a woman and her poems

Just here to post my poetry and move on. 

[colormush]

[goldtoof]

everyday i look more n more like the high elves from lotr

[colormush]

[oldnetreasures]

【ｐｎｇｓ】

[vintage-hoes]

[tellydoingpoetry]

Old.New (me2me)

I’ve overgrown my pot

I need new soil

but you keep watering me 

I’m starting to believe you don’t know how to care of me. 

Do you have no sense of self?

_

Here I try my best to stand nice, tall and pretty

but the tips of my leaves are starting to brown

my leaves are limp from the lack of sun

Move me I beg you.

In the darkness is where I lose my sense of self.

_

Pains me to see you stare at me 

You tell me daily you’ll take me to get repotted

but here I stay on the counter by the door.

Still you don’t love me like you say you do

You just love how quietly i sit in your home

Maybe you should get more fake plants.

[tellydoingpoetry]

damn now i know not to copy and paste from my notes onto here cus the format got all fucked up. smh. 

[tellydoingpoetry]

5:30 pm thoughts

Even when I had nothing

I gave up all I had

Survival had me stealing food

selling lies for cash

Huddling in my tshirt

Tryna get some warmth

I’ve grown to like liquor

It also helps me quench my thirst

_

Late night I smell the spices through their doors

Wishing I could eat but here I suffer.

Force myself to sleep to escape the laughter

Echoes of forks scraping against their plates.

Saying I love you and good nights

Empty buildings and staircases became not only my best friend but my worst enemy

singing in the hallways

sleeping in the unnatural light

Bags under my eyes from the restless nights

_

How much longer am I gon put up this fight?

Fighting between what’s right and whats wrong

When all I’ve been showed is what’s wrong is right

To cry in silence becus the right thing to do is the wrong thing to do.

Why must we hide our pain?

Why can’t we feel?

Why can’t I feel what is real?

What is the truth? What is the lie?

Am I living in a fantasy? Or am I still trying to survive?

The pain still remains if you look into her eyes.

The child is still suffering if you listen to her cries.

The woman is still searching if you open up her mind.

[colormush]

[tellydoingpoetry]

Can i eat you out?

fuck no.

[tellydoingpoetry]

been a while since ive been back on tumblr, i kind of miss it here but its whatever

[ankle-beez]

What the fuck

[starlightandtears]

I cannot believe….

[freakazxid]

y'all are messing with the nature of things!!!

[marsapartment]

[waggtoon]

Donald Duck with a normal voice will always feel unnatural and wrong.

[cyberlink420]

[tellydoingpoetry]

Come treat yourself by joining my premium. 😈

[tellydoingpoetry]

Lucky lick

[tellydoingpoetry]

Follow me on twitter @tellybegoin

[tellydoingpoetry]

im back on tumblr now since people are posting my shit again on here.

[tellydoingpoetry]

some like it sloppy.