Typing this from my alt- cant get into my main acc. Brain fog ugh. However if I’m able to Get In There, I’ll just reblog this post there.
I’m stepping back from advocacy and such indefinitely. Being completely transparent, I’m losing my eyesight completely to where I’m just unable to do much as far as writing and such goes. (I’ve made this post using voice to text and my screenreader but that’s Exhausting too).
I’ve always been visually impaired but now it’s actually impacting A Lot to where I had to weigh where to turn my energy. Ultimately this is where my decision led me.
I need time to learn how to get around again and honestly? Grieve. Grieve what could’ve been and what I once thought Would Be. Because I had high expectations of myself that I also didn’t meet.
And that too comes with grief that I have to sit with and process.
I can’t say for sure when I’ll even return and that’s for the best right now. I don’t want to make promises to myself and those who have known me that I can’t keep.
I want to come back eventually but in the future once I feel steadier on my feet physically and mentally. (And also hopefully being able to navigate my vision loss a bit easier.)
To everyone who’s kept up with me on this journey: Thank you. Every step was a learning process for me and it was not easy.
Take care of one another -Tendaji