Probably not a good idea

She/her, bisexual, I like whatever I like, please don't expect any fucking coherency from this blog. This is just how I like to waste time. Crustacean Queen, adorer of Dragons, Dungeon Master and Elven Rogue.

[orphic-mysteries]

If it keeps you from killing yourself it's not stupid. This applies to anything btw.

[brb-on-a-quest]

Bestie. How dare you leave “do not mock the life preserver…” in the tags.

@onewingedsparrow

[insomniac-arrest]

Taylor Tomlinson, Look At You (2022) Netflix special

[cannibalspicnic]

Need more completely unhinged platonic friendships. If one of them isn't screaming, "YOU DON'T DIE UNTIL I SAY YOU DIE!" while actively bringing the other back to life, then what are we even doing here?

[aeonlamb]

[kingscrown666]

This belovéd weirdo

[futureevilscientist]

Unironically, this is why society would crumble without diversity

[scissorsaint]

blood magic isn’t even that big of a deal you guys are just sensitive

[testosterone-tuesday]

The Trump Administration is Testing Conversion Therapy By Medically Experimenting on Trans People in Prisons

The Bureau of Prisons is subjecting trans people to conversion therapy and denying them care with the goal of helping them "recover." It's t

Please read and share this, it affects everyone within our community, and if anyone has any further sources to add, including ways we can push back, please do.

Here is a link to the Federal Document signed this past February 19th.

5260.01 Management of Inmates with Gender Dysphoria

This policy, signed by Bureau of Prisons Director Billy Marshall, outlines how federal prisons will treat gender dysphoria from now on. It u

This is just conversion therapy, just straight up conversion therapy. This is human experimentation trying to "cure" being transgender that the US Government is enacting on captives in federal prisons who do not have the rights to protect themselves and cannot fight back against it. It is utterly inhumane.

Not to mention that black Americans end up disproportionately incarcerated in US prisons and this will certainly be an extension of a long history of the US government committing human experimentation on black lives and bodies.

Alongside this, I need everyone to be very aware that if even a portion of these cases are marked as 'resolved', if the US Gov can manufacture some kind of statistic that these methods "work," it could very well become a mandated policy for treating gender dysphoria across the US. Not just in prisons, but any kind of government custody and potentially in psychiatric inpatient care, and potential extensions beyond that into the life of the general public.

Although what may be most effective would be to make it so that many trans people end up either within government or psychiatric custody, where their rights are directly denied from them in a situation they are defenseless against- just like this. And this will effect firstly those most vulnerable in our population, those impoverished, unhoused, severely mentally ill/disabled, immigrants, and the many black trans americans and other trans people of color who fall into these categories, especially.

But beyond this being a testing ground for broader society, the situation this will/is enacting on trans inmates matters right now and needs to be heard and spoken out against.

[leafstem]

*while sewing*: you are a fabric. you can stay a fabric. you do not yearn to return to being string.

[batbetbitbotbut]

*while spinning*: you are a thread. you can stay a thread. you do not yarn to return to being fluff.

[strikeslip]

*while embroidering*: you are a thread on a needle. you can just exist as thread on a needle. you do knot yearn to become a tangle.

[mawofthemagnetar]

*while turning wood* you are timber on a lathe. You can stay as timber on a lathe. You do not yearn to become a live hand grenade.

[milkandvoid]

[pain-isnt--needed]

[classicspnsource]

[daciancatamite]

"my great grandmother who survived 3 wars and raised 10 children by herself while working in a factory watching me go to therapy because my parents yelled at me" ok but your great grandmother was also miserable. maybe your great grandmother would be happy you try your best to not be miserable

[crossbonesandcutlery]

“Check yourself. Sometimes you are the toxic person. Sometimes you are the mean, negative person you’re looking to push away. Sometimes the problem is you. And that doesn’t make you less worthy. Keep on growing. Keep on checking yourself. Keep on motivating yourself. Mistakes are opportunities. Look at them, own them, grow from them and move on. Do better, be better.”

— You’re human. It’s okay. (via theblacklittlemermaid)

[evilscientist3]

the two fundamental truths of historical and contemporary mankind:

we were just as smart then as we are now

we are just as stupid now as we were then

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

it’s scary but you have to

let people love you

accept help

do the hard thing and do it scared

let your growth be slow

[bitchautism]

here's two articles about how JK Rowling just posted on X an upskirt photo of Freda Wallace, a transgender woman, after deadnaming her and misgendering her repeatedly online.

JK Rowling deadnamed and posted 'upskirt' photo of trans woman on X

The wealthy author escalated a social media spat that resulted in posting a photo from a 2023 event at the Institute of Economic Affairs in

JK Rowling posts upskirt image of trans woman while begging to debate her - LGBTQ Nation

Rowling posted the picture taken from below because the trans woman, she said, was "refusing to debate me."

[sailatina3]

Thank you for posting without the fucking destiel meme

[wyrmicelli]

me tongue-deep in a sandalwood candle: 🤤

the tjmaxx employee loading a fourth tranquilizer dart into their blowgun: i need backup

[snowown]

[liquidstar]

"it's hard to find an anime without egregious fanservice" it's bc you're only watching shows made for 13 year old boys. Put down the shounen jump

[liquidstar]

Ultimately this post wasn't really supposed to go anywhere, it was just a general complaint, but Tumblr really does have piss poor reading comprehension so let's pause for a moment and think.

Do you think I was saying "because it's made for teenage boys it's exempt from criticism of any misogyny?" Or do you think I was saying "judging an entire storytelling medium from another country based solely on media made for teenage boys is incredibly shallow?" Let's pause and think. Let's put our heads together on this one. I know that's hard when you only consume shounen jump but there's a reason I am telling you to put it down.

[mieczyhale]

@deanspillowprincess snippets for my queen 🦀

“He’s a slut” *Was. And?? I didn’t know monsters could slutshame.

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“Not going to tell me?? That’s a bit of a first,” she continued, looking the man over for any sign of what exactly he was. There was nothing. Outside of his weird silence and off blinking he had no tells that she could see.

If this was just a regular human she was going to be so pissed.

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Dean’s first thought had been to try an ultimatum on the girls and Maison: “You switch to flip phone or you can’t come with us”.

Unfortunately, as the trio had proved early on, that line of thinking didn’t work. He still remembers all three of them staring at him, unimpressed, as Colleen replies, “If you don’t let us come with you we’ll either follow you or go out on our own.”

[mieczyhale]

@deanspillowprincess can i intrest u in.. Snippets

“Where the hell am I?!” she asked again, trying to raise her voice. As if that ever made a difference against anything supernatural she’d ever fought.

“Lots of people referencing hell today. Must be a Sunday,” a familiar accented voice stated from the doorway behind the silent man.

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“You wouldn’t,” Crowley managed to sound confident but reading people was a family skill, both old family and new, and to Dean it was clear as day that the man in front of him was starting to remember why you don’t fuck with the Winchesters.

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Crowley shook his head slowly, the brief glimpse at genuine anger sliding back into that stupid smile, “My dear, sweet Rachel. Demons don’t forgive or forget. And I never got the chance to pay you back for the.. well.. hell that you caused me.”

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[mieczyhale]

@deanspillowprincess snip snip

None of them seemed to care. Colleen, Rachel, and Maison had to be three of the bravest people Sam had ever met. That or, lovingly, the three stupidest people he’d ever met. Not genuinely stupid, just.. ‘a kind of stupid that fit right in’ he found himself thinking with a grimace.

_ Meanwhile, back at the bunker, the four remaining members of Team Free Will (‘2: Electric Boogaloo’, Maison mentally adds every time it comes up) had started trying to help in any way they could as soon as the bunker door slammed closed behind Dean.

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That. Castiel and Maison. Dean and Rachel. And, eventually, himself and Colleen. Love. (though Sam was positive nobody within the bunkers walls had said it yet. ‘time heals all wounds’ was bullshit – it was a lie made up to sell ‘get well soon’ cards at walmart)

__________________________________________ note:: After I finish the little section I'm on the fic jumps right back to you so don't worry, queen, you ARE the star of the show <3 I'm just trying to add some Background. some Dimension. Trying to include little nods to Colleen's past works within our spnverse. it is going a bit off the rails but on god, bitch, ur gettin this otp: rachel/dean, hashtag established relationship, hashtag mild torture, hashtag happy ending fic