Strange Behaviour

Not sure what I'm doing here.

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En-lighten up 💡 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cg2F1uNjRo2/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Emo birthday vibes 🖤🎶 Thank you for the wishes! I’ve been very in the feels and had to play this on stream last night. Forever ingrained in a Berserk amv that doesn’t exist, cause Stranger things 😩 I don’t wanna swim the ocean, I don’t wanna fight the tide. I don’t wanna swim forever, when it’s cold I’d like to die. Full video will be up on my new YT 📺🙏🏼🥹 #whenitscoldidliketodie #moby #cover #berserk #berserkamv #1995 #everythingiswrong #alternativemusic #musician #singersongwriter https://www.instagram.com/p/Cfm0Ut6jM9M/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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I don’t wanna swim the ocean, I don’t wanna fight the tide. I don’t wanna swim forever. When it’s cold I’d like to die. EMO birthday mood inside, last nights stream was intense, appreciate you being there with me. 41 lfg! Thank you for the Birthday wishes. 🖤 Full song will be on my YouTube ✨📺 #whenitscoldidliketodie #moby #berserk #berserkamv #1995 #alternativemusic #everythingiswrong #singersongwriter https://www.instagram.com/p/CfmUlpTDzdG/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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I’m not bad, I’m just drawn that way… New YouTube vid coming soon 👀 #midnightflip #rabbit #11 https://www.instagram.com/p/CfZfW0jLC5j/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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📺 I started a new YouTube channel 👀 Link in bio https://www.instagram.com/p/CfMMMujDuhA/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Oh hi 👋🏼 Just stopping by to let you know I’ll be streaming this Sunday on Twitch! 🤓📺 Looking forward to Midnight Mass, confession sessions, pick a card, vahb and chaos. See you there! 9pm - Link in bio. Love u ✨ https://www.instagram.com/p/CeoFOhODqu9/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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After 10 years I’ve finally accepted it. #worldbipolarday #mentalhealth #bipolar1 #lithium https://www.instagram.com/p/CbvM4GnjrK-/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Choose your own adventure 🌐 🟢 Pre-save link in bio Finally my collab with @imnotnanoo will be out on Friday! Wrote this in September 2021 and it’s pretty wild cause I had matrix and metaverse vibes in the lyrics, which were actually inspired by my first experiences in VR. Then Facebook did it’s Meta thing and here we are 🔚 This tune has so many aural treats and I can’t wait for you to hear it! Out on @reinelex 🔜 Let’s gooooo! (at Metaverse) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cbp4eO9MWVj/?utm_medium=tumblr

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An inconvenient truth (long read) The other day I reached out on my socials asking if anyone is in the business of artist management. More to the point, if anyone would be interested in managing me as an artist. Well here is the inconvenient truth. No one wants to manage a bipolar diagnosed and sectioned or institutionalised musician unless that very condition happens to sell records and their brand. Very few people on this planet can stomach the wrath and maniacal behaviour that most often comes with an unmedicated bipolar 1 person. (I am and have been medicated for 10 years) Really, only your closest family and friends would endure that and still love you. Sometimes and most times a long the way, even those closest to you distance themselves or completely eject from your life. Sometimes, I’ll do the ghosting to save them the trouble or burden of my unpredictable existence. I found a Heat Magazine article where they interview someone from “Jozi Fest” one of the last shows I played before being hospitalized where the event organiser said: “Miss Baxter had no right to behave in such a “Disgusting” manner.” This led to the organisers not paying my band for our performance. So two things I wanted to highlight here. 1. I had no control over my behaviour, I was in the thick of a full blown undiagnosed manic psychosis. This was not just a “meltdown” this was a full manic episode which most people including me could not recognise at the time. But no one cares about being “on the mend” stories or forgiveness, and consideration. Only sensationalised bullshit journalism. 2. The very action they took to “punish” me for my unsolicited shitstorm by not paying me and my band, is the very thing that triggered my condition. Stress, trauma, survival. At that time, when signed to EMI, who too dropped me supposedly because of a “lack of sales” despite having numerous No. 1 charting singles, winning 2 South African Music Awards and People magazine’s choice Award, had in fact dropped me and co-writer because I was too much to deal with. Ie. Undiagnosed Bipolar 1 and BPD at the time. [Story cont in comments] and full version on FB https://www.instagram.com/p/CXta6vRMzqQ/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Flexual healing 🖤🌕💪🏼 Exactly what Full Moon Flex was for so many of us! I sat down with @dave.columbo.jenkins and unpacked some of the deep lore behind the project and what got me to this place in life. Over two decades on this music journey is a lot to compress into one sitting, but Dave really got to the heart and soul of our story and shines a light on every artist involved. I really enjoyed this candid chat! ❤️ If you got 15 mins to spare got give it a read and of course, listen to our Full Moon Flex story on all platforms everywhere on @polyotorecords Big up @ukf and of course Dave for the words! 📖Link in bio 📖 https://www.instagram.com/p/CW3bOZpsOqB/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Pre-lithium bangs https://www.instagram.com/p/CVQcgtvMCa4/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Vote #drumandbass 👊🏼 (at Drum and Bass land) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVGNMwOMryO/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Just out here Dreamweaving ✨🔮 This beautifuly lush nu-disco breaks tune came out today with @djangoza_music ✨🌕💪🏼 Stream//support link in bio Lyrics: I need a disconnect I’m walking away I have no regrets And nothing left to say Open my mouth to breath There’s an ocean inside me Time to manifest, my reality I’m stuck in a dream Somewhere in between Swallowed underneath Reach out pull me up I’m stuck in rewind Sun up at midnight I live to survive I fight to make love https://www.instagram.com/p/CVEO6krjrvJ/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Listen/purchase: Home by OMSTRB, Tasha Baxter

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Full Moon Flex ♁▵▿ↂ ρ﹌🧬【Summons】 The first forthcoming album containing 17 unique photosonic imprints ⤁ _____________________________________________ Artwork // @b_d_w_s_ Visualizer // @stillremain.artwork Concept //@tashabaxtersa https://www.instagram.com/p/CUYOjzpq5Hp/?utm_medium=tumblr

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I casually rocked up to Slyfest as Femto. Just to be extra edge. Such cool pics from the night! Big love gamers ❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CTKr2Rgj86f/?utm_medium=tumblr

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So glad I can hear with my eyes closed. . . . #polyoto #fullmoonflex #vinyl #mastering #forthcoming #fmf #album #quarantine #twitch #collabs #discord (at Polyoto) https://www.instagram.com/p/CS-bwr1jh33/?utm_medium=tumblr