Lost Star

I am not beautiful; I'm a fucking masterpiece.

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You don’t need a perfect relationship. All you need is someone who loves your weirdness, wants to spend time with you and respects you.

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im too young to be this fucked up

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[kushandwizdom]

It’s been a year of intense growth.

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Found my missing piece

The first few months of 2015 were the months where I can say I was reckless and miserable. I was in need of loving and caring from people. Yes I know I have my family and friends and I was just okay with that. But then I know I wasn’t happy because I was longing for someone who’d make me see things differently. There was one guy who would always make an effort to talk and listen to me but then he wasn’t my type. He was annoying me. I constantly ignored his texts and phone calls because I wanted someone who didn’t want me back.

I was used and I denied the fact that I was being used. I did all kinds of things to forget what I was feeling. I was trying to fill what was empty, but nothing could ever fill it. I almost gave up my friends, my values and self-respect. I almost destroyed a relationship. I almost destroyed someone. I was a horrible person. Then one day I just stopped being so stupid and moved on with life. I was still sad but at least I wasn’t hurting anyone but myself. I tried to be strong.

Weeks later I saw him again and we finally spoke to each other. He was different. He was not my type at all. He was cute and nice. But not what I usually like. Then one day he admitted that he likes me all this time. Since the start of the year until that day. But then he was not my type. My friend told me that I should give him a chance to prove himself. I had this fear again, the fear of giving chances. Still, I gave it a shot.

We were still awkward and I didn’t feel anything for him at all. I was just forcing myself to feel something for him but then again, forcing things would only hurt. So I decided to give myself some time and space away from him and every guy who dares to do some shitty cute stuff for me. I got my time and space. But after a while, I realized I missed him. The constant chats, phone calls and texts. 

So let’s skip those parts now..

We are now sort-of-together for almost 5 months now and it’s the longest one I’ve had since I got here. We’re happy. We’re not perfect but I’m happy with him. I finally see what has always been there for me all along. The guy who never gave up on me, who was always there to listen and to make me feel that I wasn’t alone. I’m happy that I wasn’t too late to give him a chance. If I didn’t, it would be the biggest mistake I would ever commit. 

To all the fuckboys I’ve loved, thank you. Thank you for making me see the guy who was always there. I now realized that I deserve a guy like him. He knows every single thing about me, about my past--everything. And he still loves me and accepts me for me. He makes me feel better about myself. He gave me a new perspective. All the pain was worth it. I am blessed to have him in this life. I hope we last. I hope he’s the last. 

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[theanimalmemes]

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follow for sexual texts

[nerjetii]

I will wait for her…and you’re gonna help me. You’re stuck with me too.

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[damonexuality]

my  e n d l e s s  favorite Damon Salvatore quotes (19/∞)

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We all caught feelings for someone we wished we hadn’t.

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[thelovewhisperer]

You learn a lot when you go to college. You learn that pulling an all-nighter means staying up all night to study for a test you will then sleep through. You learn to appreciate the taste of beer- the cheapest of all alcoholic beverages. You learn that you can roll out of bed 10 minutes before class and go to class looking like shit-and no one will notice or care. You learn you really can do things for yourself without your parents looking over your shoulder—but you also learn you never realized how nice it was to have them there, just in case. More than anything, however, you learn how much your friends really mean to you. College friends come to mean a lot to you, but they can never compare to your friends from home. Your friends from home teach you the meaning of friendship during your college years. Because you are apart from them you tend to express your feelings more —- you learn how much these people truly affect your life.

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If you consider a woman less pure after you’ve touched her maybe you should take a look at your hands.

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