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blue in the tone of song

[terarockwell]

golden glow of long beach skies, i found love tasting like california dreams, where palm trees swayed with our heartbeat, and sunsets painted promises in gold, as we danced through endless summer nights.

i shaped you like tides mold the shore, the ocean whispered tender secrets, in moonlight, you reflected my dreams, but beneath, the current was strong, and i was just a wave passing through.

the tide was turns, just as you did, i'm no longer anchored to your waves, i sail toward my own horizon, don't be surprised when i drift, this is the echo of the storm you made

[terarockwell]

for i can no longer pretend not to see all those your lack and your stagnant stance leaves me stranded in this forsaken dance while i drown in the oceanic feelings i keep yet you linger in darkness, refusing to gain the sun may rise, but you remain in the night lost in the shadows, devoid of light

i yearn for growth, for passion, for fire but you're stuck in the mire, refusing to aspire with heavy heart and weary soul wave the ceiling from tommorow so i'll set sail on waters unknown leaving behind the seeds of love i've sown for i cannot longer in this stagnant sea it's time to free the people from daylights

[terarockwell]

a whispered secret, that cancer, it's mine, bound to me, yet in the dark, it shines. virgo's sun, in celestial spin, your presence, the treasure I've fight to win.

beneath the twinkling stars, I climb so high, to the rooftop, where midnight rain does sigh. in the cloak of darkness, a kiss so stark, makes me feel young, a rejuvenating spark.

he was born in July, my Virgo is sun, that Cancer it's mine, this Sagi's moon is yours.

[terarockwell]

Kakek, please lend him your shoulders, when Ayah paints the canvas with blue and green, Ayah couldn’t discern which one is turquoise or aquamarine, because brown and gold are his most favorite colors all the time. if I have a good imagination, I will know how to blend colors, in this cruel world with all its glamorous cluelessness.

Kakek, please lend her your shoulders, When Mami decorates my birthday cake, She chooses buah sawo to make the cake more beautiful, because fruit cake is her most favorite cake at the time. if I have good perceptions, I will know how to whip the cream, this, my mother’s glamour, lives on and on.

i embody shades of blue, sweetness, and greenery, yet my intuition remains strong. if you don’t believe me, my paintings, my poetry, are seeping into your bones

[terarockwell]

hidden lies bring pain and shame false talk tarnishes a name. cheating hurts, a trap that bites trust breaks, hearts ache in endless nights.

in love's fragile dance, a delicate flare don't squander the rare, a heart laid bare. don't waste pure heart, true love, be aware for its beauty's rareness, beyond compare.

[terarockwell]

under the open sky where dreams take flight stands a bright sign, glowing in the night it's the Hollywood sign, you should know a symbol of stories, both high and low

in the City of Angels, it's standing tall with a rich history, we can recall weathered by time, but it's still a thrill a legend in letters, a big, bright hill

though it's aged and lost some of its sheen the Hollywood sign's like a silver screen a reminder of dreams, of stars that shine in the place where dreams are intertwined

so, shine, dear sign, with your iconic face a symbol of this unique, special place the fire of Hollywood will always burn in the hearts of those who dream and yearn

[terarockwell]

hollywood's shimmer, dreams set to flame, whispers of riches, the lure of the game, elvis presley echoes, a legendary name, trading one's soul for a shot at the same.

in lights of the movie, the world's stage anew, tales spun like silk, but a cost that's not true, the ocean of applause, its waves may subdue, yet the aquamarine depths hold secrets askew.

fame's tempting embrace, a bargain untamed, a dance with desires, leaving souls maimed, but remember, dear seeker, what's truly attained, for the heart's purity lost, can't be reclaimed.

[terarockwell]

no longer bound by the hands of time, i dance with freedom, in rhythm Sublime. for in the depths of my soul, a fire ignites, youthful spirit soars, taking wondrous flights.   i stroll along the shoreline, carefree and light, each moment a treasure, shining ever so bright. the cherry blossoms bloom, a vibrant display, mirroring the colors of life along the bay.   with every gentle breeze that kisses my skin, i'm reminded that age is but a mere din. for within me, a spirit forever young, in this seaside haven, my heart is sung.   so, let the world wonder and stare, for i am content, beyond compare. in the aqua marine depths of my soul, age becomes a whisper, a story untold.   in Indonesia's embrace, i find my bliss, a timeless journey, an ageless abyss. for the beach is my haven, my sacred stage, where i dance with freedom, and don't mind my age.

[terarockwell]

i never quite fit into that circle his friends are charming like an hollywood actor and they were covered in gold tonight, all I can hear are sirens through my window this is better than my dream where everyone held me but when i wake up, it's only you and yourself

leaving the conversion with intent 'cause think solitaire is more fun in my room, and the temperature told me, as long as you are here. no one desevered you and nobody can hurt you

[terarockwell]

what happened to that girl? she up all night just to pay her pleasure on august she sent a letter only threat that she wrote "if you wont, i wont stop" the beyond compare desire hungry lion

[terarockwell]

tell me memories that i have made i want to know been living without him, i thought it’s not fashionable to live like this he forgot where he should go

he pulled me back to the land when i heard helpless screams running away while pretending to say, everything is okay that’s why i stay away from him

don’t worry, there’s no one but you always remember-he is me and i am him try to scream louder he wants more when you say hello

[terarockwell]

there's a shot well still in my heart they trigged me as well he said life is beautiful but i really have no clue

nothing gold can stay i lost myself when i lost you you keep me trash but i still love you but that dont make you a man nobody care if i get hurt

major tom to ground control your circuit is dead "can i come back every night" ground control to major tom our circuit is busy bye bye

[terarockwell]

giggles fill your room guess you don't need me I know he's done that before dangerous, he got you, sounds nothing but ego i wonder what he thinks of me

don't say i’m boring let your zodiac talk

Wales is cold tonight sun goes down run to the rooftop dark shadows among us they mimicking so irritating put your thick cover he does it like you are deja-vu

[terarockwell]

it’s so hard to fix a thing we want the best for us, but it’s Collatz Conjecture “i wanna break up, because the conditions are worse” that’s what you gathered from my talk but you were wrong

i'm not a number in the line my heart is not a playground once swinging broken feelings i'm on my own again