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To whomever sees this.

How do you forgive someone whose hurt you?

I found out my boyfriend/father of my 9 month old daughter has lied to my face straight up about his “girl best friend”. They lied to me for 5 years about their sexual relationship. Made me feel like I was the crazy one. I asked over and over because I wasn’t dumb since he did have strong feelings before but he would always say “She isn’t like that, she wouldnt just sleep with me.” Even though obviously she was. She also always said “no it’s not like that, I’ve told him many times we are just friends and we can’t be more than that.” There’s been times when he put her before me. Now, when I got pregnant he did lose all contact with her. But whenever we fought he’d bring her back. That happened twice. He’d fight to keep her but ended up blocking her otherwise I’d leave. When I found that out, I also found out he was searching up girls he has been with AND MY BEST FRIEND on OnlyFans. He never found anything from the girls he was searching up but he did buy a video from a girl we both knew who posted her OF on Facebook. He did that 3 days before my due date. It didn’t end until I found out about it all. After trying to get over that, a month later we broke up and he immediately went back to his ex that he dated for 4 years on and off and was very toxic and told her how he does still love her and that it was just feelings he has had bottled up for 7 years because she cheated on him many times and she was his “one that got away”. He let me read the messages and for my sanity and our daughter, I’m trying to stay in this relationship but it affected me so badly. What are your thoughts? Advice?

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