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🙈 I literally cannot even with him. Being a Mom is the easiest thing I've ever done... and then 20 seconds later it's the hardest. I've never done anything more rewarding in my life. I've learned a lot too! Like... Sleep is sleep. Whether it's 1 hour or 5. I'll take any of it that comes my way. You're on the tiny dictator's schedule and in their world the concept of time doesn't exist. Breastfeeding is hard but so worth it. I can shower (and poop) in record time. There are a many number of things I can do with just one hand. I don't mind that all my meals are cold by the time I get to eat I'm just happy to be eating at all. Baby nail filing has to take place during a heavy milk coma. If you let the little guy drink from a bottle too fast he will projectile vomit. I'm now a light sleeper. He'll be three weeks old in 7 hours and 29 minutes. These have been the fastest three weeks of my life (long days/nights included). #shesmomnow (at Oslo, Norway)

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That chin though. 💘 (at Oslo, Norway)

Wo-oh yay yay Love you more than I can say I'll love you twice as much tomorrow Wo-oh, love you more than I can say (at Oslo, Norway)

Oh, just my little angel baby. 👼🏼 (at Oslo, Norway)

Science may say otherwise but I've discovered that your heart can, indeed, exist outside your body. (at Ullevål Sykehus)

Merlin Lopez Duvall made his grand entrance to this realm on Father's Day. June 19th, 2016 2:30 am CET 4345 g / 9.57 lb 52 cm / 20.47 in As I sit and try to sift through the tsunami of emotions brought upon by these past few days' experience I find myself immensely overwhelmed. To my left rests a tiny human. Him, my son. The 4345 gram reason my eyelids weigh heavy and my heart floats in the clouds. Words seem to fall short when attempting to eloquently describe the weight of his existence. After spending 28 years on this planet and taking every chance to participate wholly in the human experience I've found nothing holds a candle to this. Carrying and giving birth to my first born child is without a doubt the single greatest experience I have ever known. Finally having the opportunity to look into his big beautiful eyes is even better. Each new experience with him tops the last and I'm certain that won't end any time soon. After 10 months and 8 days of nurturing his body within my womb I am reluctant to share him with the rest of the world. Not for any other reason than the fact that I am far too selfish to willingly allow anyone other than myself to inhale even a single whiff of his intoxicatingly perfect baby scent. Or to believe that just anyone can lay eyes on my precious boy. I feel I've earned the right to claim every ounce of him for myself. He's perfect and he's mine. Forever and ever. Alas, I can't deprive the world of him forever! Hard as I may try. I couldn't have done any of it without the unwavering support of the best partner and Father this universe will ever know. My heart is so unbelievably full. I love you Jimmy Duvall. We did it. ✨ (at Ullevål Sykehus)

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My mug, Amsterdam, Anaheim, Los Angeles, Collodi, Vegas (not pictured), San Francisco, Koh Kood, England, and my Adventure Mate. #2015bestnine🌟 (at Earth, Milky Way Galaxy, This Universe)

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Exploring the waterfalls of western New York with friends.

Watkins Glen and Taughannock Falls, NY. December 2015.

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Dude. Stop.

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Video: Robots Falling Down at the 2015 DARPA Robotics Challenge

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23 Emotions people feel, but can’t explain

Sonder: The realization that each passerby has a life as vivid and complex as your own.

Opia: The ambiguous intensity of Looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable.

Monachopsis: The subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place.

Énouement: The bittersweetness of having arrived in the future, seeing how things turn out, but not being able to tell your past self.

Vellichor: The strange wistfulness of used bookshops.

Rubatosis: The unsettling awareness of your own heartbeat.

Kenopsia: The eerie, forlorn atmosphere of a place that is usually bustling with people but is now abandoned and quiet.

Mauerbauertraurigkeit: The inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like.

Jouska: A hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head.

Chrysalism: The amniotic tranquility of being indoors during a thunderstorm.

Vemödalen: The frustration of photographic something amazing when thousands of identical photos already exist.

Anecdoche: A conversation in which everyone is talking, but nobody is listening

Ellipsism: A sadness that you’ll never be able to know how history will turn out.

Kuebiko: A state of exhaustion inspired by acts of senseless violence.

Lachesism: The desire to be struck by disaster – to survive a plane crash, or to lose everything in a fire.

Exulansis: The tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it.

Adronitis: Frustration with how long it takes to get to know someone.

Rückkehrunruhe: The feeling of returning home after an immersive trip only to find it fading rapidly from your awareness.

Nodus Tollens: The realization that the plot of your life doesn’t make sense to you anymore.

Onism: The frustration of being stuck in just one body, that inhabits only one place at a time.

Liberosis: The desire to care less about things.

Altschmerz: Weariness with the same old issues that you’ve always had – the same boring flaws and anxieties that you’ve been gnawing on for years.

Occhiolism: The awareness of the smallness of your perspective.

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This.

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I took a solo adventure tonight and treated myself to this view just after sunset. The city seemed so tranquil from up here.

San Francisco, CA. August 2015. (Instagram)

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❤️

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‘Voyage d’ Hermes‘ by Jean ‘Moebius’ Giraud.

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I love you more than my own skin and even though you don’t love me the same way, you love me anyways, don’t you? And if you don’t, I’ll always have the hope that you do, and i’m satisfied with that. Love me a little. I adore you.

Frida Kahlo (via takeustoyourleader)