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c&d, 22yr age gap

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it's autumn, d comes back next month, cold weather makes me miss the warm embrace from an older man

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hate to say it but im depressed again lol

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wow things really do be complicated lately, and it's not even about d

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so far this summer everything's just become complicated. or well, only one thing is, but it's driving me crazy.

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y'all... i think im actually in love for the first time in a long time wtf

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feeling a little depressed though ngl

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d isn't coming back until november, idk if i said that or not, and i haven't seen him since march, so i'm kinda losing feelings, i barely think about him, i keep forgetting about him

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the genshin grind is overwhelming

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good news, i got an A in English.

bad news, i'm failing 3 other courses

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no, because wukong is actually fun to play

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i just wanna be the rakan to someone's xayah

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anyways im trying greens on friday, might be fun

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and i also need to stop staying awake every night to play league of legends, genshin impact and world of warcraft.

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no but fr where are all the men in my dms when i need them lol

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i really need to stop downing pure shitty cheap wine and cigarettes just because of one (1) man

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it's so funny how i'm overly attached to this middle aged man

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lol nothing i hate more than when i beg to not get my period within the next two days because i have an assignment and a test due thursday but my period says no :)