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SAFE & SOUND — enhypen (m)
Navigating one year post-apocalypse, when the dead began to walk and the living proved to be no better, you decide that trust is a luxury you can no longer afford. But after a run-in with a group of seven peculiar survivors, you learn that there are bigger problems than just the undead roaming the streets. You also start to wonder if there’s more to survival than simply staying alive.
word count: 142k words
genre: dystopian, post-apocalyptic survival, horror/thriller, slow burn, ANGST
status: completed! (15/01/25 – 05/04/25)
warnings: depictions of graphic violence, blood, death, and loss, horror themes, usage of strong language and profanities, descriptions of gore, killing, weaponry use, survivor guilt, trauma bonding, morally grey characters/ideologies, and basically anything and everything that comes with a zombie apocalypse. afab reader. readers' discretion is advised. please click out if you have a weak heart, I MEAN IT.
disclaimer: this is a work of pure fiction. If any context is similar to any other stories, it's either inspired (in which credit will be given) or just a coincidence. the characters' personalities, words, actions and thoughts do not represent them in real life. any resemblance to any real life events or person, present or past, are purely coincidental. i apologise in advance for any spelling or grammar mistakes.
notes from nat: some plot points and zombies are inspired by the walking dead franchise. also inspired by safe & sound—mother swift's soundtrack for the hunger games. actually lowkey want to kms for writing this.
part 1 - rotten
part 2 - warmth
part 3 - whispers
part 4 - blood
part 5 - people
part 6 - dusk
part 7 - hope
extra cuts - jungwon's pov
sequel under works...
Copyright© 2025 thatfeelinwhenyou All Rights Reserved
Y’all I have been meaning to reblog this story for literally EVER and then I sit down to write my thoughts and I can’t put all of my admiration and awe into coherent words. This story has literally everything — engaging plot with so many twists and turns, thoughtful, thorough world-building that’s so immersive I was cringing at my screen whenever things got particularly gruesome, and characters with complex thoughts, feelings, motives, and personalities that jump off the page and land right where it hurts.
Above it all, this story has SOUL. Nat, the love and care you pour into your writing is evident in every single sentence. I’ve included some of my favorite examples below the cut. Mind the spoilers, everyone!
Oh my god... this might actually be the most genuine and thoughtful compliment anyone has ever said to me. Do not even apologise, I would seriously wait years if I have to 😭 This genuinely means so much to me, you have no idea! Especially coming from such a gifted and talented author like you??? (Hello?? Echoes fic of the fucking century idc idc idc) It just makes the compliment that much more meaningful 🥺🫶 Thank you for reading so thoughtfully and for taking the time to tell me all this. Seriously. This made my entire day. ❤️
HOLY ANONS
LoL, ot7s are Whiney but theyre not really doing much, all theyre doing is not buying tickets, not listening to music or watching content, whys that such a issue Xd. Them coming in your asks and bothering you, i get that, but how can someone just accept such a crucial member gone after six years, dont hold such expectations from someone. Lets assume even if causing a boycott wouldnt change The decision but so what? let people be upset on their own, why would you say leave the fandom. Tomorrow, if jungwon leaves and someone says concert wasnt hitting as hard as before, you will have a problem with that? I will say that about any member that leaves, Appreciating the members effort put and complimenting it is one thing and expressing heeseung's noticeable absence is another. And heeseung isn't even my Bias yet I will say i miss him in the concert, six years of the flawsless performances he's provided is not something you get over with watching only 6 of them on the stage now. this is only a natural reaction. When sunghoon was gone, i missed him too on the stage it felt so incomplete. ofcourse the first concert as six didnt hit as hard as the one with all seven wouldve, where theyre LITERALLY performing songs all seven of them made but now as six. Everybody will say heeseungs stage feels incomplete too without his six members too one day. I Would be happy my fandom is still supportive to all members like this, but i dont know why you would react like this. Heeseung will get his own stage soon, people will move on but let people fight for seven if they want to and let them be upset. I still cry to this day, watching concert clips and missing his voice singing the songs that the arena will never hear again. I liked them as seven and people can move on on theyre own. everybody is reacting with such surprise to the ot7 tag like its something foreign and enhypen wasnt literally a seven members group since forever.
see this is what's not clocking to people. nothing against anyone who is minding their own business and boycotting at their own will. but it's an issue if they're not just disengaging, but actively sabotaging, fear mongering and spreading misinformation in fandom spaces!! spaces where there are young impressionable fans, might i add, that spins these misinformation out of proportion.
there's absolutely nothing wrong with being upset, and holding onto the sense of comfort you felt when they were 7. but you can be upset and NOT want to deliberately sabotage and undermine their performances. you're speaking like i got over it *snap* just like that? i'm upset too? when the news was fresh, i also found it hard to believe. the group i spent close to seven years with is no longer how i wish them to be? the only difference is i'm not projecting it onto others, anonymously at that, and expressing that their performance was less than what they put up before, in fandom spaces where the members can clearly see them? like if you feel their performance is lacking, then just don't fucking say anything? 😂 we can maturely process that in our own heads!
at first glance, you can sense Heeseung's absence and wish he was there, and that's completely valid! but at the same time, why are we looking away from the present that's standing on stage and working their asses off to build their group up again? same for Heeseung, why are "fans" projecting onto him and hating him for simply choosing his own dreams? because these people aren't real fans at all.
i'm telling specifically those people who have malicious intents, intentional or not, to leave the fandom, because there's obviously no point continuing to pretend like you care, putting yourself on some pedestal just because you think you're doing the group and Heeseung a favour by clinging onto a reality that no longer exists, when your actions are causing more harm to the group than your supposed intentions? like diagnosing members with illnesses, taking their words and actions out of context. everyone's so focused on how many people are on stage that we're overlooking the overall improvement in production quality, how coherent the VCRs this tour are, the stage designs etc. like? can't even praise Sunoo for his vocals without people being pressed and comparing him to Heeseung. like bro? can't we just fucking enjoy and celebrate something for once? Enhypen THEMSELVES worked on the tour, and people are saying it hits different and they can't listen to their songs anymore? then can we really call these people engenes?
you can miss him, but don't let your wants and your emotions hold them back. mourn all you want, i'm simply (hardly) choosing to suck it up and move-on so I can give 100% of my support to Enhypen and subsequently Heeseung when he comes back. Heeseung was literally my bias wrecker, my first fanfiction on this damn blog was Heeseung's like 😭 it could have been any other member and I would've reacted and processed it the same way. and it’s easier to accept that if people stopped assuming that they’re forced to do literally everything. he made a decision which i'm sure he pondered over a billion of times. so, not accepting it is just plain disrespectful to his autonomy and his work. crazy how people will listen to tarot cards, random twitter accounts and other groups before they listen to the men they claim to stan. stop infiltrating their spaces with agendas that no longer serve a purpose in this fandom. this is their present reality, so it's either you walk alongside them or stop trying to push them off-course. all in all, you can be sad, you can take time to yourself. if you find yourself too deep into your emotions, it’s always smarter to take a step back from fandom spaces than let your destructive behaviours affect the members and those who have maturely accepted it. and when you’re ready, then come back and be that support pillar for Enhypen and Heeseung again. It’s really not a debate here.
u being ot6 is one thing, but i hope its a ot6+ot1 situation where you support heeseung along with enhypen as 6, i dont want to assume anything. also will you include heeseung in enhypen fics, or write seperately or not at all? its a company made decision and fics are fictional either way so i dont undertand why people are not including heeseung in enha writings anymore...i like your fics so i hope u will write for him tho i dont want to tell you what to do, just wanted to ask
hey, of course. i've expressed on multiple occasions that i'll always support all seven of them, regardless of where they are or what they're doing. i'll still be writing Heeseung into safe & sound sequel, and I also have plans for a solo Heeseung fic. subsequently, i won't be writing anymore group fics, not because of OT7, but simply because group fics take so damn fucking long to write and I just can't do it anymore 😀
please never deactivated, i love your writings so much☹️🤍
NEVER 🥺🫶
nat what do you think of the summer i turned pretty and TATBILB?
my literal guilty pleasures actually. so cringe but so good 😭 jenny han when i catch you, i'll beg to take a sneak peek inside your notebook! TSITP is so messy too, BUT i'm messy so then again it doesn't really matter 😂
does jungwon know he has vasovagal syncope? LMFAO not the diagnosis over twitter??? holy fuck they're so serious too 😭 i speak the language and i assure you he meant he knocked out after 3 days of concert, the same way i slept a full 20hrs after 4 days of exam.
ot6 supporters so cringe. the songs don't even hit as hard as they did before? heeseung will be dissappointed that ur supporting concert that he got kicked out from doing. you like to see jake sing shout out bridge alone?
the fuck are you on 😭 look, it's totally valid to feel sad and wish things were different, but what you absolutely cannot do is discredit enhypen and all the hard work they put into those fire ass performances. "don't even hit as hard as they did before"??? how about i hit you in the fucking head so you'll finally grow some sense idk 🤷♀️ and the fact that you clearly know what’s happening at their concerts shows you’re still keeping up and consuming their content LMAO. don't preach one thing and then go finding backdoor alternatives just so you can feel morally superior consuming their content. if you don't like it, then just unstan? i don't understand 😭
WHY IS EVERYONE HATING ON BLOCKBUSTER ITS SUCH A BANGER??? LICHRALLY MY FAV ENHA SONG STOP IT!!!!
HOLY FUCK THE SETLIST IS INSANE??? THEY'RE INSANE??? ouuuuhhhhhh they're so mad, look at how they're performing 😭
enhypen nobody will make me boycott you ☺️
omg 8 shows? that's basically an entire mini album already! unfortunately my country is the literal last stop for the tour as of now 😔 so i don't really have any hopes to hear my absolute favorites but if they are to repeat some songs (hopefully!) i would LOVE to hear born singer, if i ruled the world, coffee, miss right, just one day, spine breaker, house of cards, baepsae 🥲, autumn leaves ofc, 2!3!, 134340, paradise, love maze, magic shop, SO WHAT (ult con song for me), anpanman, answer love myself, home, dis-ease, and any of their japanese songs.
i basically listed all of my fav songs but really, i would be happy to hear whatever they play. i cannot believe you attended ly tour bro that is THE ultimate set list! i would give the world to have jungkook fly over me while they laugh during truth untold 😌 anyways i hope you're able to win the ticketing war and hopefully share some of your preparation journey with us here!!
omg song picks are so elite! i'd give anything to hear love maze or paradise. like ACTUALLY. so what is such a good song too! no cause why is love yourself tear just so peak in general. japanese songs outside of japan would be a miracle actually 😭 cause tell me why i'll never fucking hear your eyes tell live with my own two ears!!!!!
ok but the cons of having 4 shows in my city is that i can't guarantee a ticket for every day, and if they play a song i want on a day i'm not there, i'd ACTUALLY do unspeakable things. this literally happened to me with taylor swift 😅😅😅 she played mine, dress and clean on the day IM NOT FUCKING THERE! not claiming whatever energy that was.
love yourself was lowkey a fever dream 😭 i attended that concert alone at 16, so i really don't remember much of it and my videos are all blurry, shaky and just full of my own screaming 😅 but im so grateful to have been able to witness THE setlist. all in all, i also genuinely hope you're able to snag tickets and that we'll get to hear the songs we want to!! 💜
NAT DID YOU DEACTIVATE YOUR OTHER TUMBLR ACCOUNT
yes i did!!! i had no use for it so i deactivated 😅😅
OMG thank you so much! the way I loved you was the first fic I read of yours and it’s one of my favourites! I love your works so much
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AAAAA 🐤 anon!!! thank you so much for reading 🥺🫶 ah i lowkey miss writing now zzz twily was like peak flow state for me, so i'm so happy you enjoyed reading it!!
heyy nat! i know you're an army so i'm wondering what surprise songs you'll get for your country (if you do come to their arirang tour) ik you're from an asia too so we'll probably get the last of their songs unfortunately. i genuinely can't believe magic shop and mikrokosmos are out already, i thought they would've saved that for busan at least 😭
wait i love this question so much 😩 tickles my purple blooded brain hehe
unironically, my favourite bts song is love maze, and they’re probably never fucking playing that song live ever because the producer went to fucking jail so 😂😂😂 but i hope this isn’t a taylor swift type of surprise song thing and they can eventually repeat songs… cause i’ll genuinely be so upset if by the time they come to my city, 80% of the songs would’ve already been played. AND I KNOW THIS BECAUSE MY CITY IS LITERALLY ONE OF THE LAST FEW T.T on the bright side, they’re doing 4 shows here, so thats 8 songs!!! and i hope dis-ease is one of them!!! one more night would be lit too, it’s literally my favourite off the new album 😭 i’d also love to hear autumn leaves, we on, outro wings, cytoycp, attack on bangtan, wab eternal, DANGER omg actually yknow what, they can play literally anything and i’d be crying and throwing up 😂
i can live with magic shop and mikrokosmos being played only because i managed to see them during love yourself. but pied piper and spring day was genuinely devastating... what about you anon! what other songs would you like to be your surprise songs?
heyyy! I really love your works! I was wondering if you did anons cause if so can I be 🐤 anon please
heyyy!!!! omg icl i don't have a fixed system for this 😭
i do have another anon that goes by 🩷, so i don't see why you can't be 🐤 HEHEHE from today to forever, you'll be 🐤 on my very humble blog ☺️
holy exams i just had the worst paper of my fucking life.