dear diary

i can do it

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every meal i skip is making me closer to my gw

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I suck at this disorder

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ok i need to stay motivated i have to stay in calorie deficit

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literally me

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omg i forgot tumblr! since the last time i was here i lost 13kg btw ⭐️⭐️⭐️

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grocery shopping

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i’m taking a flight tomorrow and i thought if i die during the journey my mom won’t know i hate her i don’t want to see any of them at my funeral

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can you motivate me please i’m starting to loose hope 🛌

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does any of you chew and spit? i think i might try that

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my family is more interested about the fact that it’s been a while since i had a bf than the fact that i eat around 500 kcals a day, try to burn what i ate and take lax pills everyday

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isn’t that ironic

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omg i took a lax pill and now we have to go outside for shopping but im going to buy a fake baby, i’m in my baby fever

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i’m done with lax pills they make my heart hurts so bad

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i lied i’m going to take one again

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OMG i lost 1.5kg in one day i’m now under 80kg

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i’m done with lax pills they make my heart hurts so bad

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breakfast

egg + banana : 146 kcals

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one good thing about loosing weight is that i will need less bigger tattoos so cheaper