thaís' safe place

I come here everytime I feel lonely or misunderstood, please bare with me if you know me no you don't

[thailandiadesu]

tw; depression

Maybe if I had the courage

maybe then, I would've been free

but I'm a coward, I'm not afraid of dying, but surviving and have to deal with everyone then

I want to make it perfect so I can just fucking go

[thailandiadesu]

it's not about dying anymore it's about freeing myself from the pain

[thailandiadesu]

tw; depression/d!e

I am terrified, I don't even know what to do anymore, I feel like I'm getting worse when I was feeling so much better. I don't recognize myself, I want to be myself so bad but I feel like a disappointment for my mom and everyone I just want to be free once and for all