ghost of you.

𝘩𝑒'𝑠 𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑖𝑛 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝒃𝒆𝒈𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑔𝑜𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝘩𝑖𝑚 𝒅𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒏

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           [  𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝖺 𝗅𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗌𝖾 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝗂𝖽𝖽𝗅𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖽𝖾𝖾𝗉 𝖾𝗇𝖽. 𝗂'𝗆 𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗅𝗂𝗇𝖾, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗇𝗈𝖻𝗈𝖽𝗒 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗌 𝗆𝖾 𝗌𝖼𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗆. 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗂'𝗅𝗅 𝗅𝗎𝗋𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝖺 𝗅𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗌𝗅𝗂𝖽𝖾, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗂'𝗅𝗅 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗅𝗒 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌. 𝗂𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗋𝖾𝗌𝖼𝗎𝖾 𝗆𝖾, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒'𝗅𝗅 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝗅𝗂𝖾𝗏𝖾, 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗅𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗌𝖾 𝖻𝗒 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝖾𝖺.   ]  

𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑙  𝑚𝑢𝑠𝑒  𝑎𝑑𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑑  𝑏𝑦  𝘩𝑎𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑  𝑏𝑦  𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑠 ( 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑦 𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑒  )  𝟸𝟷+ 𝑝𝑠𝑡  𝘩𝑒 / 𝑡𝘩𝑒𝑦  -   𝐃𝐎𝐂  /   𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐃

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for the time being, joey is over at @arrivaldead .

[assyrianjalebi]

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i live & i still love joey. thanx

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joey voice: i want one.

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@flighttruth just spam following me whenever she makes a new blog. 🥳 | i love annika.

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thinking about archiving and making a fresh blog.

[betenoirs-deactivated20210410]

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what is your primary feeling in longing?

heavy

in longing, you feel heavy. your desire feels like a burden you've been carrying for too long. your heart is a large weight in your chest, so heavy it brings down your shoulders and puts a bend in your back. you feel like if you were thrown into water, the weight of it would drag you straight to the bottom. it's as if no matter what you do, you just can't shake it or let it go. when you let yourself feel it, it's almost suffocating, you're drowning in desire, quietly. you unfocus your eyes and breathe out until the stream of air thins, a pang in your chest follows. the next breath is a sigh. you've been so patient, you feel you deserve *something*. your yearning pulls and pulls at you but you've tried everything, nothing left to do but wait. once you've accepted this, you push the thoughts away, but the weight is still there. sometimes you convince yourself you don't even want what you desire anymore, you just want the weight lifted. but something says don't give up. you're too deep in love. be strong my dear, stay determined.

[elven-child]

friendly reminder that people you consider rays of sunshine can:

get pissed

get stressed

experience negative emotions

cry

feel rebellious

be done with everyone’s shit

be too tired for anything

feel overwhelmed

need to be comforted

get furious and demand to be taken seriously

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humilictedman​. / kai anderson

He’s beginning to spiral, that much is clear. Once Kai got into the thick of one of these moods it would take a lot to bring him back down to earth. The speculation around his mental stability and the ridiculous rules he wanted to implement to Brookfield Heights certainly weren’t unfounded. Kai doesn’t seem to hear Joey’s pleads to stop his increasing rage, not until he’s holding her tightly and seeing the tears slipping down her face up close. “ I’m tired of being treated like my campaign is a fucking joke     Like I’m a fucking joke! “ The cult leader’s hands lessen their bruising grip on her shoulders and he forces himself to sit on the bed so he can take a deep breath. As much as he wanted to, and was perfectly capable of violently lashing out more, he didn’t want to waste his energy. Not yet. Joey could plead all he wanted, but if Kai decided to go after that reporter there was no one that would be able to stop him once he made that choice.

As much as Kai wished he could win over the public favor and avoid any conflict like this, he also knew that would go against everything he preached. This was about stirring up chaos, fear and rage to bring on a better world. If he catered to everyone who felt that his views were extreme or hateful than he’d just be like every other politician. “ I know I can rely on you, Joey…you’ll help me do the right thing. You know who I am. While others only look at me, you see me. “ His voice is quiet, eerily calm now compared to his previous outburst only moments ago. 

“ You’re right, we can’t hurt him directly. It would trace back to us too easily now that I’m on the board…but his family…it would be a shame if his wife were to have a terrible accident. “ Kai murmurs coldly, the words almost could be mistaken to him talking to himself if it weren’t for his eyes being completely fixed on Joey’s gaze.

𝐬𝐡𝐞  𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲  𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐬  𝐭𝐨  𝐫𝐮𝐧  &  𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐞,  but  joey  finds  himself  unable  to  move.  there  is  a  familiarity  of  the  hostility  that  is  as  comforting  as  it  is  terrifying.  the sickness  they  feel  in  their  stomach  is  a  mixture  of  fear  &  disgust. fear  of  what  kai  might  do,  &  disgust  for  the  fact  that  this  kind  of  behaviour,  might  turn  her  on   in  a  different  circumstance.  for  someone  so  𝚂𝙷𝙰𝙼𝙴𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂,   joey  feels   nothing  but  shame  now.

❝    you’re  not a  joke.  not  to  me.     ❞    [   do  you  really  believe  that  ?  or  are  you  just  trying  to  appease  him   joey  ?   is  kai  anderson  really  a  good  person  ?  or  does  he  just  satisfy  your  sick  fantasy  ?  ]     she   still   can’t   𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤   at   him,   it  hurts   too   much.   its  not   until  she  feels  the  grip   on  her  shoulder  leave,  that  joey  regains  the  use  of  his  legs &  sinks  to  the  corner,  still  shaking.  

the  tears  begin  to  subside,  turning  to  sniffles  at  kais  words.  ❝   i  do   see  you.  i  do.  ❞   [  what  do  you   really  see  tho   ]   joey  uses  his  sleeve  to  wipe  his  eyes  which  were  much  more  fogged  than  intended.  &  although  kai’s  after  thought  is  𝙼𝚄𝚁𝙼𝚄𝚁𝙴𝙳,   joey  still  hears  it.  bloodshot  eyes  finally  look  up  at  him,  pain  reflecting  inside  her  blue  eyes.      ❝   no.  no.  we  don’t  have  to  hurt  anyone.  they’re  innocent.    ❞   

[noblecide-aa]

                         ❛ but tonight, you belong to me ❜

©

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if  joey  could  stop  changing  her  gender  on  me,,,  i’d   really  be  grateful.

[fknbabygirl]

Morning: horny

Afternoon: horny

Evening: horny

Night: horny

[bitchycode]

[prettyboyblueish-deactivated202]

I really like the idea getting fucked on someone’s lap,,, like getting as close to them as physically possible and having someone hold ur hips down while they thrust up into u ,, like yes it’s embarrassing to be watched but also,, I don’t not like it hehe

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humilictedman​. / kai anderson

@daisiescovered​ is getting a starter!

The cult leader’s arms wrap securely around Joey’s waist, pulling her flush to his body as she busies herself with a sink full of dishes. While Winter usually does the household chores, Joey had stepped up to help out. You wouldn’t hear any complaints from Kai about it, as long as he doesn’t have to do any cleaning he’s content in allowing his devoted followers to do it for him. While he would normally leave Joey alone while she does such a mundane task, her current outfit has been driving him crazy. Smooth legs on full display with a skirt bringing the look all together. 

His hand slowly brushes up and down her thigh, grabbing onto the hem of her skirt and tugging at it teasingly as he does so. “ You look nice today. “ Kai comments with a subtle smirk on his face, resting his chin against her shoulder to speak quietly into her ear. “ If I were to make any assumptions, I’d think that you wore this just for me to notice you, Joey. “  

𝐨𝐟    𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞   𝐬𝐡𝐞   𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧’𝐭    𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝   𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠  !   joey   lives   to   serve   &   be   a   bright   𝙲𝙷𝙴𝙴𝚁𝙵𝚄𝙻   presence   to  everyone   around  him.   honestly   if  you   asked   them   this   morning,   joey   would   say  their   choice   of   attire   had   little   to   do   with   selling  herself.   when  she   grabs  the  bottle  of  chanel  n 5  rather  than,   chanel  bleu,   it’s   simply   because  she   feels  fem.  the  flowy  &   airy   soft   pink   blouse,   with   a  slightly  plunging  neckline,  is  just  cause  she   feels  soft.   the  slightly   darker  pink  skirt  with  the  black  flower  pattern,   is  nothing  to  bat   an   eye  at.  &  who   was   going  to  object   to  the  splash  of   color   on   her   eyes  &  the   sparkle   on   her   cheeks.   never    mind   what   was   under   the   carefully   chosen   skirt.   it    was    definitely   not   chosen   for   her.   

but   unfortunately  (   or   fortunately   )   with   her  hands,   buried   deep   on  the  sudsy  water,  &  the  firm  very  eager  hands  between  her  legs,   joey  thinks,  [   𝚈𝙴𝙰𝙷,  𝙼𝙰𝚈𝙱𝙴  𝙸  𝙳𝙸𝙳   𝚆𝙰𝙽𝚃   𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁   𝙰𝚃𝚃𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽   𝙰𝙵𝚃𝙴𝚁   𝙰𝙻𝙻    𝚂𝙸𝚁 .  ]   discarding  the  clutched   dish  rag,  joey  barely   makes   it   around  to  face   kai;   those  words  tingling  her  insides.  ❝   now  who  said  you  could  𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡  me  ?   ❞  but  the  words  are   hardly   challenging.   ❝   maybe  i  just  wanted  to  look  nice  kai.   ❞  teeth   comes  down  to  bite  her  lip    &  she  lowers   her  eyes,  flickering  kais  form.  there  is  mischief  in  her   eyes.   ❝   not  like  you  seem  to  mind.  ❞