Silence Within

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Things are getting the best of me but it's okay it'll get better

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I'm glad I don't have a big social circle. I am so tired of talking and I'm tired of pretending I care about what's going on around me. I'm tired. I just want to stay in bed. Leave me alone.

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I don't know why I can't shake this sadness

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I'm so far from okay

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I had a dream that Jake and my childhood dog were brought back to life and I was so happy and now I'm really sad

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Mark Hoppus makes me feel uncomfortable

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Lose It All // Diary Entry #2

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People... Are sick of me? Well, you know what? I'll make it my business to continue being around and doing it fabulously.

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Ruby and I cant stop shivering im so concerned for her

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I hate when people say "oh why do people go back to their abusers they are so stupid" like cool you made it too deep fam dont talk to me for a while

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Im so happy to be alive im happy to be on this tour im happy to be loved by adam im sl happy why do I feel sad what is wrong with me

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He said it he said he loves me oh god please dont be joking with me please dont mean it in a friendly way

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I cant believe he said he loved me

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Oh god please be real

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I have this feeling that Adam isn't going to turn up. I don't mind going alone at all, but damn. I'm praying he doesn't let me down again.

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stroke god, millionaire / dance gavin dance (requested)

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Adam is ruining me with calling me cute all the time. I guess i cant really deny this crush but fuck what if hes just being nice???