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corasharper

When the night of the hunt passes, s’pose we could be friends? Maybe?

#bloodborne

aesthetic-moony

// This isn’t like your normal class and I am not like your normal teacher

#gerard way

gothicprep

im in no position to have high standards but it doesn’t stop me

#about me

archerons-arrow

Yes. Yes, I am still crying over the N7 Day Mass Effect Andromeda trailer. Not simply because they used femshep. But because I finally feel that sense of closure I never quite got a few years ago.

I am finally faced with Shepard telling me goodbye. And it is every ounce as bittersweet as I knew it would be when I braced for it going into the third game for the first time.

Her voice is calm; she’s quiet. She’s softly telling me it’s okay. It’s okay to let her go. For once, it’s not Shepard saying “I should go.”

It’s her telling *ME* that *I* should go–that I have to go; it is important that I go.

And what’s more is she is reassuring me that no matter where my next adventure takes me, she will always be there in some way, in some spirit; and that she puts her whole faith in me that I am up to that challenge and walking down a new path.

So while my heart breaks, because I love Shepard and she just sounds so small and so tired and I hate saying goodbye to someone who has given me so much, I feel an odd sense of peace.

So thank you, Shepard, for giving me a guiding light that I never really knew I needed. Thank you for being that role model that I always wanted but never had. Thank you for teaching me so much about myself that I was afraid to see.

I will always miss you. But you are right–we have to go forward and then look back. Take care, Commander.

Now if you will excuse me…

I should go.

(PS: And thank you, BioWare, for listening and understanding and working to build a better community.)

#i #m not crying #you're crying