandom!riki x scaredsub!reader, unprotected sex, humiliation , degradation, resistance play, dirty talk, use of inanimate objects, phone camera usage, hair pulling, masturbation (f.), dacryphilia, oral (f. receiving), pussy rubbing, choking, begging, reader is kinda getting off to the noncon aspect?
a/n: sooo... hiiii... it's been awhile but i FINALLY finished it. i kinda got lazy toward the end but hey! at least it's here. it deff has a lot of typos too so pls don't kill me 😔
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MDNI!
Riki packed his bag. Calmly.
On the surface.
The lecture hall was littered with students that packed their bags, eager to leave the big suffocating space. The chatter and ruffles filled the hall as soon as the professor dismissed the class.
He zipped his backpack, eyes lazily moving up to the professor at the front, sitting at the spacious lecture's desk and assembling paperwork. Body by body left the room, passing by Riki and straight toward the door. He swung the bag over his shoulder, standing up from the weirdly comfortable chair and made his way out of the row. He strutted down the stairs, feet heavy against the floor, jaw tight for no reason. And as the very last few people were left in the auditoria, a voice stopped him just as he passed the lecture's desk.
"Riki."
His steps faltered, fist tightening onto his backpack strap. He inhaled sharply, eyes closing in irritation as he turned around. "Yes?" He answered, no sign of any respect as he lazily scanned the older man. His chest felt tight, raising steadily as he tried to compose himself.
God, he hated him so much.
The man made his way around the table, getting down and stopping right in front of Riki as the students were making their way out, finally leaving him alone with the person he loathed with passion. "You stopped by yesterday about the exam and I was really busy with some paperwork, so sorry about that..." He adjusted the glasses on his face as he clasped the hands in front of him. Riki almost sneered. You looked so much like. So so much.
"What I wanted to tell you is statistics is something you have to learn with understanding, not like other subjects, just memorize it—"
But he did learn with understanding. Always learned like that. Spent hours and hours reading articles, books, doing the examples. Correlations, distributions, probability. He was dissecting each and every line, trying to get to the core. But it was useless. It never happened to him. He never had any hardships excelling in academics. Most complex theories, courses, assignments had its own level of devotion he had to put into them, but at the end of the day he got it all done.
Then came the statistics. And the poor transfer of knowledge from your dad. The one who was at fault for his GPA drop. The one who had over half students struggle with basic definitions.
All because of your dad.
"—I really don't know what to tell except to actually look at the materials I send because I really am sure you all don't even open those." Riki stared blankly at him, half the things he said just entering one ear and exiting the other. "I know you are a great student, one of the best, and it's sad you don't really shine in this course—"
"But I do try." Riki cut him off, still controlling his tone as he answered, voice slightly raising in frustration at the end. The professors brows shot up at his sudden interruption, the annoyance and frustration evident in younger man's voice and stance. The silence that took place made the older man clear his throat. "Well... The best I could do to help is assign you a tutor."
A tutor?
Riki almost laughed at that. Yeah, sure. A tutor for Nishimura Riki. A top student at this University. The one with accomplishments so great he had offers from different top colleges in the country, almost begging for him to accept. He was the one who was a tutor to number of people. The one who helped them with the most difficult courses. In high school and now sometimes in university.
Just as he was about to roll his eyes, turn around and with no words exit the lecture hall —
"My daughter can help you get yourself on track. She passed the last exam with a 100% and I do not doubt her."
The sentence made him pause. His daughter. Of course he flaunts you whenever he has a chance. That almost made Riki laugh humorlessly.
"Y/N, you can do that, is it okay?" The boy followed the gaze of the older and there you were. The only person in this spacious hall besides them, on the end of the first row. Mid packing your bag as the words that left your father's mouth made you stiff. Riki scanned your sudden stillness, the tenseness radiating off your tiny frame as you turned to look at your dad, eyes evidently avoiding Riki's gaze.
You stared at your dad, a lump in your throat as the sudden heat overflowed you. You. Helping. Him.
The boy you avoided for the past week. The one who left you shaking and trembling, covered in his cum. Humiliated. Degraded. Made you feel like a useless hole to fill. The lump tightened your throat muscles even more, your fingers felt limp and stiff at the same time. Scared to utter a word, scared that the words will come out too shaky and unstable—you gulped.
Eyes finally flicking to the tall male standing right by your father. His blank gaze stared you down, your skin feeling too heavy and hot. Your eyes clashed. His strong and cocky ones boring through you. You quickly averted your gaze to your father. "You tutored people before so I don't see how tutoring him would be a problem. Riki is an excellent student so he will grasp it pretty fast."
Your father's proud voice boomed off the walls. Proud. He was always so proud of you. So you nodded, eyes dropping down to the floor in front of you. Your dad smiled warmly. "Great! Riki I assure you the next exam you will be one of the top results after her tutoring you."
"Yeah... That better be the case..." Riki murmured back, eyes switching between you and your father that already had the biggest smile on his face as he got back behind the desk, rearranging the stack of messy papers.
Riki threw you a small but noticeable smirk, eyes scanning you head to toe before he turned, steps heavy against the floor as he made his way out.
Like the last time.
You stood there, fingers gripping your bag as the images of him over you went like a slideshow in your mind. Your knees still hurt, the sore aching between your legs lasted for three days. A reminder of what he had done to you until it finally passed.
Goosebumps raised on your skin, your hands shaky as you swung your bag over your shoulder. "Sweetie, don't forget that tonight it's a must to be at a family dinner?" Your father's reminded you, a chuckle leaving him as he remembered the way your mother warned you both early this morning, basically screaming to make sure you both don't let it slip off your mind. You hummed absentmindedly, a smile on your face as you faced him.
"Great. I have something at the office to finish, you have more lectures?"
"Yes." You murmured, feet already moving toward the exit, mind all foggy from the interaction just a minute ago. You had to get out of here, fast.
But in the midst off all the filthy images, what no one knew is that days after it — you touched yourself to the thought of him handling you so roughly and nasty.
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You insisted on it being at the library.
You really did.
The library, a café by the campus. Anything that had people around. But you still ended up at the front of his door, legs shaky under the baggy pants, arms tremoring under the heavy hoodie that clung to your figure. The outfit nothing but boyish. A small hope he wouldn't try anything if nothing is accentuated. Key word. Hope.
Your hair was somehow unpleasingly made into a low ponytail, no trace of makeup as your glasses rested on your nose. A bag clung to your shoulder as you gulped, scanning the apartment door. You contemplated if you should really go through with it. The tight feel in your stomach poked your senses, warning you, begging you to turn around and go home. Ignore him and actually tell your dad you can't tutor him for number of reasons, of course not mentioning the actually one.
But your hand somehow moved on it's own, ringing the doorbell.
Your heart stopped when you actually rang, when you heard the steps behind the oak door. "Are you insane?!" You whisper yelled to yourself through gritted teeth, legs at the brink of running off. Just as you were half turn, about to bold down the corridor, the door swung open. You stopped in your tracks, breath hitching. A sharp inhale expanded your tight lungs as you slowly looked back. "Hey." His deep voice made your skin crawl, eyes looking up at his taller frame that towered over you. A thin white tanktop hugging his torso, shoulders broad and accentuated. His sweats hung low on his hips, briefs waistband peeking out just slightly. Riki rolled his eyes at the way you gawked at him, annoyance already waking up inside of his chest tightening it.
"Come on in." He murmured, low and commanding as he moved out of the day and already moved back into the apartment space that si so unfamiliar to you. You looked around taken aback, panic for no reason rising in you. But still, you took a step into the unknown place, closing the door as your heart rammed inside of your ribcage so violently it threatened to burst. The moment the door clicked shut, your supply of air seemed to stop, the dimmed hallway closing in on you the more you stood there.
Your eyes moved down to your sneakers, the pressure inside of your lungs went heavier with each inhale. "You coming or what?!" Riki's slightly raised voice spoke from the, you would assume, a living room. You quickly looked toward the door that carried his deep voice before you clumsily undid your shoes, no words exchanged as your socks made contact with the cold parquet.
You took a deep breath, eyes closing in an attempt to calm your nerves, ease the tension. And you made your way in. You just passed the doorway as you were met with the interior of his small but still quiet tidy space.
But books.
There were books. Everywhere. The only thing that made it seem messy, even though it wasn't. There were laid out on the small coffe table, papers scattered on the floor like he was just studying, interrupted by your arrival. His bag was propped on one of the comfortable armchairs, unzipped and filled with number of scripts, organized but still quite displaced. On the shelf there were number of books, neatly arranged and obviously color coded.
"We can study here or in my room. Wherever you want." Your head finally snapped toward him right by the kitchen counter taking a sip from the small water bottle, eyes stuck to your stiff examinating figure. You nodded, his heavy eyes noting every move of yours as he took another sip from the bottle, the cold waves moving down his throat refreshingly. You nodded, eyes dropping briefly to the floor.
"We can do it here."
It came out shaky, almost inaudible. Your fingers clenched around the bag strap, anchoring so that you wouldn't completely fall victim to the creeping nervousness. He nodded, closing the bottle as he gestured you with his chin toward the couch and the small wooden table. You nodded, eyes dropping to your feet as you moved over. Slow.
"We can start from the basics, even though I do know them but just to make sure I got it all right." He spoke, demeanor all of a sudden serious and... cooperative?
He sat down on the carpet, legs crossed as he adjusted himself closer to the coffe table. He glanced up at your standing figure, still clutching your bag for dear life as your eyes curiously scanned him. Is he really... going to be normal?
Your inner conflict seemed to show on your face since he gestured you to sit down. "Sit. We should really start so we can finish it as fast as we can." He spoke, serious face staring at you. "It's already 3pm." Riki added scooting a little to the side so you could join him. And you did. Carefully setting the bad down besides him own on the armchair, legs crossing as you sat down by him.
And you weren't okay.
The unexpected brush of your knees sent sparks up your spine. Slight tremors shook your body as you scooted away.
Riki noticed.
A sneer under his breath left him, his hands already coming up to grab a book off the table he was going over for the last two hours until you interrupted him. The sudden silence as he went over his scribbled notes by the text was quite uncomfortable. You placed your hands in your lap, pulling the hoodie sleeves over your clamy hands. You gaze going over the table as the nerves all of a sudden lit. Riki side eyed you, his voice cutting through the stale air. "Won't you take out your notes or something?" He almost laughed at your awkwardness, brow raised as he watched you utter a simple 'Oh', hand clumsily reaching over to get the bag and pull out the pencil case and the books.
"So about the disturbutions, normal distribution—" Riki continued, eyes dancing over the notes and the messy papers on his table as he slowly got into the study mood. All serious.
Come on, don't overreact. It's just a simple study session, get it done and get out.
You said to yourself as you actually tried to focus on his voice and the questions that might come your way. You threw a look at his notes as he kept on rumbling about how he thinks it works, all focused on the task before him. No weird looks, no signs of any teasing.
You almost let out a breath of relief aloud.
Like that day never happened. Like he didn't fuck you dumb and left you frustrated at the floor of your father's office.
You inhaled once more, leaning over to look at the example he himself did, trying to focus on his words. Trying to push the images that flooded your mind completely at the back.
And somehow, it worked as the only thing occupying you two were the percentages in front of your noses.
"—that's what actually correlations represent."
You circled the scribbled words on the paper in front both of you, explaining the basics of it as Riki listened. With a tight jaw. Riki listened to you for the past hour, back leaned against the couch. Like he was dumb. Like he didn't know all that already. His arms were crossed as he eyed your side profile, his teeth now and then catching his inner cheek. "There are positive, negative and zero correlation—"
"I know that." He cut you off, calmly. Nodding as he examined your sudden stop. You glanced at him, your gazes colliding for a mere second before you looked back at the notebook. "Well um...then—"
"Positive correlatation is when both variables move in the same direction. Like when education level increases, income tends to increase. Negative correlation on the other hand is when variables move in opposite directions. As in when car speed increases, travel time decreases." He explained like he was the one that held the tutor title here. He knew it perfectly, and he said it so leisurely that you would think he is excelling in this.
Then what was the problem?
You stared at the book, his heavy gaze eating at your side as you were left with no rhetoric. "Okay, it seems like you get it. Do you want to move onto the probability—"
"Sure." He cut you off before you could finish the sentence. "Okay." You uttered under your breath as you turned the pages, searching for the said topic. Just as you found the page, your fingers stilled.
You could feel it again.
That stare. Heavy and unmoving.
Your throat tightened slightly as you cleared it, forcing your eyes to stay on the paper. "So… probability is basically the likelihood of something happening—" Riki didn't interrupt this time. Didn't scoff, didn't even move.
"Go on." He said simply. The normalcy of it made your stomach twist. You nodded slightly, eyes fixed on the notebook. "So, for example, if you flip a coin, the probability of getting heads is—"
"Fifty percent."
You paused.
"…yeah." You said after a second, flipping the page again. "Exactly."
Silence fell again. Heavy. You could feel his eyes on you, but when you risked a glance—
"Tell me..." Riki spoke, eyes blinking slowly as he kept your eyes locked. You went still. "How does it feel always being flaunted by your father?"
You froze, blinking as you stared at him before you moved your gaze on the table, fingers tightening around the pen. You cleared your throat, pen hovering over the paper as you sensed the sudden switch in the air.
No.
This is not good.
Alarms in your head went off. Everything seemed to scream, every nerve, every cell went panic mode. You forced yourself to talk, continue. Ignore the question he so blatantly asked. "—um… Like if you flip a coin twice, the chance of getting heads both times would be—"
His hand landed on your thigh. You froze for a split second, but forced yourself to keep talking.
"—would be one over two times one over two, so one over four—"
"Do you really deserve all of the credits for your grades, or is it you father that plays a role?"
His thumb moved, slow. Dragging just slightly against the fabric of your jeans. Your breath stuttered, the question blocked out from your senses as your heart drummed against your ribs.
You didn't stop.
"…Which means there's a twenty-five percent chance of—"
He dragged the hand higher, big palm bunching your jeans as he moved toward the place he shouldn't be touching. Your breath hitched, your lungs giving out as your skin pricked with goosebumps. You didn't dare to look at him. Not now. Not when his hand was that close.
"—twenty-five percent chance of—" Your voice faltered, barely holding together as your fingers tightened around the pen.
Riki didn't move his hand away.
If anything, it settled. He cupped your covered heat, hand casually resting on top of your most intimate part of being. You froze. Thighs on instinct flexing, the cross legged position you sat in made it even more uncomfortable. Your eyes widened in shock, quickly flicking down to his lean hand that sat on top of your jeans, fingers digging into the denim material—right where you were most sensitive.
"Funny." He muttered, almost to himself. Your breath hitched, forcing your eyes back to the page. "—of getting the same outcome twice." You finished quickly, words blurring together.
A pause.
"Do you even know if you earned any of it?"
The question landed heavier this time. "I—" You started, then stopped, swallowing hard, eyes stuck to the notebook as the pen pressed hard against the white sheet. "We're not talking about that."
"Why not?"
His voice stayed calm. Too calm. Your chest rose unevenly when he carresed the denim, rubbing you up and down over the rough material.
"Because it's not relevant."
A quiet huff left him. "Everything about you is relevant."
Your heart skipped, skin on fire as your neck started feeling warmer. His thumb shifted—just enough to make your breath catch again, pressing against your slit blindly as he so magically knew where to. "You walk around like it's yours." He continued, slower now, hand pressing your pussy harder, hitting the sensitive nerves. You grimaced at it. "Like you actually did something for it." Your jaw tightened, a flicker of frustration finally pushing through the fear at his words.
"I did." You said, quieter but firmer. For a second he went still. Then he leaned in slightly, close enough that you could feel the shift of air, the weight of him without even touching more than he already was. He aggressively pushed his hand against you, making you jolt against the carpet from it. You gasped, eyes flicking to his. "Then why do you sound so unsure?" He murmured.
Your breath stuttered, the overwhelming dark eyes of his were too intimidating.
"I'm not—"
"You are."
Your fingers clenched around the pen again. You forced your eyes back down to the notebook. "Probability..." You tried again, voice thinner now, shaky. "Can also be expressed as a decimal—" His hand rubbed a little firmer. Not sudden. Not rough. Just enough to break your rhythm. Your words stopped, eyes closing as a sharp exhale followed. The warmth that should not be there started pooling in the low of your stomach — aching and burning suddenly.
"Keep going." He said.
You swallowed hard. "—as a decimal or percentage." You finished, barely above a whisper. Silence stretched. Your pulse pounded in your ears. He didn't move away, didn't let you reset. Voice teasing and low with a smirk plastered on his plump lips. "You can't even finish a sentence without thinking about it." Your breath hitched, your fingers slipping slightly on the pen knowing exactly what he was referring to, what he talked about. "I'm trying to help you." You said quickly, the words rushing out like they might hold something together, ignoring the innuendo that was so obvious.
"Oh yeah?"
A suffocating pause. His gaze stayed on you, flicking briefly to your lips.
"Then help."
Your brows pulled together slightly, confusion flickering through the tension. "What?" His palm pressed against your clit over all the layers of clothes. "Explain it." He said simply, a mischievous glimmer behind his pupils as he stared at you, his hand working you up and down slowly.
Your throat tightened, panties collecting every mere ounce of fluid your body decided to let out at this moment none of this should be going on. You shouldnt have accepted because of your dad. You shouldn't have came.
You shouldn't be here with Riki's hand between your legs.
"You're the one who's supposed to be good at this, right?"
The words dug in deeper than they should have. You nodded faintly, forcing yourself to focus again. "Okay… um… so conditional probability—"
Your voice shook. You hated that he could hear it, his slender fingers cupping the denim. He started massaging your heat. Circular motions were delivered over your throbbing center as he kept on looking at you. Every reaction noted as you tried to catch your breath and stabilize. He almost laughed out loud.
How pathetic can you be. Really?
"Why did you stop? Hm?" Riki's deep voice reached your ears, and without a thought you let out a breathy sound — the one you were so embarrassed about. His hand all of a sudden stopped. But just a second after he was undoing the button and the zipper of your jeans under your hoodie. He did it expertly and fast, still leaned back against the couch as he watched you struggle with your breathing, hand clutching the poor pen as your eyes flicked down, legs uncrossing on instinct.
"Riki, no—"
His hand was already down jeans and over your panties. "So wet already and I didn't even do anything." He cupped your drenched panties, big hand engulfing the whole of your heat. He felt the sticky wetness cling to his palm right away, the familiar puffiness throbbing right in his hand. A sharp inhale from you made him sneer. His touch felt like a dozen of waves flooding your system. Setting you on fire just by a simple graze.
Embarrassing.
It was so embarrassing.
Riki's cold and long fingers were fast to move back up and dip into your panties. You closed your eyes again, toes curling, breathing uneven as his slender finger dipped between your folds, sliding down to your entrance before moving up to your clit again. You leaned back onto your free hand, eyes rolled to the back of your head as you grinded against his hand. "Stop...please..." You spoke, voice breathy and eyes tight shut as you let him trace his fingers between your slick folds.
You let him.
That's what's messed up.
After the last time. After he treated you so cruelly. After he had so much power over you.
Your hips still bucked into his touch.
You felt so exposed — so humiliated. A breathy sound left you again when his middle finger found your clit, the thick swollen lips swallowing his fingertip as he delivered small circles to it, smearing the wetness all over the puffy bud. "Aww you beg so sweetly..." He mocked you, jutting his bottom lip out whilst his finger kept on rubbing your slick clit. You tried to conceal the pants, the breathy sounds that were clawing at your throat higher and higher. But you couldn't. "Making me wanna actually listen to you." He continued. You glanced at him, panting softly as your chest moved with each breath you took. He caught your eyes. Smirked at you. "Too bad I feel like fucking something."
Your breath hitched at his words, and just as you grabbed his forearm, tiny fingers wrapping around his wrist, he chuckled. "Riki...please—"
You tried. You really did. But instead of pushing his hand away, you pulled it closer, hips meeting his palm midway. "Please stop? You want me to stop?" You brows furrowed, eyes closing as you kept on pulling his hand against your drenched heat, his fingers playing and circling your clit nonstop.
You didn't answer.
You couldn't.
Your feet dragged against the carpet, the intense feeling of him playing with your sensitive bud left you shuddering. You bit your bottom lip, nodding at his already forgotten question. He sneered.
"It doesn't look like it..."
Riki added, observing the way you desperately humped his long slender fingers that were engulfed by your folds. Spreading and gliding against each crevice. Your neck felt like it was on fire, teeth leaving painful dents into the poor tender skin of your bottom lip. Riki felt your heat pulse against his touch, a sudden indicator of how bad into this you were.
And he is going to make sure you don't enjoy it one bit.
His jaw flexed, fingers pinching your clit suddenly. The pain shot through you, sending your hips retracting from his slick fingers. But you couldnt, the confiments of your underwear and jeans held his palm stuck to your core. You gasped when he pinched your sensitive bud once more, this time making sure he rolls it between his fingertips — painfully.
You cried out. "Nono! Stop! Please—" You gasped, feet dragging against the floor in subtle struggle as your nails dug into his forearm, trying to pry him off of you. He chuckled darkly, fingers rolling your clit once more. You gasped, crying out at every uncomfortable pinch he delivered to your flaming core.
His fingertips glided embarrassingly easy against the slick skin, wetness still pooling at each one of his merciless touches. And just as a tear clung to your lidded eyes, your nails dug into his wrist — hard.
Riki hissed in pain, brows furrowing and nose scrunching in sudden pain that shot up his arm as you nails left very deep protrusions. His fingers let go off your clit, the jolt away inside the confinement of your panties and the heavy denim made you stop in your tracks, eyes dropping to the way you gripped his wrist.
Before you could utter a word, he snatched his drenched hand out of your underwear, your grip faltering from the shock as he was quick to grab your hair. Harshly. Riki's jaw flexed, his fingers threated into your loose hair, angling your face toward his.
"You fucking bitch."
You closed your eyes tightly at the hard pull at your scalp, inhaling through your nose. "I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry—!" You chanted under your breath, eyelids not daring to open at the mere feel of his breath against your cheek. Your head was forced back, exposing your throat as his breathing turned sharper, heavier through his nose. The sting on his wrist pulsed under the crescent marks you left behind, red and angry against his skin.
"You think you get to do that?" He spat.
Your chest shook with each breath, panic flooding you so fast it made your vision blur behind your glasses. "I'm sorry..." You repeated quickly, voice cracking now. "I didn't mean to—I swear—"
"You dug your fucking nails into me."
His words came low and dangerous, each one bitten out through clenched teeth. You whimpered as he pulled your hair harder, your hand instinctively flying to his wrist again—but weaker this time, careful now. Neck straining as his fingers flexed against your strands.
Riki stared at you for a long second, jaw ticking as he watched the panic settle into your face. The tears clinging to your lashes. The way your breathing refused to calm down as your now gentle grip on his wrist ghosted over his tight grip on your scalp.
And then he laughed. Quiet and mean. "You were just grinding against my hand two seconds ago" He muttered, sneering slightly. "Now suddenly you wanna act scared?"
Heat and humiliation crashed over you at once. Your lips trembled, eyes opening slowly, trying to regain your senses, to calm down. The burning between your legs still pulsed, the rhythmic beat of your heart against your ribcage threatened to burst out of your chest, heavy lungs pressing on your insides.
"You scratch me and then start crying?" He muttered, eyes examining your trembling figure. He sneered. "Fucking unbelievable."
You gulped. "I said I'm sorry—"
"Yeah?" His voice sharpened instantly, breath fanning your burning cheek, goosebumps arising on your skin. "Then act like it."
Before you could understand what he meant, his other hand snatched the pen right out of your trembling fingers. You flinched. Riki stared at it for a second, chest rising unevenly before a devilish grin tugged at his mouth. "Go on. Use it."
Your stomach twisted at his words before it was shoved back into your hand roughly.
"Hold it."
Your fingers wrapped around it automatically, confused and shaky. Riki leaned back against the couch again, grip on your hair finally faltering and letting your scalp rest, eyes dark and unreadable as he scanned your confused figure by his side.
Then he grabbed your wrist.
Hard.
A startled breath left you as he forced your hand downward, dragging the pen slowly over the front of your jeans, pressing it right where he touched minutes ago. Your whole body jolted. "Riki—"
"Shut up."
The word came low and immediate.
He kept your wrist trapped in his grip, forcing your own hand to stay there whilst your breathing completely fell apart. "There." He muttered coldly. "Since you wanna act like you don't know what's happening."
The pen dug slightly through the denim, the pressure humiliatingly direct as he held your hand exactly in place. You pussy throbbed against the pressure, folds burned with slick the more he invaded your senses. His rough touch. His strong presence. His musky cologne. Everything everywhere.
Your lips parted soundlessly. He watched every reaction. Every shaky breath. Every twitch. A mean smile tugged faintly at his mouth again. He scoffed quietly. "Can't even hold a fucking pen properly anymore."
Heat flooded your face instantly, tears burning at your eyes again as you tried weakly to pull your wrist back but he didn't let you. Instead, his fingers tightened around your wrist, forcing a tiny movement that made your breath snap in your throat.
"You were so focused earlier." He mocked softly, face again closer to yours, so close that you could feel his breath on your neck. "Talking all smart. All confident." Another small forced drag of your hand, the pointy end of the small pen digging into the denim, grazing your folds so unexpectedly good.
Your shoulders trembled.
"And now?" He murmured, lips grazing your ear. His gaze dropped to your face.
"You can barely think."
A broken sound left your throat as your head dipped forward in humiliation. His grip forcing the pen to drag against you again. Riki observed your pleasure struck face. Humiliation mixed with something so much alike to lust.
"Go on..." He muttered cruelly. "Get on the table and put on a show for me like a slut that you are." His grip on your wrist faltered, his smell all of a sudden distant, as he detached from you completely shoving your shoulder toward the table right in front the both of you.
You blinked. Eyes scanning the scattered books and papers, the small wooden table that seemed a little too fragile for you. Your breath trembled as you stared at it.
The silence stretched.
Riki stayed where he was, leaned back against the couch like he had all the time in the world, hands resting in his lap, one leg streched out over the floor while his eyes stayed locked on you. Your fingers tightened around the pen still clutched in your hand, pulse hammering, breathing unsteady.
"You gonna make me repeat myself?" He asked quietly. The softness in his tone made it worse.
Your throat tightened.
Slowly, uncertainly, you pushed yourself up not sparing him a glance, knees weak as you moved toward the table. Papers crinkled under your trembling fingers when you steadied yourself against the surface, ready to climb but conflicted.
Riki watched every second of it. The hesitation. The embarrassment.
The way your glasses slipped slightly down your nose when you looked down, throat bobbing as you gulped, fingers gripping the edge of the wooden furniture. A quiet scoff left him.
"Face me."
You swallowed hard before turning, your movements stiff and awkward as you climbed onto the table carefully, trying not to knock over the scattered books. The wood creaked faintly beneath your weight as you sat onto it. The heavy denim still clinging to your hips for dear life, the hoodie tgta was comforting all of a sudden suffocated you into oblivion.
Heat burned across your face, eyes roaming on the floor — everywhere except him who was right in front of you.
You felt ridiculous.
Riki shifted lower against the couch, spreading his legs slightly as he got comfortable, looking up at you like this was exactly what he wanted. Like he imagined it already. "There." He muttered. "Better." Your chest rose unevenly as you sat frozen for a second, unsure what to even do with yourself under his stare.
"Don't start acting shy now." He said, eyes dragging slowly over you. "Bit late for that."
Your fingers curled tighter around the pen, heat overflowing your senses more. "You're the one who is smart here, right? " He continued, small sparks of anger bubbling in the pit of his chest. "Go on." He added, brow shooting up at the mere notice of your slight tremor.
A shaky breath left you, knees still pressed together.
Riki tilted his head slightly, watching the conflict flicker all over your face—the embarrassment, the fear, the awful hesitation that still didn't make you leave. And that seemed to amuse him more than anything.
"You look nervous." He muttered lowly, his deep voice vibrating the tight space. Riki's gaze dropped briefly to your trembling hands against the table before returning to your face. He sneered, a amused grin tugging at his lips. "Cute."
The word sounded insulting coming from him. The bitter tone he spat it out with jabbing at your ears. "Take your pants off." Your thighs pressed together instinctively at his commanding words, shoulders pulling in slightly under the weight of his attention. Fear rose in your chest, trembles traveled all over your body. But still — your shaky hand reached to the front of your undone jeans.
A faint smirk tugged at his mouth.
"See?" He murmured. "You're already listening."
The room felt unbearably warm now, your pulse loud in your ears as you sat there on the messy table while he watched you without a hint of shame. Your fingers grabbed the front of the loose jeans — and you pulled them lower, raising your hips slowly and unsurely from the wooden surface to pull them completely off. Letting your prickled skin get exposed to his wandering gaze. You gulped again, eyes shyly peeking over your glasses to catch a glimpse of him, almost as if afraid to meet his penetrating gaze — but at the same time so hungry for just a simple glance of his.
Riki leaned his head back against the couch, eyes half-lidded as he looked up at you, letting your eyes collide.
"Good girl." He muttered lazily, brows furrowing and head shaking in pure mockery. "Knew you could follow instructions." Your breath caught at his words, humiliation curling hot and heavy in your stomach as his eyes stayed fixed on you without wavering once.
Not embarrassed.
Not hesitant.
Just watching.
Like he wanted to see how far you would go.
Your fingers trembled around the pen as you sat there beneath his stare, thighs instinctively pressing together again despite having just pulled the jeans away. Your underwear felt damp. A little too damp. The fabric stuck to your pulsing core, to every crevice as you didn't dare move.
Riki noticed the twitch of your pressed thighs. A quiet scoff left him right away.
"Spread them."
The command came calm. Certain. Your stomach twisted. For a second, you didn't move. And his expression shifted almost instantly, amusement fading into something sharper.
"I'm not asking." He muttered. Heat rushed across your face as your fingers slowly slid to your thighs, the end of the pen now and then brushing your sensitive flesh. Your breathing turned uneven while you forced yourself to obey. And what left Riki himself raise a brow was when you with no shame in the movement, only a subtle shyness whatsoever, grabbed the waistband of your thin panties, your hips raising to slide those off too. The light material glided down your calves before you kicked them off to the side — leaving yourself completely bare.
The wood creaked softly beneath you as your knees parted little by little, your eyes going tight shut at the mere feel of embarrassment raising in you for the nth time, the cool air hitting your burning slick folds.
Riki's eyes darkened slightly, sucking in the image of your wet pussy on display.
Your head dipped immediately afterward, unable to process the hammering of your heart against the ribcage. Your glasses slipped lower on your nose again, your lashes fluttering as your pulse hammered violently in your throat.
The pen still sat trapped in your shaking grip. Riki glanced down at it before looking back at you.
"Use it."
Your breath stopped. A tiny sound caught in your throat as your fingers tightened instinctively around the pen.
"Riki…" You whispered weakly, almost begging and eyes finally moving up to meet his.
He tilted his head.
"What?" He asked mockingly. "You want me to do it for you maybe?"
Humiliation crashed through you again, hot enough to sting behind your eyes. Your thighs twitched slightly beneath his stare as the slick pooled more and more, coating the sensitive skin more and more.
And he saw that too. He rolled his eyes, head shaking in disbelief mixed with annoyance. "Fucking unbelievable."
Despite everything, your hand moved slowly. Uncertainly. The pen dragged hesitantly over your thigh as your chest rose sharply, your body already reacting before you could stop it. The cold plastic end scrapped against your skin, leaving a trail of goosebumps before you gulped. You stopped in your tracks, eyes dropping between your legs and the hovering dull end of the pen.
Are you really going to do this?
Your pussy glistened under the bright lights of the apartment, arousal coated your inner thighs stickily. You could feel it throb at every small particle of air that hit it now and then. And you? — you were burning up. Your cheeks, your neck felt like they were on fire. Head light and dizzy.
A shaky breath slipped from your lips the moment you pressed the pen against your folds, immediately making your face burn even hotter. Riki leaned readjusted slightly against the couch, eyes fixed on every tiny movement.
Your lips parted soundlessly, fingers faltering for a second, the blunt end poking at your puffy clit before circling it under the pressure of his gaze. You hated how aware you were of him. Of the silence. Of the way he watched you like he had all the control in the room. A tremor ran through your shoulders as your breathing grew uneven again, tight circles delivered with the cold pen on your throbbing bud. Your hips chased the humiliating friction, a breath caught in your throat at the pressure you delivered to your folds.
And Riki just sat there comfortably, one hand resting lazily against his thigh while he looked at you with open mockery. His sharp eyes sucked in everything. From the way your thighs shook to the filthy sticky sounds your cunt made with each drag of the pen against your swollen slit.
You dragged it throght the slimy arousal, coating the hole pen with your essence before tapping at your clit again. You purred at the feeling, feet on their own moving up on the edge of the small table. The position spread you more to Riki's eyes —knees up, elbow of your free arm coming to support you at the back as you layed yourself out.
The pleasure was becoming overwhelming and taunting, pulling your own hand to move at its own. You but panted under your breath, the sound so quiet but so loud in the tight room. It bouced off the walls so carefully, as if you were afraid, as if you were hesitant.
You clenched around nothing the moment the pen end felt too slippery between your pulsing folds. It burned and ached with every drag of it, coating the rubber and plastic in your sticky juices. Your muscles trembled, everything seemed to narrow down to your pathetic hand between your legs — and him.
Riki drank everything in. Your wrist that circled the blunt end on your swollen bud, the way you clenched under his gaze. And most importantly, the gasps and pants you swallowed in pure agony, eyes tight shut as you trembled right before him — legs spread and shaking, muscles spasming and contracting so painfully from the overwhelming feeling.
And God—
The way you were embarrassingly dripping wet. The sounds soon enough following and filling the room. Your toes curled against the blunt edge, a choked sound left your throat.
"Slower."
Riki's voice snapped you back to reality, lashes fluttering just for a second open before they went tight closed again. But your brain is still scrambled. Scramblef because of a simple image of him, just a mere second, a glance at him was enough to send your hips chasing the high again the pen. But still you slowed down, obeying.
Riki observed. Tongue ran over the warm inside of his cheek before he glanced over his broad shoulder.
It was right there where he threw it just five minutes before you arrived, just as he thought.
He reached over his shoulder, long fingers engulfing the device before he brought it in front of him, thumb unlocking the phone before it swiped over the screen.
Camera app opened.
He clicked record.
And there you were, on the small screen, legs spread, pussy dripping all over his table, pen dragging teasingly on your clit over and over.
A beep made your hand falter, dazed eyes shooting open.
"Did I tell you to stop."
It was not a question.
Your heart jumped up in your throat, hammering and threatening to burst. Your breathing went heavy, pupils blown.
Nonono—
You teared up.
You gulped, eyes pleading into the camera over the glasses. A drop of hope behind them. A hope he would stop it.
But one simple glance of his, eyes colliding in a power imbalance so intimidating but still fueling — made your shaky hand humiliatingly move again. Your were burning up. Everything felt unreal.
And Riki?
He was enjoying himself.
The blood flow increased, pumping straight to his cock. The tent showing so proudly through the sweats as his eyes scanned your scared but still desperate state. "Won't you look at it..."
His foot traveled over your calf, before he delivered a harsh push at your knee, making your leg jolt and spread you even more. He leaned himself back fully against the couch, foot fast enough back on the fluffy carpet in front of him, making sure camera is capturing you and your pulsing heat.
Your hand still countinued to play with your pussy, teasing it and overstimulating the sore clit with each blunt poke of the plastic pen. Your eyes were full of tears. Lushes felt too heavy and damp as you sniffed, pleasure shooting through you fast and sharp as your hand sped up.
"Gonna send this to everyone. Let them know what you really are—" Your choked down a sob, eyes meeting with the camera and Riki's smug face behind the small device, endulging in your suffering. You shook your head, tears staining your cheeks as your hand never stopped moving. Your gaze begged silently.
"A cock hungry slut."
You trembled.
From all three — fear, humiliation and pleasure.
"No..."
You uttered out, eyes rimmed red and glassy behind the thin glasses. Voice seemed like it was struggling to get it out.
"Oh yes you are."
Riki nodded satisfied at his own words, a smirk displayed on his disgusting but oh so handsome face — and you hated that you even after that, you kept on rubbing yourself through all the sensations coming down on you.
Your wrist was tired, the rhythm now slow and sloppy as tears of distress streamed down your warm cheeks. Your toes curled against the edge of the thin wooden table, hips raising to meet the ruined pen, getting it between the throbbing gaping folds, sliding up and down. You cried. A silent sniffle echoed through all of that as you kept looking at the small decide pointing directly at you, just a meter or two away.
"Definitely sending this to your dad—"
"No—" You shook your head lightly, lashes clumped and wet, face too warm and sticky as you kept on humping the pen. "Please no—"
Tears didn't stop pouring from your sensitive eyes, only falling harder. Your nose was runny, the fear bubbling in your chest rose fast — but still somehow quickly made the tight know in your pelvis grow. Your hand sped up, lips parted soundlessly as your brow furrowed.
But still, you sobbed.
"Please don't do that..."
From what, you don't know anymore. Was it the way Riki had you spread for him, the simple fear and humiliation that were packed low inside of your gut or the way Riki lowered the phone, sharp lean eyes scanning the way you abused your own overstimulated cunt into oblivion under the simple weight of his gaze. He set the phone down on the carpet by his thigh.
The room felt strangely quiet afterward except the sounds your pussy made with each drag of the plastic stick between your swollen lips.
Riki pushed his back off the couch and crawled the short distance toward the table. Slow but still with a sharp edge to it.
Like he knew there was nowhere for you to go. Your shoulders tensed the moment he stopped in front of you, raising himself of his knees, his palms already caressing your thighs — harsh and decisive. Like he had all the power over your body, like he had all the right to do what he pleases without permission. Your hand stopped all the movement, pure shock freezing your body as h was closer than ever.
A fresh wave of embarrassment washed over you under the weight of his stare as you gazed back at his predatory eyes.
He looked infuriatingly calm, still taller than your layed out figure as his presence engulfed your senses. Like he hadn't spent the last hour dismantling every attempt you made to keep your composure. His eyes flicked to your exposed core just centimeters away from his straining cock. You grasped the pen fully, sticky arousal coating your whole palm as you used the hand at an attempt to push yourself slightly up from the table.
And now you were just closer to his strong form.
"I get you so worked up it's embarrassing, really." He said quietly with a subtle scoff, palms sliding over the trembling flesh as you both locked eyes again.
You swallowed, teary eyes drifting somewhere down, anywhere but his strong gaze. Riki dipped his head down slightly so that you couldn't avoid his gaze anymore.
His head tilted, thumbs digging into your thighs as your hissed in pain. Riki's nails dug painfully as you lowered your legs, feet meeting the carpet as he was fully between your legs, each calf on each side of his hips. A humorless smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.
"Such a good girl but you let me treat you like some rag doll, it's insane." Your fingers curled tighter into your palms that supported you against the table, throat tightening at his words, the slick pen slipping against your hand.
He noticed.
"You hate hearing it, don't you?" The question wasn't really a question. Because he already knew the answer.
Your lips parted.
Then closed again.
Nothing came out.
Riki's eyes lingered on your face for a long moment, watching the way you struggled to hold yourself together — throat bobbing at an attempt to stop the sobs, bottom lip trembling, eyes red and tearing over and over. The way your glasses sat crooked now. The way your shoulders shook every few seconds despite your best efforts.
A quiet scoff left him.
"There it is."
Your stomach twisted, a lump tightening in your throat.
"What?" You whispered, voice broke and trembling, almost hurting.
"That look."
You immediately dropped your gaze, between you both.
Mistake because Riki's hand shot out, catching your chin before you could fully look away. It hurt. His nails digging into your already sensitive cheeks, leaving crescent moons engraved into the wet skin.
"No."
Your pulse jumped at his simple rhetoric.
"No what?" You uttered out somehow, jaw tight but still felt so heavy and limp under his rough touch. He squeezed you harder. You winced, a sob following right after as another round of tears dropped from your eyes.
"No hiding."
His thumb pressed again on your jaw as he studied you.
"You don't get to do that after everything."
Heat flooded your face. You hated how exposed you felt under him. How easy it was for him to read every reaction — every hesitation, every nervous breath.
Riki leaned forward slightly, his breath fanning your burning face and fogging your glassed up. "You know what's funny?" You didn't answer, only sniffled silently, hoping it won't be too loud. His jaw flexed. Another squeeze to your face.
"I asked you a question."
Your throat felt dry. It was hard to breath — runny nose, throat constricting now and then. Your shaky lips parted. "What?"
The corner of his mouth twitched. "You still think you're the victim in all of this." The words hit harder than they should have. Your brows furrowed immediately.
"I—"
"What?" He interrupted, eyes narrowing. "You think I don't see it?" You swallowed.
"See what?"
Riki seemed almost amused by your confusion. "The way you keep looking at me." Your breath caught. "The way you keep waiting for me to tell you what to do."
Heat climbed higher into your cheeks if that was possible, the ache between your thighs grew, the slickness from earlier still present. His gaze didn't leave yours, not for a second.
"You act terrified." A pause, then a humorless mocking smile. "But you're not leaving." The room fell quiet again, only the sound of your heartbeat inside your eardrums was keeping you present.
His smell. His presence.
God...
Your chest rose and fell unevenly, suddenly your body hypersensitive and aware of every each thing that pulled you toward him. Riki watched it happen. Watched you try to find something to say.
Some argument, some defense — and fail.
A low laugh escaped him. Cocky.
"That's what I thought."
He shoved your face away, hard, send your head into a whiplash as his hand went under your thighs, fingers digging into the back of them as he pulled you closer to the edge of the small wooden furniture, the thin legs scraping against the carpet as your elbows came to support you at the back. You gasped, legs spread and shaking around his strong figure, eyes tracing his every movement in pure horror whilst he lowered himself down.
And for the first time in your life, you felt someone's tongue against your most intimate part. Sliding and flicking over your already sore clit, a gasp escaped you, hips instinctively trying to get away but he grabbed your calves, pulling you harshly toward him. Riki glanced at your shocked face, his mouth engulfing your bundle of nerves between him plump lips — and he sucked. Hard.
Your pussy burned, the feeling of his tongue and lips against your glistening heat was too much. You looked at him, eyes locking as you tried to move back, retract from his mouth but you couldn't. His nails dug into your skin, holding you down whilst he feasted on your aching pussy. And he was not gentle. You panted, hips stuttering against his mouth pointlessly, tears streaming down your face at the overwhelming sensation that shot up your spine each time he sucked on your clit, again and again.
Hair fell over his eyes, chin drenched in your juices as he kept on assaulting you. The tip of his tongue dragged down to your entrance, poking at the clenching hole before he kept on thrusting. You spread your legs more, knees moving up and over his shoulders on their own as you for the first time tonight released a strangled moan. The wet sounds were obscene, and just the image of him between your legs, shoulders strong and broad under you legs as they dangles over his lean back, a smirk painted on his plump slick lips as he ravished your entrance, made you shudder. Your mouth opened soundlessly, eyes ruined and wet but still hungry.
Riki felt you tense under him, hips meeting his tongue, thighs quivering now and then. He glanced up at you. The image was enough. Hair ruined, glasses low and askew, lips dry and parted but cheeks still wet and ruined. The painful strain in his pants throbbed, boxers felt to tight and suffocating with each passing second.
But he won't give it to you so easily.
His palms met the table right under your thighs and by your hips, his mouth moved over to your clit again, familiar warmth from earlier washing over the sensitive nerves again as he sucked at it. His body adjusted, your legs moved closer to you, his shoulder pushing the thighs up as he devoured you roughly.
He made out with your clit furiously, the wetness making sounds so filthy and embarrassingly loud in the midst of your pants and moans. Your elbows trembled, chest heavied up and down, the knot in your pressed pelvis grew and grew. "A—ah... Please don't stop... Please..." You begged, tears pricking at your eyes, voice strained and low, almost a whisper. Eyes were locked on the way his mouth sucked on your swollen folds, his plump and glistening lips sucking your bud so delicious but so painful at the same time.
The sudden heat overflowed you, your body burning up and almost at the brink of release you longed for.
But then, Riki stopped.
He licked his lips clean, the back of the hand coming over to wipe his ruined chin and nose as he pushed himself away from your heat. You were left breathless, poorly trying to ground yourself. Your elbows almost gave out, shoulders and upperarms sore from all the holding up you did.
He sneered.
"Yeah, not going to happen..." He shook his head, a mischievous smile on his face, eyes dancing from your used pussy up to your flaming face.
You gulped, mind mushy and trying to grasp everything that just happened. Your pussy throbbed in frustration, slick coating your thighs, sore folds pumping with blood faster and faster.
In the suffocating silence paired with your pants, a shift of fabric pulled your attention to the man that stood between your shaky legs as he got his shirt off. The sudden glimpse of his pale skin blinded you, eyes unsure where to look uncomfortably before they accidently landed on his lower half. The boner straining against the loose material of his grey sweats, print big and attention pulling that you couldn't get your eyes off of it.
You gulped.
Gaze sucking in each and every shift of his hips, v-line exposed and sharp, edges cutting into the loose sweats.
A gasp escaped your throat the moment Riki's šamls dug into the sides of your thighs, dragging your hips closer to the edge. And right in front of his bulge.
The forgotten books and papers under you crumpled, the sounds of some ripping made you wince. Riki's hands were fast to undo the strings on his pants, glancing at you under his lashes after every slight move of his.
Your face looked struck. Struck by his presence, by the things that were happening. Cheeks wet and ruined, nose runny and glasses hanging on for their life. Your disheveled strands fell on your shoulders, hoodie too big for you keeping the heat radiating off of your hot body, making it even more suffocating to think of function.
Finally, Riki released himself.
His sweats fell lower on his hips, underwear pushed right under his heavy balls. And there it was. His cock stood erect, heavy and red against his abdomen. A thick glob of saliva slided down your tight throat, trembling hand coming up to push the glasses back up onto your nose as your eyes were stuck to his throbbing length.
The butterflies in your stomach went wild. The frustration, fear, arousal — all mixed into a aching desire low in your stomach. Riki's big palm grabbed his cock, sensitive and leaking. He leaned over you, pushing your thighs far more apart as he let his tip graze your glistening core. You shuddered, gaze stuck to the way he poked your entrance, lips swollen and engulfing his hot head.
His hand was fast enough around your neck, thumb digging into your pulse — and he harshly pushed you back against the table. Back flat, the crown of your head meeting with the wood in a painful throb. You gasped in pain, the pressure on your throat and the pain that shot down your spine making your mind dizzy already.
"Is this what you wanted?"
Riki spoke. Voice deep and raw with disdain.
His hips moved forward, filling your gaping hole in one simple thrust. The familiar stretch made you soundlessly open your mouth, eyes closing behind your glasses. He bottomed out teasingly slow. "You loved this cock so much?" He chuckled darkly. "Well, that wasn't supposed to happen..."
He slammed into you, hard. So hard that you felt your insides hug him so tightly, a sob involuntarily escaped you, eyes teary again from the overwhelming sensations. Riki's nails dug into your tender neck, holding you down as he bottomed out again, hips moving in a grinding motion back into you.
"You think I don't see the way you glance at me in class?"
You whimpered, head thrown back against the table. Your hands moved around his wrist, tenderly now as you held his hand unto place, your own hips moving toward his. "The way you pathetically wait for our eyes to meet just for you to look away fast."
He started building the rhythm, hips snapping against your own, the desk swaying under the weight of you and his strong thrusts.
You cried out — at his words, that were so embarrassing but so true. The way he thrusted into you, hitting the spots so deep and precisely it made your whole stomach twist. Riki watched the way you face contorted in pleasure, tears streaming down your cheeks, glasses slightly fogged and lowered from the way he fucked into you. Hair was all disheveled and frizzy. But what made his blood boil was not the way you cried or the way you struggled to not make a sound. It was the way you seemed to enjoy it.
Enjoy it so much that you were even scared to make it clear. And you are right for that. You shouldn't do that.
But too bad Riki can see it without you even voicing it out.
His thrust grew more and more powerful, sending you jolting together with the wooden creaky table. You raised you head, eyes shooting open and immediately scanning the way his torso moved. Riki's hand pressed harder onto your windpipe, making you gasp in pain before his palm pulled away. But before you could register what was going on, Riki harshly ripped one of the pages from the notebook right by you. Hands crumpling it into a ball, hips pistoning hard into you as his nails dug into your jaw, fingers pushing the paper into your warm cavity.
You gagged at at sudden intrusion, but Riki's palm was fast enough on your cheek, pushing your face to the side and pressing it hard against the surface. "Can't stand your fucking face." Riki added through gritted teeth, his pelvis repeatedly hitting your hips. The strength he slid against your walls with left your pelvis clenching. He felt it. And he smirked.
"Can't take it huh?"
Your muffled cry left his satisfied. The tears coming out faster then ever as you let it all out. You cried. It was too much, too fucking much.
He felt you spasm around him, the muffled sobs were music to his ears.
The glasses dug into your temple painfully, almost at the brink of breaking from the way he hover over you, palm flat against your cheek and pushing you against the wooden surface. "Yeah... Cry. Keep crying." He murmured bitterly, hips ramming into your tight and sore cunt that tried so hard to push him out. But Riki wasn't stopping.
Your thighs trembled, knees pushed up by his torso in a subtle attempt to somehow get away — but there was no use. He held you, fucking into you mercilessly as you cried, lashes wet and damp, nose runny. It was hard to breath, your chest felt tight and suffocating under the thick hoodie he at least let you have on.
Your pussy throbbed with each sharp thrust he delivered, sending your wetness all over your inner thighs, the desk, his pelvis. He was merciless.
All of a sudden it felt too hot. The atmosphere choking you, swear forming faster than ever all over your skin, neck and cheeks on fire. The familiar bulb of pleasure build fast in the pit of your stomach, alarming you that the release is going to wash over you soon. The sobs turned into desperate moan, drool staining your lips as the taste and weight of paper was fast forgotten as it sucked in every drop of the overwhelming saliva. Your eyes furrowed, pelvic muscles relaxed and let Riki fuck you as hard as he wanted.
Riki noticed everything.
From the way your breathing changed, to the sounds you let out, the way you lids dropped. He felt you suck him in, your wet pussy letting him glide with no resistance whatsoever. "Are you going to come? Yeah..." He didn't let up, his tip kissing your walls so deliciously it had you seeing stars. You somehow hummed back in response, mind already on cloud nine.
"Should I really make you cum, or just leave you hanging like the last time since you like it so much..."
Riki panted out, sweat coating his warm skin, hair sticking to his forehead as he but his lip, eyes going down to the way he split you open — again and again. You sobbed in response, poorly trying to shake your head under the pressure of his palm.
Nonono, you need to come.
You need it.
And you need him to make it happen.
He chuckled, chest heaving up and down erratically.
In the midst of the build up, mind foggy and lost, you felt it.
His thumb on your clit.
Yesyesyes...
You chanted inside of your head, eyes tight shut and toes curling. Riki delivered tight circles to it, hips not persisting. "You don't deserve it at all. You don't." Riki's mouth went agape, brows furrowing as he felt his own release approach.
"Fuck..." He cursed under his breath, eyes closing as he sped his thumb up against your sore bud and it was all it took.
A muffled high pitched scream filled the room, your hips chasing his hips and finger whilst the high washed over you. You toes curled, thighs spasmed and head left light. Your pussy clenched around his shaft, chest heaving up and down as you let the aftershocks pass.
Your moans slowly lowered, the paper in our mouth completely drenched and ruined, leaving a soggy texture lingering on your tongue.
And Riki kept on thrusting into you, snapping and making your sore and used body jolt with each one of his slams. Riki's fingers wnrt into your mouth, grabbing the paper and pulling it out before they threated into your hair, turning your head to face him. You were gone.
Glasses askew, mouth agape, eyes lidded and heavy.
Riki felt his cock pulse.
He is close. Too close.
"You liked that? Came by my fingers and cock, was that what you daydreamed about in that shitty class?". He panted, and the moment you somehow got the strength to nod, gulping down the saliva that collected in your mouth — he felt the pressure snap.
He groaned, ropes of white shooting inside of you and making a mess of your abused walls. His muscles tensed, the release washing over him in a euphoric haze. His hips slowly stilled, low purrs left his dry throat, eyes closing in recollection of himself.
Palms were fast on the table, right by your waist as he came down from his own orgasm.
Your elbows came to support you, trembling and sore. Your pussy still pulsed around him, your clit aching uncomfortably. Your hand absentmindedly gripped his wrist that grounded him against the table.
"Get the fuck away."
He pushed himself away from you, cock pulling out from your sopping hole. Riki's face scrunched in disgust as the simple of touch, voice low and controlled. He tucked him sled in his underwear, fingers pushing his hair off his forehead as he sat back and away from you. The distance and the cold expression on his face enough of a indicator — he really fucking hates you.
"Leave..."
And then again, sarcastic with a sneer.
"Tell him I said thanks."
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! this is all work of fiction. in no way this is a representation of enhypen members nor do I believe this is how they behave in real life or condone these actions!
He was your boyfriend’s best friend meaning avoiding him was impossible. Wherever Sunghoon went, Jake followed. So when Jake moved in after his breakup, you smiled politely… even as he made your skin crawl.
content warning : dark!Jake, non-consensual themes, hair pulling, degradation, creampie references, physical violence, and extensive explicit dialogue. This story contains coercive behavior, manipulation, aggressive physical contact, power imbalances, explicit sexual content, and psychologically distressing dynamics throughout
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You always felt uneasy around Jake.
Not in the overt, scream-and-run kind of way..no not like that, it was subtler than that. Insidious. Like the way a locked door rattling in the wind feels terrifying at night. Jake never said anything outright. He didn’t do anything that could be pointed to and named. But he had a way about him. A stare too long, a smile too slow, and always a laugh like he was in on a joke you didn’t get.
He was your boyfriend’s best friend. Which meant avoiding him wasn’t just hard, it was impossible.
Where Sunghoon went, Jake followed. They'd been tight since high school, the kind of bond that lived on inside-jokes and loyalty forged through years of chaos. So when Sunghoon said Jake was crashing with him “for a while” after his breakup, you had to smile and nod, even though something about Jake always made your skin itch beneath your clothes.
Maybe it was the way he talked to you. Like you were a little girl who needed things explained. “You wouldn’t understand,” he’d say, brushing off your thoughts with a smirk, like he was being playful. Only it didn’t feel playful. It felt like being pushed into a corner while he grinned and waited for you to break.
Or maybe it was the way he looked at you when he thought you weren’t watching. You’d catch his eyes on you across the room, pinned to you like a wolf eyeing a rabbit not with hunger, exactly, but something more disturbing. Like you were something fragile he was just waiting to crack open and ruin.
Still, you told yourself it was in your head. Because Jake was charming. God, was he charming. To everyone else, he was the golden boy handsome, funny and magnetic. That perfect blend of street-smart confidence and wounded vulnerability that made people trust him even when they shouldn’t. Sunghoon worshipped him. Your friends liked him. Even your dad said, “Now that’s a guy who knows how to take care of himself.”
But behind his smile, Jake was all sharp teeth.
It had started small. Off-hand comments. Too-long hugs. That night he stood a little too close in the kitchen, his hand brushing your hip just a second too long. You wanted to say something to Sunghoon, but how could you explain it without sounding paranoid? Jake’s just friendly, babe, Sunghoon would probably say. You’re overthinking it.
Except you weren’t. Something was wrong with Jake.
And last week, you were alone with him for just twenty minutes while Sunghoon ran out for beer. Twenty minutes, and Jake barely spoke, he just sat there on the couch, flipping a lighter open and closed, open and closed. But he watched you the entire time, smiling.
And that smile hasn’t left your memory since.
Because it wasn’t friendly. It wasn’t even flirtatious.
It was scary.
"I'm so sorry, babe. I got this last-minute gig in Japan for a photo shoot and I have to leave tonight," Sunghoon said, voice breathless with excitement, his hands gripping yours like a boy with good news and no idea what it costs.
You blinked. "Tonight?"
He winced with a soft laugh, that apologetic smile of his that always worked on you. "I know, I know, it’s crazy. But it’s big. Like, Vogue Asia big."
You should’ve smiled wider. Should’ve jumped and kissed him and squealed like a supportive girlfriend does when her boyfriend’s dreams are coming true. And you did smile just enough. You hugged him tight, felt the beating rush of his heart through his chest. You buried the flicker of unease in the soft cotton of his shirt.
Because there was no way you could say what you were really thinking. That being alone here... with Jake... made your stomach twist in slow, cold knots. "That’s amazing," you said, voice low into his ear, forcing the words through a throat that felt too tight. "Really. Go kill it. You’ll be amazing."
Sunghoon leaned back, grinning, touching your cheek. His eyes were soft, full of love and ambition, and so oblivious. Then you pulled away from the hug and saw him.
Jake.
Standing at the kitchen doorway. Watching.
You didn't know how long he had been there. His arms were crossed over his chest, the low light casting sharp lines down the side of his face. That damn lighter of his just flipping open, click, closed again then resting in his palm. His eyes didn’t move, didn’t blink. Just pinned you where you stood like you were something caught in the light.
You felt your body stiffen before your mind could react. The air changed. He didn’t say a word. Just looked. That same stare you hated. That quiet, crawling tension that made your skin feel too tight, your breath too shallow. That same sick little smirk, just barely curled at the edge of his mouth.
"Japan, huh?" Jake said at last, slow and smooth, like dragging a knife across velvet. Sunghoon didn’t notice the tone. He turned to his friend, clapped a hand on his shoulder. "Crazy, right? You're gonna have to keep an eye on her for me." Jake’s gaze never left you. "I wouldn't dream of doing anything else."
There was something about the way he said it. The way his eyes lingered. The way you suddenly felt cold, like the house was no longer yours. Sunghoon laughed. "Don’t look so worried, babe. Jake’s got you." You smiled. One that didn’t reach your eyes.
But inside, you felt a slow scream building. Because tonight, Sunghoon was flying to Japan.
And you’re stuck in this house alone with Jake.
"Call me when you land, babe," you said, brushing your fingers through Sunghoon’s hair as he pulled you in for one last hug. "I will," he promised, smiling, and you kissed his cheek soft and lingering trying to press all your fear into that one gesture, hoping he’d feel it, see it, ask.
But he didn’t. He turned to Jake instead,“Keep her safe for me, yeah?" Jake’s eyes flicked toward you, slow and unreadable. “I’ll try,” he said. You watched Sunghoon laugh, slap Jake on the back, grab his bag and vanish out the front door with the same lightness he always carried.
The door clicked shut. A final, casual sound. And then the silence came. A slow, awful silence that crawled over the walls like mold. You didn’t look at Jake. You turned on your heel the moment Sunghoon was gone and walked fast down the hall. Every step felt like it echoed too loud. You didn’t run. You didn’t want to show anything. But your hands were already cold.
Your bedroom door clicked shut behind you. You locked it. Not just the knob, you slid the chain bolt, too. You stood there, forehead resting against the wood, listening. Nothing.
The hallway creaked. The house felt like it was breathing wrong. You backed away and sat on the edge of your bed, phone in hand, but you didn’t text Sunghoon. You couldn’t. What would you say?
“I’m scared of your best friend?”
He’d tell you to talk to Jake. He’d tell you it’s just your imagination. He trusted Jake. But trust was dangerous. Especially when it was misplaced. Your eyes moved to the window. First-floor. You could leave. Go to a friend’s. Say you weren’t feeling well, or your mom needed you, something. Anything to not be here. Not alone with him.
But then came the sound. Tap. A soft knock on your bedroom door. “Hey,” Jake’s voice came through “Everything okay?” You didn’t answer. A pause. “You don’t have to lock the door, you know.” Your heart climbed into your throat. You still said nothing.
Jake gave a soft laugh. No amusement in it. Just that same low, grating undertone that made your skin crawl. “I’m not a bad guy,” he said. Another knock. Gentler this time. Almost coaxing. "Unless you want me to be."
You stood from the bed, moving backward toward your desk, pulse thudding in your ears. Your phone was trembling in your hand now. You glanced down at it. No signal. You didn’t remember it going out. But there it was.
No Service.
Another knock. Slower this time. "You know," Jake continued, "it’s just us now. No need to keep pretending." You looked out the window again. It wasn’t a question of if you were leaving. It was how fast.
You backed farther into the room, one hand still gripping your phone uselessly while your other instinctively checked the window latch. “C’mon,” Jake’s voice slid under the door like smoke, “don’t be like that. You’re making it weird.” You didn’t answer. You were too focused on how fast you could yank open that window.
Then came the click. The doorknob. You spun around. He was trying to get him. Softly at first. Testing. Like maybe you’d changed your mind. Like maybe this was a joke between friends. Then a rattle.Harder. Rattle-rattle-rattle.
"Okay," Jake said, voice dropping now, quieter but heavier. “You wanna do this the hard way?” Your pulse hit your throat like a hammer. You lunged for the window, unlocked it, shoved it upward. It screeched in protest.
“OPEN THE DOOR!” he shouted suddenly, his voice exploding through the hallway. You gasped. Fumbling with the fucking screen. Yanking it free with a horrible plastic crunch and throwing it across the room. He slammed into the door. BOOM. The entire frame shook. "Don’t run from me!" Jake bellowed from the other side. “You don’t have to run!”
Another BOOM. A crack now wood splintering. The chain bolt was holding, barely. The cheap bedroom door whined.
Every second felt too long.
Jake slammed into the door again. The chain bolt rattled in its socket, groaning under the pressure. "Come on," he snarled through the crack in the door. "Don’t make this ugly." Cold air met your face, and for a split second, you thought you were going to make it.
CRACK. The chain bolt tore from the wall. The door flew open behind you, slamming into the drywall. You got one leg through the window. Then fingers hot, fast, and furious clamped around your ankle like a bear trap. “No!” Jake barked behind you. "Don’t you dare." You screamed, twisting, your bare foot kicking at nothing, at air, at him but he held on, hard, digging his fingers into your skin like he wanted to snap it.
He yanked. You slipped back into the room, your chest slamming into the window frame with a bone-rattling thud. The wind knocked out of you. One leg still dangling out into the night. One pulled back into the dark. "Get OFF me!" you shrieked, kicking again, heel smashing wildly toward his face. He grunted, then lunged, grabbing your thigh now, wrapping both arms around your waist like a python.
"You think you can run from me?" he hissed into your ear. “You think that little window was gonna save you?” His breath was hot and right next to your face now. You could feel the heat of his skin on your back, the tremble in his grip not from weakness but from restraint. Barely held-back madness.
His heart pounded like a war drum against your spine. “I didn’t want it to go like this,” he whispered, dragging you away from the sill, your nails scraping uselessly across the hardwood. “But you just had to play hard to get, didn’t you?”
Your fingers clutched at the rug, trying to grab anything. You kicked, fought, clawed but he was stronger. So much stronger than he looked. He pulled you farther from the window like you were nothing. Like a doll. “Let me GO!” you screamed, twisting, your elbow striking out blindly. You felt the connection your arm slammed into something solid, his cheek? His temple?
Jake reeled back, howling, and his grip loosened just long enough for you to scramble forward. Not out the window, no time. No second chance. You made a break for the door. Bare feet slapping against wood. No thoughts left. Just escaping. You hit the hallway.
Behind you, Jake’s voice wasn’t yelling anymore. It was laughing. “You can run,” he called. “but you’re already mine.” Your feet hit the hallway floor like gunshots, every step a breath closer to freedom, to a door, a weapon anything. You darted down the narrow hall, every picture frame on the wall blurring past you, your heart pounding so hard it felt like your ribs burst open.
Jake wasn’t running. He stalked. Like he knew you weren’t going anywhere. You veered toward the living room. The front door was locked but a lock could be broken. You could scream through the windows. Draw attention. A shadow swept across the wall ahead of you.
You turned too late. Jake was already there. You barely had time to shriek before his arm slammed into your side like a battering ram. You were airborne for a second then your body crashed down across the couch. Pain shot up your spine. The cushions collapsed beneath you, the wind knocked from your lungs. You gasped, clawing to roll off but before you could even breathe, Jake moved.
He stepped around the couch like he had all the time in the world. And then his fingers twisted into your hair hard. You cried out, arms scrambling for purchase as he yanked your head back, forcing you down, bending you forward over the backrest. The room spun. His grip was like iron, knuckles grinding against your scalp. "You really thought you could get away from me?" he whispered against your ear, breathing heavily not with effort, but excitement. “I told you… I’m not the bad guy here.”
He leaned in closer. "You're the one who locked the door." You tried to speak, to plead, but your voice was just ragged noise. His other hand grabbed your wrist and twisted it behind your back, forcing your chest against the couch, pinning you like prey. “You should’ve just opened the door,” he murmured. “could’ve been nice.” He paused. His lips ghosted near your temple. You could hear the shift in his breath.
“I can still be nice…” But it was a lie. You could feel it in his grip. In the shaking tremor beneath him. Your eyes flicked again to the fireplace. The poker. Jake’s hand pressed harder against the small of your back, forcing your body further over the couch, locking your spine in place like a hinge about to snap. But he made a mistake, just for a second. He shifted his weight.
You exploded into movement. Your leg shot backward, kicking wildly. Your free hand reached out scraping against the couch, the floor, then cold iron. The poker. You closed your fingers around it. Jake saw. He snarled like an animal, releasing your wrist to grab at your arm, but you swung the poker blind, with everything you had. Metal met something solid, a shoulder, maybe his ribs and Jake let out a sharp, surprised grunt.
You ripped yourself free, stumbling forward off the couch, half-falling, half-diving toward the hallway again. But Jake was faster. He caught you mid-sprint, arms wrapping around your waist like a vise. He lifted you off the floor, dragging you back, the poker slipping from your grasp and clattering uselessly to the hardwood. "No, no, no—you don’t get to do that!" he growled in your ear.
He threw you down. Your back slammed into the floor beside the coffee table, the pain blooming bright and hot. You tried to crawl, to kick, to do anything but Jake was already on top of you, straddling your waist, both wrists pinned beneath his knees. His face hovered inches from yours now. The mask of charm had vanished.
This was something else. His expression was twisted, not with rage but pleasure. The satisfaction of having you exactly where he wanted you. Of winning. "You put up a good fight," he whispered, his voice raw and low. “I love it when they do that.” You thrashed again, but he didn’t even flinch. His hands slid from your wrists to your face, cupping your cheeks with mock gentleness. "You’re scared," he said, like it was something sweet.
You turned your head, spitting at him. It landed just below his jaw. His eyes darkened. The hand that had cupped your cheek struck you. Pain bloomed across your cheek. Your ears rang. Jake leaned in, pressing his forehead against yours, breath hot, and said:
“I was trying to be nice.”
Then he smiled. He grabbed you roughly by the hair, yanking your head back as he flung you over the couch. You landed hard on your back, the wind knocked out of your lungs. Before you could catch your breath, he was on top of you, straddling your hips and pinning your wrists above your head with his strong hands.
His face hovered inches from yours, the mask of charm completely vanished, replaced by a twisted expression of pleasure and dark satisfaction. "You fight dirty," he whispered, his voice raw and low. "I like that."
You thrashed beneath him, trying to buck him off, but Jake didn't even flinch. His hands slid from your wrists to your face, cupping your cheeks with mock gentleness that belied the cruelty in his eyes.
"You're scared," he said, a cruel smirk playing on his lips. "I can see it in your eyes. But you're also turned on, aren't you? I can feel it in the way your body responds to mine."
To prove his point, Jake ground his hips against yours, letting you feel the thick, hard length of him straining against his pants. His thumb brushed over your lower lip before he leaned in, capturing your mouth in a brutal, dominating kiss. His tongue forced its way inside, claiming your mouth.
Jake's lips trailed down your jaw to your neck where he bit and sucked at the sensitive skin, no doubt leaving marks. "I'm going to ruin you," he growled against your throat. "Gonna fuck this tight little pussy so hard, you'll forget your own name. The only thing you'll remember is the feeling of my cock splitting you open, filling you up completely."
Jake's hand slid from your breast down to the waistband of your pants. With a wicked grin, he ripped them off you, not bothering with buttons or zippers, just tearing the fabric until he could expose your most intimate places to his hungry gaze.
"Fuck, look at this pretty little pussy," he growled, fingers trailing through your slick folds. "So wet and ready for me already. You can't deny how much you want this."
He pushed two fingers deep inside your tight heat, pumping them in and out as he used his thumb to rub firm circles around your aching clit. Jake leaned down, his hot breath ghosting over your ear as he whispered filthily:
"I'm going to destroy this pussy. Ruin it for anyone else. You'll be my personal slut, always ready and eager for my cock. I'll use you whenever and however I want."
To punctuate his words, Jake thrust his fingers harder, faster, curling them just right to hit that sensitive spot deep inside you. His mouth found your nipple, biting down hard enough to make you cry out before soothing the sting with his tongue.
"Such a good little cock sleeve, so tight and responsive," he purred, switching to your other breast to give it the same treatment. "I bet you've dreamed about this, haven't you? Being at the mercy of a man, completely under my control as I fuck you raw?"
Jake's hand left your breast to fumble with his belt, quickly unlatching it and shoving his pants and boxers down just enough to free his large, thick cock. It slapped against his stomach.
"Beg for it," he commanded, the head of his cock nudging at your entrance teasingly. "Beg me to fuck this needy pussy. Let me hear how much you want it." His eyes blazed into yours, a dark and dominant force that demanded submission. "Now."
“Jake… I-I’m begging you… please stop this…” you whispered, eyes wide, body trembling beneath him, voice barely hanging together. But he only laughed low, cruel, and unbothered. “Nah, baby,” he murmured, leaning in close, his breath hot against your ear. “You were made to be used.”
"Fuck, your pussy is so tight," he groaned as he pushed forward, not stopping until he was buried to the hilt inside you. "Such a perfect fit for my cock."
He started to move, pulling out slowly before slamming back in, setting a brutal pace from the start. The couch creaked beneath you with the force of his thrusts, the obscene sound of skin slapping against skin filling the room.
"Take it, you dirty slut," Jake snarled, one hand gripping your hip hard enough to bruise while the other found your clit, rubbing it in tight circles. "Take my fucking cock like you were made for it. This is what you needed, isn't it? To be split open, right?"
He leaned down to capture your mouth in a messy, dominating kiss, all teeth and tongue as he fucked into you harder, deeper. His hips snapped against yours, the tip of his cock kissing your cervix with each powerful thrust.
"Gonna...fuck...fill this cunt with my cum," Jake grunted between clenched teeth, sweat dripping down his face from the exertion. "Pump you so full of it, you'll be dripping for days. Everyone will know you're my personal whore."
His fingers dug into the meat of your ass, pulling you harder against him as he rutted into you like an animal in heat. The obscene wet sounds of your coupling filled the air, joined by Jake's filthy words and your desperate cries.
"Fuck, I can feel you squeezing me, you cock-hungry whore," he panted harshly, increasing his pace even more. "Gonna make you fucking cum on my cock, scream my name while I ruin this pussy. Let everyone know who this pussy belongs to now."
“N-No… g-get the fuck… off me…” you choked out, the words shaking, barely holding together half sob, half breath. But Jake didn’t even flinch. He didn’t pause. He just kept moving, like he hadn’t heard a single word… or like he didn’t care.
Jake angled his hips, making sure to grind against your clit with each thrust. He could feel your walls starting to flutter around him, knowing you were close. His own release was fast approaching.
"Come on, slut, cum for me," Jake demanded, his voice a low, dominant growl. "I want to feel this pussy milking my cock as I fill it with my seed. Show me what a desperate, cock-craving whore you are."
He punctuated his command with a particularly hard thrust, grinding his pelvis against your clit as he bottomed out inside you. The intense stimulation sent shockwaves of pleasure through your body, pushing you closer to the edge. “P-Please, Jake… s-stop… I-I can’t take anymore…” you try to say but he wasn’t listening.
Jake could feel your walls starting to quiver and clench around his pistoning cock, your body instinctively trying to draw him deeper. He smirked down at you, eyes dark with lust and triumph. "That's it, fucking take it. Take every inch of my cock like the needy little slut you are."
His fingers moved from your clit to your nipple, pinching and tugging on the hardened peak roughly as he continued his relentless assault on your pussy. The mix of pleasure and pain only heightened your arousal. “Why—Jake, why are you doing this? P-Please stop…” you tried again, but the word “stop” was just a shiver of breath, almost nothing.
"I needed to...ungh...fucking breed this cunt," Jake grunted, his rhythm growing erratic as his own release approached. "Pump you so full of my cum, you'll be dripping with it."
“N-no… Jake… not in… don’t…” the rest broke off into a whimper
He leaned down to sink his teeth into the side of your neck, marking you as his as he slammed into you one, two, three more times.
“Don’t… please don’t… I’m not—Jake, not inside…” you tried to say it stronger, but it faded into a breathy cry. And with a harsh groan, Jake buried himself as deep as he could go, his cock pulsing and throbbing as he started to come.
"Fuck, fuck, fuuuuck!" he roared, his hot seed erupting from his cock and painting your insides. He ground against you, making sure every last drop took root deep inside your spasming cunt.
"Milk it, babygirl," Jake commanded, his voice ragged and spent but still demanding. "Squeeze out every drop of my cum like a good little cock sleeve. Show me how much you love being bred."
He ground into you with the weight of obsession, ensuring every last drop was claimed. "Milk it," he snarled, teeth brushing your ear. "Fucking take all of it, you filthy little thing. You wanted this—don’t you dare pretend you didn’t." You couldn’t answer. Your mouth was slack, your breaths shallow and wrecked. You were gone, floating in the dark.
He pulled out slowly, watching the slick spill of cum drip from between your thighs. A low, satisfied sigh escaped him. “Look at you,” Jake murmured as he sat back on his heels, sweat streaking his chest. “Fucking ruined.”
The kitchen light buzzed faintly overhead as Jake stepped across the tile, muscles still twitching from the aftershocks. His phone lit up on the counter. One message.
Sunghoon: So? How was she?
Jake’s lips twisted into a dark smile. He stepped back into the living room, grabbed his phone, and snapped a picture...your body sprawled on the couch, legs still parted, his release glistening between them.
Jake : She put up a fight at first. You were right...she’s fucking magic...
Warnings: Power imbalance, possesiveness, very minor mention of blood, mentions of financial desperations, dubious consent, reader is said to have delicate feet, ownership themes, human auction (reader is sold in an auction), physical touch, fluff-?, usage of both Niki and Riki thought referring to the same person- Nishimura Riki, obsessive behaviour, kisses on feet-?
Synopsis: You were a ballerina—graceful, delicate, and broke. When your mentor whispered about a secret gala, you didn’t know you’d be sold. Bought for a hundred million dollars by a man who spoke little and watched too closely, you expected control, cruelty, maybe even a golden cage. But he gave you quiet hallways to walk barefoot, silk sheets to sleep in, and a world scrubbed clean for your comfort. He never asked you to love him. He only made sure you had no reason not to.
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Ballet wasn’t just another hobby to you.
It was your life. A silent language your body spoke when words didn’t do justice.
You find solace in the way you move your muscles, the way you pad on your toes, the way you twirl gracefully with your arms stretched.
You love the beautiful symphonies your body makes mirroring the music that plays, it was as if you were one with the music- the art.
You remember the first time you stood on your tip toes- your calves aching, your ankles trembling to balance the weight of your body, but you didn’t mind the pain. You loved it.
The pain only meant one thing- you were reaching, striving.
In a world where everything was slipping through your fingers, ballet stayed.
The studios which mirrored your delicate form.
The pale pink ribbons that moved with you like it was another part of your body.
The aching swell in your chest when the music began- like your heart recognized a home it had never seen.
There was some kind of peace to it. The kind of peace when your thoughts melted away and your body moved through the air.
You didn’t need applause- you didn’t want it.
You didn’t dance because you wanted to satisfy your mentor, you didn’t dance because you wanted the cheers. No. You danced because it reminded you you were alive. And that you weren’t alone- that ballet was with you.
Your shoes which weren't yours padded against the red carpet which led to a theatre.
The dress you’re wearing wasn't yours either. Neither were the diamond earrings which adorned your ears and the glittering thin chain which brushed against your neck everytime you turned your head.
Even your name on the invitation which was printed in delicate gold foil didn’t feel like yours. It was like your name didn’t deserve to be written and printed with such care, such luxury and such extravagance.
But desperate people learn how to lean on to illusions which aren’t theirs.
You looked around the huge halls, the empty space filled with over-the-top pieces covered with diamonds, detailed art pieces and tall ceilings. The interior was lit with warm gold light, soft classical music humming faintly through the windows.
You didn’t eat a full meal in days. Your rent was overdue. And yet here you were- drawn in by whispers and rumors, all tracing back to one thing.
A private gala.
A mysterious host.
A ballet auction.
“Just smile,” your mentor had told you interrupting your thoughts.
“You’re not there to blend in- you’re there to be seen.”
And so, you walked up the marble steps.
You didn’t know that once you entered, you wouldn’t be leaving on your own terms.
You didn’t know his eyes were already on you- sharp, unreadable, and far too focused for someone you’d never met.
And that’s how you are here, on the huge stage.
The air heavy with perfume and money. Everyone’s sitting around the velvet curtained stage, wearing sharp suits. Eyes gleaming. Like wolves dressed in suits.
You’re barefoot, your feet feeling the expensive and polished wood beneath you. Dressed in the faintest ivory silk, hair pinned like you are made out of porcelain, not bone and flesh.
You don’t speak.
You don't need to.
The music begins. A single piano note continued by multiple.
And you dance.
You dance like the men there don’t exist. Your body remembers the movements though your brain doesn’t. You spin. Controlled. Graceful. Your body dances as if it’s one with the notes.
The room holds its breathe like it’s amazed by your performance- your art.
A voice is heard cutting the invisible amazement resting on the peoples’ faces,
“Starting bid, 5 million dollars.”
It rises quickly.
“Seven.”
“Eight million.”
“Ten”
“Twenty-two.”
You kept dancing as if you aren’t hearing the money proposed to win you.
“Thirty-five million!”
Another shout. Another flash of a raised card.
And then—
From the back of the room:
“One hundred million.”
Silence. His voice sharp and sudden like a blade.
Everyone turns.
A young man sits alone, legs crossed, completely relaxed. No paddle. No number. Just a glass of untouched wine in his hand and eyes fixed solely on you.
He doesn’t say it again.
He doesn’t need to.
The host swallows. “Sold.”
The music stops. But you don’t. You do a one last spin. One last breathe. Before everything disappears into velvet.
And he? He watches you. Like he didn’t just buy you. Like he just bought you freedom and like he’s been waiting his whole life just for you to exist.
The sleek black car pulls up infont of the mansion- a fortress of glass, cement, history and wealth. The gate opens with a mechanical hum, and you feel the car entering. No one speaks. The driver doesn’t dare to glance at you. The windows are tinted too dark, but you don’t care.
The car finally stops; the door opens.
You step out, barefoot, the cool stone pressing against the arches of your foot. The mansion stands before you, towering and gleaming in the moonlight as if it’s the mansion’s way of welcoming. Everything is quiet, too quiet.
You’ve never been here before. You’ve never seen anything like this before.
You enter the mansion, your feet touching the cold marble underneath it. You admire the beautiful interior. It wasn’t extravagant, wasn't filled with huge chandeliers and wasn't filled with unnecessary expensive house decors. But it was perfect, plain black walls which reflected him, high ceilings, few paintings, and most minimal but luxurious interior you’ve ever seen.
And then-
“Welcome home.”
You turn to the source to see him standing, the one who bought you.
Nishimura Riki.
His hands are folded, his eyes too calm for someone who just spent an amount of money that could buy entire kingdoms. He looks young. But there’s something behind those dark eyes. Something old. Too old for his face.
“You should have stayed inside the car,” he continues, eyes moving over your bare feet, your attire, the soft lines of your form. “You’ll catch a cold.”
You raise an eyebrow, unfazed.
“Do you worry about everyone who steps foot in your home?”
He watches you for a long moment. Just looks. As if studying your every move, your breath, your body.
“Not everyone,” he answers finally, his voice dropping an octave. “But you’re different.”
You tilt your head slightly. A challenge, though still wrapped in that quiet, ethereal calm.
“How am I different?” you ask.
He doesn’t smile, but there’s an edge to his gaze.
“You’ll know.”
A slow pause, and you step forward, moving with the same grace you showed at the auction. You don’t say anything, just step lightly, like your drawn to the mansion despite the icy feeling it gives you.
“Do you own this?” you ask, your eyes scanning the modern, polished interior of the mansion.
“I do,” he says.
You don’t respond immediately. The silence wraps around you both again, thick and heavy.
“How long are you planning to keep me here?” You ask, your voice finally laced with something less passive—just a soft curiosity.
His lips curl into a smirk, just a little. But there’s something behind it. Something dangerous. He steps closer, leaning slightly forward as he speaks.
“As long as I want. And as long as you don’t give me a reason to make you leave.”
You meet his gaze evenly. No fear. No hesitation.
“I don’t leave,” you say quietly, “unless I’m forced to.”
His smirk fades slightly, replaced by something else—something darker.
“Then I suppose we’ll have to get along,” he says, almost like a promise.
He turns, motioning toward the hallway.
“Come. I’ll show you to your room.”
Your eyes flicker to his back as he leads you deeper into the mansion. It’s huge, an endless series of hallways, high ceilings, stark walls. There’s a feeling that every step you take is watched by invisible eyes. And every step he takes is watched by your eyes.
You reach a door at the end of the hallway; he slides the door open.
“This is where you’ll stay.” he says softly and steps aside so you could enter first.
The door slides open into a room so large it feels like a wing of the mansion. Your eyes widen slightly as you take in the scale of it- the enormous canopy bed, the floor to ceiling glass windows draped with rich, dark curtains, the white marble absorbing the soft glow of the lights.
The room smells like fresh flowers and something else, something clean, like new silk.
The bed is enormous, draped in white silk sheets that shimmer under the low lighting. Pillows are stacked high, luxurious, inviting. There’s a sitting area to the left, complete with velvet chairs and a long marble coffee table. A bookshelf filled with books you know you’ll read. A dresser, a vanity, a full-length mirror.
And then there’s the view. Out of the windows, you can see the mansion’s sprawling gardens- lawns so well-kept they look like the perfect still-life paintings. Nothing out of place. Everything too perfect.
For a moment, you don’t speak. Don’t move.
Niki watches you from the doorframe, his posture relaxed but his eyes intense. He knows you’re analyzing everything, but he doesn’t rush you.
“It’s a little…” he pauses as you step inside, your gaze still flickering around the room. “…larger than what you’re used to, I assume.”
You don’t respond at first. Instead, you run your fingers across the back of a velvet chair, then moves toward the bed. The silk sheets ripple slightly under your touch as you sit at the edge, your legs folded underneath you.
“It’s a little too much,” you say, almost under your breath. Your fingers graze the silk again, still hesitant.
You look up at him.
“What do you want from me?” you ask, your voice steady, but laced with something softer this time. There’s no edge to it, no rebellion—just a curious calm.
His gaze softens. Just a little. There’s something like admiration there, a flicker of understanding.
“For you to be comfortable,” he says quietly, his voice low, as if choosing his words carefully. “I’ll make sure you have everything you need.”
You don’t know if you believe him.
You glance at him, assessing. His eyes are steady—calm. He doesn’t seem like the type who’d force anyone into something they didn’t want. But his silence speaks louder than his words.
“Comfortable,” you repeat, tasting the word. The weight of the room, the overwhelming luxury, feels foreign. But you don’t want to show him that. Not yet.
You stand up, the silk sheets pooling around your feet as you walk towards the window. You stare out at the garden for a long moment, taking in the moonlight, the cold air that filters in.
Riki stays at the door, watching you, but doesn’t speak yet.
“It’s still too much,” you say softly, almost like a confession.
“Everything I have,” he says after a pause, his voice a little more serious, “I have because I want it. If I wanted you to be just another piece of property, I would’ve given you a room just like any other. But I bought you for a reason. I want you to want this.”
You look back at him over your shoulder.
“You think I want any of this?” you ask, your words quiet, but sharp.
Riki doesn’t move, but his gaze doesn’t waver.
“You will,” he says simply.
You don’t answer. You can’t.
He nods, stepping back slowly, giving you space.
“If you need anything,” he says, his voice softer, “just call. The house is yours now. But only as long as you make it your own.”
With that, he turns, but not without one last look over his shoulder.
“Goodnight, Y/N.”
You stand there for a long moment, staring at the door long after he’s gone.
And though the room feels too large, too empty, you can’t help but wonder how long it’ll take before it starts to feel like yours.
The dining table stretched long and polished, lined with plates and neatly folded napkins that look too delicate for how heavy the air felt.
A staff guides you to the dining room, your bare foot padding behind them against the marble floor.
You sat near the middle, fingers curling and uncurling in your lap. The silk dress they’d given you was too smooth, too perfect. You felt like a misplaced figurine — breakable in a place built for power.
And at the other end of the table…
He watched.
Riki.
He nodded once at the maid. A plate was set before you, silverware shining like it had never been used.
“You should eat,” he said, voice smooth — quiet, but final.
You glanced down at the food. Everything looked expensive. Fragile. Like if you touched it wrong, it would vanish or crack under the pressure of being touched by someone like you.
He noticed your hesitation.
“They asked what you liked,” he added, almost softer this time. “I told them to make a little bit of everything.”
Your gaze lifted slightly, brows tightening.
“You didn’t know what I liked.”
“I wanted to find out.”
Silence again. The kind that wrapped around your throat but didn’t choke.
He was eating too, now — unhurried, elegant in the way predators usually were. Not once did he look away. Not once did his focus shift.
You took a bite. Small. Careful.
He smiled.
“Do you like it?”
You gave the faintest nod. And something about that pleased him too much.
“From now on,” he said, sipping his wine, “you eat with me.”
It wasn’t a demand.
It wasn’t a suggestion either.
It was just something he had already decided.
And you?
You only picked up your fork again.
Because you could feel it — the way the walls of this place whispered his presence.
There was nowhere to hide.
But there was also… no reason to.
Not when he looked at you like you were a piece of art finally returned to its rightful collector.
After completing dinner, you left to your room to rest as Niki suggested. The staff guided your way back to the room, your feet as always, bare walking on the marble but now, it didn’t feel cold. You don’t know if it’s because you accepted it or because you started to like it.
A few days pass by. Niki showed you a ballroom filled with delicate and sheer white cloth surround few areas, art painted across the ceiling with an elegant chandelier in between, a gramophone which fills out the room when played in the corner of the room sitting on a table beside a box full of classical discs.
Riki told you few stories which were experienced by the people in the frames which sat on his wall in the office room. He told the meanings of every art piece you questioned the backstory of. He bought you drinks in the middle of the day when you were laying on the bed bored or just were simply watching the TV.
One thing Niki also did was he noticed every single thing about you.
Like how you like your drinks cool, how you always read in the evenings when it’s about to get dark outside, how your eyes don’t glow with delight when you eat food you don’t like, how you nod your head- just a little when you like the food, how you like to roam around the huge space and especially how you walk barefoot all the time.
You walk barefoot all the time. Right. He noticed it, ofcourse he did.
He didn’t tell you to wear slippers- hell, he didn't even ask you to wear socks. Because he thinks, you can do whatever you wish for. He didn’t want to restrict you, no. He didn’t buy you at the auction for that. He wanted you to be free. He wanted you to do whatever you want without any concerns. He wanted you to think of him as your safe place.
But that doesn’t mean he doesn’t care about you- care about the floors which may not be truly clean because before you, no one walked around the mansion barefoot. The floors were cleaned once every morning due to the sake of it. But this shouldn’t continue because now? Now you’re here, in the mansion with your delicate foot pressing on the white marble.
And that’s the reason why he’s standing in the middle of the main hall, his dark eyes sweeping upon the numerous staff lined up before him. A cold silence hung between them—until he spoke.
“Now on, the floors will be cleaned three times a day,” he said, voice like a blade. “In the morning, during lunch and during dinner.”
A few of them blinked, confused. No one dared question him. Still, one hand lifted in hesitation.
“Sir, if I may—”
“You may not,” he cut, calmly.
“No shoes in the east wing. No carts. No buckets left out. Not a speck of dust. If her feet touch it, and I see a mark…”
He paused, tilting his head slightly. “Let’s just hope I never have to explain what happens next.”
The room went still.
“And one more thing,” he said, voice soft but full of threat. “Do not approach her. Do not speak to her. If she asks for something, inform me. If she wanders into your space, you disappear from it.”
His tone didn’t rise once. He didn’t have to. Every word was an order etched in stone.
“That girl walks barefoot in my house,” he murmured, almost to himself now, eyes distant. “So, the world she walks on will obey.”
Then he turned away and disappeared into the endless hallways, his staff watching him until he’s out of sight. No one understood why he’s like this, but no one dared to question too. With that, the staff disappeared with the new rules repeating in their mind like mantra.
The room feels like it’s closing itself again, the silence too thick, too still. You’ve been staring out the long windows for too long, your fingers brushing against the cool glass. The garden bellow calls to you in a way you can't ignore.
The huge transparent mirror is acting like a shield, protecting the freedom, the liveliness and the peace that comes from the garden. It’s the only thing that’s stopping you from going out and laying on the grass.
It looks alive, so alive compared the stillness inside your room right now. The trees sway gently in the night breeze and you can hear the soft hum of insects even through the thick glass windows. There's something about it, the life, the freedom of it all tugs at your chest.
You stand up abruptly, walking to the door, your silk gown brushing against your mid thighs and you slide the door open before you can second guess yourself. The house is quiet as always, but you aren't interested to keep up with the silence anymore.
You find him in the hallway, sitting on the couch with his legs crossed and a phone in his hand.
"I want to see the backyard." You say, the words slipping out. It's not a demand, but it's not a request either. It's a need, a soft yearning in your voice which surprises you more than it should.
He pauses and then turns his head, looking at you with that unreadable expression. His eyes flicker down to your bare legs and feet, the hard marble beneath, before meeting your gaze again.
"It's late." He replies, but the tone isn't dismissive. There's something about the way he speaks that feels more like a suggestion, but also more like permission. He's not stopping you, but he's not pushing either.
You hold his gaze for a beat longer before speaking again.
"I know, But I can see it from my room- I want to go, it seems so lively out there. I just want to feel it. The world out there feels different." You trail off, unsure of what exactly you're trying to say.
Niki doesn't respond immediately, and you almost thought he'll deny it-
"Alright," he says after a moment, he gets up, his voice soft but firm. "If you really want to."
You're happy, more than anything. It feels like there are no more chains which make you roam only in the insides, no restrictions- just freedom. Freedom of going out for the first time after coming here, taking in the fresh air. You don't waste any time. You step forward and he follows you as you move towards the exit- towards the freedom.
When you finally step outside, the cool and fresh air brushes over your skin and you breathe it in deeply, savoring it. The grass feels soft beneath your feet, like walking on a thick carpet, cool and welcoming.
You pause, letting the sensation sink it. The feel of nature beneath you is something you didn't even realize you craved until now. The quiet rustling of leaves and the happy sounds of birds are the only sounds that fill in the air.
You close your eyes for a moment, letting the moment stretch out, almost like you could forget where you were for just a brief instant. But the sound of footsteps approaching made your eyes open.
Riki’s in the garden with his back leaning against the garden side of your window. He doesn’t come any closer, but his presence is still felt.
“It’s peaceful out here,” you murmur, looking back at him.
“It is,” he agrees, his voice low, almost like a secret shared between them.
He watches you, a small, knowing smile tugging at his lips. Not one of triumph, not one of ownership—just something soft, something real.
“You’ll get used to it,” he says, his voice barely above a whisper, the way the night air carries a promise.
“It’s nice,” you murmured, half to yourself.
“You can come here whenever you want,” he said, his voice lower now, softer. “I had it made for you. Just... don’t be out too late.”
You don’t answer. Instead, you look back down at the soft grass beneath your feet, your toes curling into it, grounding yourself.
And for a moment, it feels like home.
The door creaked open with barely a sound.
You didn’t flinch — you heard the footsteps long before. Measured, quiet, almost respectful. You didn’t need to look to know it was him.
Still, you kept your eyes on the book resting in your lap, the pages bathed in the soft golden glow of the bedside lamp. Your legs were tucked beneath the sheets, the silk brushing your skin, and the room smelled faintly of lavender and well, you.
“You’re not asleep,” he said, more observation than question.
You turned a page.
“Neither are you.”
There was a pause.
Then the soft click of the door shutting behind him.
You could feel the air shift, his presence taking up more space than his body ever did. He stepped closer, eyes flickering to the book in your hands.
“What are you reading?”
“Something old. Something quiet,” you replied.
He nodded once, slowly. And then, without asking, he moved to the armchair across from your bed and sat — legs crossed, one hand pressed to his lips as he simply watched.
“You could’ve slept in your own bed,” you murmured.
“Could’ve,” he echoed. “Didn’t want to.”
Your eyes met across the space. And for a moment, it was quiet. Deep, gentle quiet. The kind that doesn't demand answers, only stays.
Then he leaned back, voice barely above a whisper.
“Read to me.”
You blinked. “Now?”
“You’re already awake.”
A beat.
“And your voice makes things softer.”
You didn’t answer.
You just looked back down at the page, cleared your throat, and began.
And while your words filled the silence, Niki didn’t say anything more.
He just… watched.
Listened.
Stayed.
Your feet padded themselves to the ballroom without you knowing few days after that.
The ballroom was empty, but it never felt lonely. Because ballet and music accompanied you in this vast room.
You stood in the center — barefoot, breath steady, arms poised.
The early morning sun spilled through the grand windows, golden and soft, catching on the polished floors like liquid light. The air was quiet, save for the gentle creak of old gramophone and the faint rustle of your skirt as you moved.
This place — for all its grandeur, its intimidating size — felt oddly yours when you danced.
You moved slowly at first, like the music was inside you and still waking. A turn. A lift of your arm. A precise bend of your ankle. The marble kissed your feet like it knew their rhythm.
And then — freedom.
Your body spun into motion, fluid and deliberate. Every step, every gesture, a word unspoken. You danced like you were trying to remember who you were before the world asked too much of you. Before names and price tags. Before being sold, before belonging.
Now — you only belonged to the music.
You danced.
Not for anyone.
Not to impress.
Just because you could.
Just because the quiet felt softer when your body moved to fill it.
Your silhouette spun beneath the high ceilings, your nightgown fluttering like the petals of a lily, weightless with every turn. Every step glided, every pirouette melted back into stillness, like water finding its shape again.
Somewhere behind you, unseen but always felt, Niki leaned silently against the doorway.
He didn’t interrupt. He never did when you danced. He just watched.
His lips didn’t part.
His hands didn’t move.
But in the quiet corners of his soul, something stirred every time you danced.
As if you were a language only he could read.
As if you were never meant to be anything but his.
No matter how many times you ate multiple meals in the dining room you never got used the ridiculously long dining table.
You counted the chairs once — twenty-six, twelve on each side and two on each end. All of them carved from dark walnut, shining under the crystal chandelier that glowed like a silent star above the table.
You were seated at one end. He sat at the other.
And yet, the room didn’t feel empty.
"You're not going to move closer?" you asked, delicately spearing a piece of fruit on your fork.
Niki looked up from his plate — eyes steady, expression unreadable.
“No,” he said calmly. “I like seeing you like this. Lit up. Like you're part of the art in this room.”
You didn’t answer, though your brows lifted slightly. His gaze lingered, not on your plate, but on your fingers — the way they moved, how your foot tapped lightly against the marble beneath.
You chewed slowly. “It’s strange eating alone when someone else is here.”
He smiled faintly. “You’re not alone. I’m here.”
“Across twenty feet of table,” you murmured.
He didn’t deny it. Not when you were right and even if you weren’t he wouldn’t deny it then too.
Instead, he stood. You watched him silently as he walked — unhurried — around the table, the soft clink of his shoes echoing in the high-ceilinged hall.
And then, without a word, he pulled out the chair beside you.
He sat, poured you more water like he’d been doing it for years, and placed your napkin across your lap again when it had slipped.
“Better?” he asked.
You looked at him, quiet, your voice softer now.
“Why do you always wait until I ask?”
His gaze was steady.
“Because I like when you ask,” he said. “It means you want me close.”
You didn’t respond. Just lowered your eyes back to the plate and took another bite.
But now, the table didn’t feel so large.
And neither did the space between you.
You both continued to eat while you talk about random stuff. Random stuff including you talking about the recent book, the trope, the characters, your opinion, your analysis most of the time and him nodding, replying and asking questions.
It was simple and you liked it like that.
Somehow, he didn’t make the empty mansion feel lonely, he made it homely even though it’s hard for you to accept it. Not because you hate him but because you never felt like this before. Never felt someone’s care, never felt someone’s love and never felt someone’s presence which was homely and comforting for once. And now that he’s giving all of it to you at once, you aren't sure if it's a dream or not.
Another thing which you never got used to no matter how many times you’ve wandered in these hallways and rooms are its vastness.
You were walking on your feet just like every day but this time you wandered too far.
The hallway you were in was quiet, long, and unfamiliar — no windows, only polished walls reflecting your silhouette and a dozen identical doors. The mansion was a maze made of marble and silence, and you’d made the mistake of thinking you’d remember your way back from the garden wing.
You turned a corner, paused.
And then — a voice behind you.
“Miss? Are you lost?”
You looked back. One of the newer staff, young, maybe a year or two older than you. He looked nervous, holding a tray of clean towels.
“A little,” you admitted. “The halls here feel endless.”
He gave a soft laugh and stepped forward, hesitant but kind.
“I can walk you back to your room— It’s easy to get turned around in the east wing.”
You nodded gratefully. Just as he was about to gesture toward the main corridor, he hesitated — then gently reached for your hand, fingers barely brushing your wrist to guide you.
“This way—”
And then he froze.
The air changed.
You turned your head just as a voice, low and sharp as cut glass, filled the space.
“Don’t touch her.”
Riki.
You hadn’t even heard his steps. But now he was there — at the end of the hallway, his figure calm, but his tone ice-cold. The staff member instantly pulled his hand back, eyes wide.
“S-sorry, sir— I just—”
“She knows how to walk on her own,” Ni-ki said, approaching slowly. “And she doesn’t like being touched by strangers.”
He was looking at you when he said it. Not the staff.
You watched the way his eyes flicked to your wrist — the one that had been touched — then back to your face. Not angry. Just… quietly displeased. Possessive, in a way that didn’t shout but made the whole hallway hold its breath.
“Go,” he said to the boy. The worker bowed quickly and disappeared down another hall.
Riki stepped close, his voice softer now.
“You should’ve waited for me.”
You tilted your head. “I didn’t realize I needed permission.”
His lips curved, ever so slightly.
“You don’t. But I like it when you wait anyway.”
Then he offered his hand — not demanding, not forceful — just there.
And this time, it was you who took it.
He didn’t speak much as he walked beside you.
Just the sound of your bare feet against the cool marble and his longer steps matching your pace. The mansion stretched behind you like a forgotten dream — and ahead of you, he guided, not pulling, just… gently leading.
When he finally stopped, it wasn’t your room. It was his.
Warm light filtered through sheer curtains, and the smell of something faintly familiar — cedar and rain — hung in the air. His room always felt lived-in, quiet, real.
You stood in the middle, not saying anything.
Then, slowly, Niki turned toward you.
His eyes dropped to your wrist.
The same one that had been touched earlier.
He didn’t ask. Didn’t comment.
But his fingers reached for it, careful and slow — like he was checking if the imprint of someone else still lingered there. His thumb brushed over the skin, once. Then again.
“Did it bother you?” he asked quietly, eyes not meeting yours.
You shrugged. “It didn’t mean anything.”
“I know,” he murmured. But he kept his hand there anyway. His touch was different — it never lingered where it wasn’t wanted, but when it did stay, it stayed with meaning.
You looked up at him, curious. “Then why do you look like it did?”
He didn’t answer.
Just kept his thumb moving across that same spot — soft, absent, like he was wiping away a fingerprint only he could see.
“Because it’s yours,” he finally said, voice low. “Your wrist. Your skin. But I’ve seen you dance enough to know every inch of it by heart. It doesn’t feel right when someone else touches it before me.”
Your heart ached, not in pain — but in the strange, quiet way someone’s protectiveness can settle deep inside you.
You didn’t stop him.
And he didn’t stop touching you.
He turned around, opening the door and moved aside so, you could enter first.
You enter without hesitation and let your eyes wander around his room.
You didn’t ask to stay.
But you didn’t have to.
You moved to sit on the edge of his bed — silk sheets pulled tight, a softness that held no weight. You touched the hem of your dress absently; your bare feet tucked beneath you. He said nothing. Just watched, still standing where he had been, as if waiting to see what you needed.
You looked up at him.
“Is it alright if I…?”
You trailed off. The words didn’t come easily — they never did when it came to him. Because no matter how gentle he was, Riki had a way of making everything feel fragile, sacred. Like one wrong move would crack the porcelain.
But he understood anyway.
“Stay?” he asked quietly, as if confirming something he already knew.
“Of course.”
He walked to the far side of the bed, slow and calm. Then without another word, he drew the curtains closed with a single tug. The night dimmed around you like a secret being kept from the world.
“You don’t have to be anywhere else,” he added, voice softer now. “Not tonight.”
You watched as he stepped away for a moment — returning with a folded blanket and placing it at the edge of the bed, like a silent offer. But then he sat beside you, careful not to crowd your space. His presence alone was warm.
Your wrist still tingled faintly where he had touched it.
“You always walk like you don’t want to leave footprints,” he murmured, not quite looking at you.
You blinked, smiling faintly. “I don’t like disturbing the world.”
He tilted his head. “Then I’ll make sure the world stays quiet when you move through it.”
There was no grand gesture. No reaching for you. Just stillness.
But you leaned back against the pillows anyway, letting the silence hold you.
And when he eventually laid down beside you, careful and slow, you didn’t flinch.
You stayed.
And so did he.
The next morning rolled by quickly, it was the same routine. You both had meals together, once in a while you’d bump into each other and then you’d talk but return to your own things quickly. And now, you were laying on your bed tossing and turning. It was late, you should be asleep by now but you aren't because whenever you close your eyes, yesterday’s incidents show up.
It was as if the insides of your eye lids were etched with the memory of you and him sleeping together in the same bed, same room and same atmosphere. You never slept so peacefully and carefree before yesterday. You felt comfortable and... protected.
But now that you are alone without Riki’s invisible shield of comfort, you feel weird and sleeps not coming to you at all. So, with a groan, you put your feet down and walk yourself to the bookshelf taking a book you found interesting.
You took that book and without a second thought, slid the door open and walked towards Niki’s room.
The silence of the mansion stretched endlessly, broken only by the distant sound of the wind brushing against the tall windows. Your bare feet padded softly along the cold marble floor, like a ghost searching for something familiar in a place too grand.
Eventually, your steps brought you to his bedroom.
Riki was already sitting on the bed, back against the headboard, long legs stretched out in front of him, his phone resting in his hand. The glow of the warm bedside lamp threw shadows across his face, making him look almost unreal—too still, too beautiful.
He looked up when you entered. His expression didn’t change, didn’t question. Just a quiet understanding in his eyes.
“Couldn’t sleep?” he asked, voice low and calm.
You nodded, your voice barely above a whisper.
“Can you... read to me?”
There was a pause, and then a small tilt of his head as he glanced at you and the book in your hands.
“Come here.”
You climbed onto the bed, not in the middle, but closer to his side—close enough that your shoulder lined up with his chest. You leaned gently back into him. He didn’t move away. In fact, he adjusted as he took the book, shifting the book slightly and pulling you into him more securely.
His right arm held the book, while his left, the one curled around you from behind, slid up and helped support the other edge of the book—like you were both reading together, but he held it for you.
His arm stayed firmly around your waist, your back against his chest, his chin at the side of your head. The book was stretched across in front of you both, resting against his arm and yours. His fingers gently flipped the pages as his voice began to fill the room, reading the story with a steady, soft rhythm.
You barely heard the words.
Because all you could focus on was this:
The warmth of him at your back.
The slow rise and fall of his chest against your spine.
The way his hand, the one around your waist, adjusted the book with care—not once letting go of you, not even to turn the page.
You were in his arms.
Not trapped. Not caged. Just… there. Held. Close. Safe.
Every time he spoke, the words hummed softly against your back. Every time he breathed, your body rose with him. You didn’t speak. You didn’t need to. In that moment, he wasn’t the man who bought you. He was just the man reading beside you—holding the book with you, like it was a shared secret.
And you let yourself sink into the comfort of it, slowly, silently, like a petal folding into the palm of his hand.
You weren’t even aware of when your eyes began to flutter shut.
His voice had that effect—low, steady, curling into your mind like warm smoke. The story blurred at the edges. Words became sounds. Sounds became nothing.
His chest rose and fell gently behind you, one arm still wrapped around your waist, the other steadily holding the book, though the words had started to slow, and then pause.
He felt it.
The shift in your body. The weight of your head relaxing back, your temple brushing against his collarbone. Your breathing evened out. Calm. Light. Deep.
He lowered the book slowly, carefully—not wanting to move too much.
His eyes shifted down to you. Your lashes rested softly on your cheeks, lips parted slightly. Your hand had curled lightly against his thigh, fingers resting there as if you had been reaching for something in your sleep and found him.
Riki didn’t move. Not for a long time.
He just watched you, the way you trusted him without saying a word. The way your body softened only in his arms. Like this enormous house, this lonely palace of glass and silence, only became real when you were inside it, barefoot and blinking at the world.
His thumb brushed the side of your arm, tracing slow circles through the fabric of your sleeve.
You sleep like you belong here, he thought.
And God help him—he wanted you to.
He reached over with his free hand, setting the book down gently on the bedside table. Then, with a slow breath, he shifted down, pulling the blankets over the two of you, careful not to wake you.
You didn’t stir.
So he stayed like that—your face tucked just beneath his chin, your breath warming the cotton of his shirt, your fingers lightly curled against his chest.
Niki pressed a kiss to the top of your head, light but firm.
“Sleep dove,” he whispered, the word only for you.
“You’re safe here.”
And for the first time in years, he slept too.
You woke to warmth.
Not the cold shine of chandeliers or the hush of marble floors. Not the distant echo of silence that usually greeted you. No — it was warmth that curled over you like sunlight and safety.
Your cheek was resting on something steady. Soft fabric. A heartbeat beneath it.
You blinked, slowly, and looked up.
He was already awake.
Niki’s gaze was already on you — sharp eyes calm, unreadable, but somehow... soft. His arm was still around you, firm but gentle, the weight of it like a promise you didn’t ask for.
“You slept through sunrise,” he murmured, voice low with sleep.
“That’s rare.”
You didn’t answer right away. Your voice hadn’t found you yet, and the weight of the moment held your tongue in place.
You shifted slightly — his hand tightened around your waist without thinking, pulling you back before you could move far.
“Stay,” he said, simply. Like a rule.
Your lips parted, brows raising just a little.
“I wasn’t leaving,” you whispered.
A silence passed. His eyes flicked down to your lips, then back up to your eyes.
“Good.”
His hand moved to your hair, brushing it back gently from your face, fingers warm against your cheek. He didn’t smile — Riki rarely did. But there was something else. Something deeper in the way he looked at you.
Like he could command the entire world to stop spinning — if you ever asked him to.
Like he already had.
And still, he didn’t ask you why you came to him last night. He didn’t ask what kept you awake. He never asked for more than you gave.
He simply reached behind you, pulled the blanket up again — and drew you back to his chest.
“Five more minutes dove,” he murmured into your hair.
“Then I’ll have breakfast brought up.”
You didn’t protest.
You didn’t want to.
You stayed.
You must’ve dozed off again, because the next time your eyes fluttered open, the sun had climbed higher — spilling golden light across the silk sheets, warm and almost surreal.
The space beside you was empty.
But you weren’t alone.
The faint sound of footsteps reached your ears first — steady, deliberate — followed by the soft click of the door opening.
“You’re awake,” Riki’s voice came, smooth and quiet.
You turned toward him — he was dressed now, though not fully formal. Still loose dark sleeves, still barefoot. Still impossibly composed, as though nothing ever touched him.
Except you.
He stepped aside, and in came the staff, heads bowed, silent. A tray was set down on the marble side table, covered in a fine white cloth.
“Leave it. I’ll handle it,” he ordered.
They left. Quickly. Quietly. Like shadows.
You sat up slowly, the blanket still drawn around you, hair falling gently over one shoulder. Niki’s eyes followed you with a look only he wore — the kind that studied and claimed at the same time.
“You didn’t have dinner last night,” he murmured, pulling the tray closer.
“Eat.”
He lifted the cover — steam curling into the morning air. Warm fruit pastries. Soft eggs. Toast. Fresh juice. Not too much. Just enough.
You blinked. “You didn’t have to bring it here.”
He didn’t respond at first. Just placed the napkin gently in your lap, then slid the tray over your legs.
Then his eyes met yours.
“I wanted to,” he said.
“Especially when it comes to you.”
You looked away.
But not for long.
His fingers reached out and tucked a strand of hair behind your ear — slow, deliberate.
“Eat,” he said again.
“You can go back to not talking to me after.”
You let out the barest breath of a laugh. Not mocking. Just… small. Real.
And you took a bite.
His eyes stayed on you the entire time.
It was just another day, you were walking around the mansion, padding through different hallways and just enjoying the peace. The floor- like always is clean. No clutter. No forgotten dust. No stray things that could catch your toe or disturb your peace. Especially after you came here. Every surface, every hallway, every corner—immaculate.
But today, someone had made a mistake.
You were walking down the hallway again, your steps light and silent as usual, your thoughts elsewhere. Until—
Crack.
A sharp sting sliced through the underside of your foot.
You inhaled sharply, stumbling back with a soft gasp, your heel immediately lifting off the ground. You looked down. Red. It was already trickling across the white marble like a delicate thread of silk.
Your breath hitched—not in panic, not in pain. But in mild disbelief.
Your fingers gripped the wall for balance, the pain sharp and clean. You look at the cut brining your leg up and then the glass that shimmered in the light, a sliver of it still embedded which was on the floor.
That’s when you heard him.
“What happened?” came the voice—calm, deep, but already laced with something tight.
You didn’t have to look up. You knew that tone. He was always behind you. Always watching.
He was beside you in seconds.
His eyes dropped to your foot, and something changed in his expression. Softness cracked beneath steel. His jaw tensed as he crouched infront of you, fingers already reaching for your foot, surprisingly gentle.
He looked at the cut as if he’s processing something unacceptable.
You watched him as he cradled your foot in his hands, inspecting the wound with careful attention. He didn’t speak again—just moved. He pulled a handkerchief from his pocket and pressed it gently to stop the bleeding.
You whispered, barely audible. “I didn’t see—”
“You shouldn’t have had to,” he cut her off quietly, but not coldly.
Then he stood.
“Ji-woon!” His voice rang sharply down the hall. A name barked, cold and final. One of the workers came rushing in, face already pale. “I told you,” Riki said, voice low and dangerous, “this house stays perfect. No dust. No clutter. No risk. She walks barefoot.”
“S-sir, I—I thought—”
“You thought,” he interrupted. “She’s bleeding.”
He didn’t raise his voice. He didn’t have to. The worker was already shaking.
“Get out,” he said simply. “You're done, I'll deal with you later.”
Once the man disappeared, Niki was kneeling infront of you again, dabbing the blood off with his kerchief. He didn’t speak as he cleaned the wound carefully. His fingers were gentle. Reverent. As if hurting your foot was equivalent to failing as a man.
He was already moving again, lifting you up before you could protest. His arms were warm, strong, and you let your head rest lightly against his shoulder, feeling comfort in his presence.
“You walk on your feet too much.” He states as he walks with you in his arms.
You wrap your hands around his neck and hum, “I like to feel the world beneath me.”
“You shouldn’t have to bleed to feel the world,” he whispered.
And you didn’t know if he meant it as comfort or warning.
Later that night after he made a doctor treat your cut, he left while you stayed on your bed. Dinner was bought to you. There were constant maids checking up on you if you wanted anything. And more books bought into your room by one of the staff.
You were sitting on the bed with your back against the headboard and your thoughts floating in your brain.
You heard the door before you saw him. A soft click, so soft it could’ve been the wind. You didn’t lift your head — you knew who it was by the silence he always carried.
“You’re still awake,” Ni-ki said quietly, his voice brushing the room like velvet.
You kept your eyes on the book.
“I didn’t feel like sleeping.”
He moved closer, not bothering to ask permission, and sat at the edge of the bed. You glanced up briefly — his shirt sleeves were rolled up, veins visible on his forearms. His gaze wasn’t on your book. It was on your foot — the one wrapped neatly in a soft bandage.
“Still hurts?” he asked.
You shook your head once. “Not really.”
He didn’t answer, but his fingers ghosted over your ankle anyway — just barely. Checking, like he didn’t quite trust your words.
“Don’t worry” he said. “he’s fired.”
You blinked. “You fired him?”
“Of course I did.”
A pause. Then softer — “I don’t like seeing you hurt.”
You stared at him then. Not because of what he said, but the way he said it. Like it offended him. Like your blood on the floor was a crime against something sacred.
“You should sleep,” he murmured after a beat.
“You should, too,” you replied.
He smiled faintly — almost like it surprised him. His hand left your foot, brushing the edge of the blanket instead.
“I will. Once I know you’re resting. Sleep early, dove”
You didn’t respond.
You just watched as he stood, walking back toward the door — slow, deliberate, never turning his back on you completely.
And as the door closed again with that same quiet click. You laid yourself completely on the bed and pulled the covers up- the silk rubbing against your legs as you reach your dreamland with full of thoughts- thoughts of him.
You were curled up on the oversized velvet couch, legs stretched out, your back resting comfortably against the armrest. A quiet film flickered on the screen in front of you. The room was dim and warm, the kind of stillness that made time feel slower.
Then, you heard the faint sound of footsteps — the kind that were so familiar by now you didn’t even have to turn to know it was him.
Niki.
He didn't say anything at first. Just walked in quietly, gaze drifting to you with that unreadable calm he always wore. You stayed as you were, unmoving, used to the way he never asked before doing things.
He reached the couch, and you felt his hands gently take hold of your ankles. You blinked, watching as he carefully lifted your legs — like you were something breakable — and sat down in the space where they had been. Then, without a word, he laid your legs back across his lap.
Your heel rested against his thigh, your toes brushing the edge of his coat. You watched him from the corner of your eye, something inside you oddly still. His hand found your foot, thumb stroking a slow, lazy circle against your heel.
It wasn’t ticklish. It wasn’t meant to be. It was grounding.
Comforting.
“You’re cold,” he said softly, mostly to himself. His other hand settled on your ankle, thumb brushing along your skin again. “You should’ve said something.”
You didn’t respond right away. Didn’t need to.
“I didn’t notice,” you murmured, half-focused on the way his thumb moved. " ‘s warm now."
His jaw ticked slightly, like he wanted to say something else, but didn’t. He just kept rubbing soft, unhurried circles against your foot — the kind of gesture someone wouldn’t do unless they really cared.
You watched him in stillness — the way his fingers traced every curve, every line of your sole like it was scripture only he could read. His brows were slightly drawn; lips parted like he was whispering secrets to your skin without words.
Then his head dipped lower.
You felt his breath first — warm, feather-light against the delicate arch of your foot.
And then, he kissed you there.
Not rushed, not fleeting. A slow, deliberate press of his lips against the softest part of you. Like it was sacred. Like you were sacred.
His thumb brushed your ankle as he pulled back just an inch, but he didn’t look up. He stared at the place he kissed, then lowered his head again — this time to the side of your heel, then your toes, reverent, unhurried.
“You don’t even know,” he murmured, his voice quiet, a little rough. “How much I’d ruin the world just so you never have to walk on it.”
Your breath caught.
He finally looked up, eyes dark but soft, mouth still near your skin.
“I’d carry you everywhere, if you let me.”
You look away not knowing what to say, but your attention was on him.
And his on you.
You pressed your feet not hard- but light and firm against the palm of his hand.
Neither of you needed to speak. Not in moments like this.
Here, in this cocoon of quiet, he didn’t need to say what you already knew — that you were his, that he would always make space for you. Even if it meant rearranging the entire world just so you could lie comfortably on a couch.
With that you both continued watching the film in the comforting atmosphere which made both of yours hearts warm.
The door to his bedroom was open, just like always.
You stepped in quietly, the silk of your nightwear whispering against your skin as you padded barefoot across the polished floor. Niki was sitting against the headboard, laptop on his thighs, the pale light from the screen casting a soft glow across his sharp features.
You climbed onto the bed without a word, your movements slow and silent, as if not to disturb him — but Niki didn’t need you to be careful. He always knew when you were near.
You settled beside him, laying on your stomach, your face resting just beside his hip. The cool silk sheets felt soft against your skin, your legs curling slightly to the side. He was warm there beside you — not just in presence, but in something else, something steadying. Familiar.
Niki didn’t glance down right away, but you could feel the shift in his breath, the subtle stilling of his fingers on the keyboard. Then his hand, the one not working, moved gently — his knuckles brushing along your cheekbone, slow and absentminded an. His thumb swept just beneath your eye before sliding into your hair, fingers threading through it gently.
“You always end up right here,” he murmured, almost to himself.
You nuzzled closer without answering, your eyes fluttering shut, cheek resting against the softness of his hoodie where it draped across his hip, your chin on his thigh.
“Makes it hard to concentrate,” he added, but you could hear the smile under his breath. He didn’t ask you to move.
Instead, his hand settled at the back of your head, protective, his thumb occasionally stroking your temple while he kept working — one hand typing, the other gently cradling you like you were something fragile, sacred.
You watched him for a while, the soft glow of his laptop illuminating his focused expression, his fingers moving swiftly over the keys. The quiet buzz of the room, the soft rhythm of his typing — it all seemed to fall into the background as you settled more comfortably beside him, your face still near his hip.
Curiosity tugged at you. “What are you doing?” you asked softly, breaking the quiet, your voice barely above a murmur.
Niki didn’t look at you right away. His gaze was still focused on the screen, but you could see the faint twitch of his lips. “Work,” he answered, his voice casual, but with a hint of amusement.
You raised an eyebrow, unconvinced. “Work?” you repeated, shifting a little to look at him more directly. “I didn’t know you were working tonight.”
He finally glanced at you, the corner of his mouth pulling into a small, knowing smile. “There’s always something to handle,” he said, his voice low. But the smile didn’t last long — instead, it softened as he looked down at you again, the light from the screen catching the warmth in his gaze.
You tilted your head slightly, curiosity still lingering in your eyes. “You are working so late,” you murmured, a small frown tugging at your lips.
He hummed softly, shifting his position just slightly so he could lean closer. “I don’t mind,” he said quietly, the words filled with that same quiet intensity he always carried, “But I don’t want you to feel like you’re bothering me.”
A comfortable silence hung between you, but you didn’t break your gaze. Niki’s hand, still resting on the laptop, slowly moved away as if in response to the unspoken tension in the air.
“Do you need anything?” he asked after a pause, a softness creeping into his voice.
It was then that you let your curiosity spill into something more intimate. “Just you,” you whispered, shifting closer to him, ready to pull him from the world of his work.
And just like that, the click of the keyboard stopped, the weight of his attention shifted, and you felt his focus solely on you. His hand, the one that had been cradling your head, paused for a moment before gliding down your back in a long, quiet stroke. Then came the soft click of his laptop closing.
“You're done?” you murmured, barely above a whisper, eyes still closed.
“Yeah,” he said, voice low, almost lazy. “I’ve got better things to hold.”
You felt the laptop move off the bed, replaced by the warmth of his full attention. Niki shifted, slowly turning his body toward you. His hand found your waist and pulled you gently into him, tucking you into his side. Your face now rested against his abdomen, and one of his arms curled around your shoulders like a shield, holding you close, like you were his grounding point — not the work, not the empire, just you.
He pressed a kiss to the top of your head, staying there for a moment longer than usual.
“This is better,” he whispered into your hair.
You smiled, eyes fluttering closed again.
And he just stayed like that, holding you, work forgotten on the nightstand.
The grand ballroom stretched out before you, its lavish details and golden accents reflecting the light from the crystal chandeliers above. The air was quiet, only the soft echo of your footsteps as you stood in the center, surrounded by the opulence of the room. Niki’s presence was steady beside you, his figure just as commanding as the room itself.
You turned to face him, your heart pounding in your chest. The moment felt surreal, like a scene out of a dream, but you weren’t dreaming. His gaze was on you, steady and intense, and without thinking, you spoke.
“Niki,” you said, your voice barely a whisper but full of meaning. “Dance with me.”
He didn’t respond immediately, his eyes searching your face. There was a brief pause, but then his lips curved into a small, knowing smile. He stepped closer, his hand reaching for yours, his fingers curling around it with a soft but firm grip.
Without a word, he led you toward the center of the ballroom, his body moving effortlessly, guiding you as you followed his lead. Your feet glided across the floor, as though you’d been dancing together for years, the music between the two of you unspoken, but felt in every movement.
The rhythm of your bodies was fluid, as if you were both lost in the moment, and yet there was something more — an electricity that ran between you. His hand rested gently on the small of your back, pulling you closer. Your heart beat faster, not from nerves, but from the undeniable pull you felt toward him.
As the dance continued, his gaze never left you, his movements slow and deliberate. Your body pressed against his, and with each step, it felt like the world around you disappeared.
You tilted your head up toward him, the rhythm of the dance no longer enough to hold the tension between you. The space between your faces grew smaller until his lips were almost brushing yours.
“Riki…” you whispered again, your breath catching.
He didn’t need another prompt. With a small movement, he leaned down, his lips brushing yours in a soft, lingering kiss. Time seemed to stop as he deepened the kiss, his hand tightening around you, pulling you even closer. His lips were warm, familiar, and you melted into him, your arms winding around his neck, the world outside the ballroom fading into the background.
The kiss was everything — soft but filled with an intensity that left you breathless. The ballroom, the music, everything around you became a distant memory as you both lost yourselves in the moment, surrounded only by the feeling of each other’s presence.
When you finally pulled away, your faces still close, he looked down at you with a quiet intensity. “You’re mine,” he whispered, the words settling into your skin like a secret.
And as you rested your head against his chest, the world could have stopped, and you wouldn’t have cared. In that moment, it was just the two of you — dancing, kissing, and belonging to each other.
That night the moonlight spilled through the curtains, casting a soft glow across the room. The night was still, save for the sound of your breath mingling with his, a rhythm you both seemed to fall into effortlessly.
His hands roamed over your skin, gentle yet possessive, as if he were trying to imprint his touch into every inch of you. The tension between you had been building for what felt like forever, and tonight, the air was thick with desire.
His lips trailed down your neck, sending shivers through your body, and you couldn’t help but let out a soft sigh. Your hands tangled in his hair, pulling him closer, your lips finding his once more. It was a kiss of urgency, like you both needed something more, something deeper.
In the heat of the moment, you pulled back just slightly, breathless, your fingers still tangled in his hair. The question escaped your lips before you could even stop it.
“Do you love me?” you asked, your voice barely above a whisper, the vulnerability of the words making your heart skip a beat.
For a moment, Niki didn’t respond. His gaze locked with yours, and there was a brief flicker of something in his eyes — something unreadable, but intense. You could feel the weight of the silence between you, the gravity of the question hanging in the air.
His lips curled into a smirk, a dangerous, knowing smirk that only made your heart race faster. Slowly, deliberately, he moved his face closer to yours, his breath warm against your ear.
“Do you think I would be here, right now, with you... if I didn’t?” he murmured, his voice low, almost dangerous.
The words sent a thrill through you, but you needed to hear it. You needed him to say it.
He pulled away just enough to look into your eyes, and in that moment, the world around you seemed to disappear. There was no pretense, no games. Just him, just you.
“I love you,” he whispered, his voice raw and sincere, his hands gripping you tighter as though saying the words made it real. “I’ve loved you since the moment I laid eyes on you, my dove.”
The words hit you like a rush of warmth, and you felt your heart swell in your chest. Before you could respond, he kissed you again, harder this time, as if he were sealing his confession with the heat of his touch. And in that kiss, you could feel everything — the love, the intensity, the raw, undeniable connection between you two.
A year passed like a dream draped in silk and quiet mornings. Days blurred into evenings filled with shared meals across candlelit tables, where words weren’t always needed and glances spoke more than conversation ever could.
You learned the shape of his presence — the way he liked his tea, the way his gaze always found you first in any room. Nights melted into warmth, into the comfort of shared blankets and whispered goodnights, into his arms around you and your breath against his chest.
The mansion no longer felt foreign. It breathed with you. It held your laughter in its walls, your footprints on its floors.
There were kisses pressed to your temple without warning, fingers laced absentmindedly under sun-drenched gardens, soft embraces that lingered longer than necessary. Somewhere between the silences and stolen glances, love settled — slow, certain, and deeply rooted.
Now, the night had quieted, the air in the room warm and still, lit only by the faint glow from the wall lamp near the bed.
You lay tangled in his arms, the sheets slipping low around your waists. His lips brushed lazily against yours, the kisses slow, unhurried — the kind you melt into without realizing. One hand rested on your waist, thumb tracing slow circles on your skin like he was memorizing you all over again.
You breathed against his mouth, murmuring something incoherent, and he chuckled quietly. “What?” you asked, voice a sleepy whisper.
He pulled back just enough to look at you. His gaze wasn’t teasing. Not soft. Not playful.
It was quiet. Steady. Unnervingly serious.
“Do you want to marry me?” he asked.
Your breath caught.
You blinked up at him, mind foggy from the warmth of his body and the softness of the moment. But his expression didn’t shift. He wasn’t joking.
His fingers grazed your jaw, gently tilting your face toward him.
“I want you here forever,” he said, voice low. “No more pretending this isn’t everything. No more wondering if you belong to me. You do.”
A pause.
“So let’s make it permanent.”
The silence in the room was louder than any answer.
But you didn’t pull away. You smile and nod.
And that — was all he needed.
His hand slid to the back of your head, pulling you into another kiss.
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