Omg hi, I'm nervous Could you please do an imagine where the s/o is a little traumatized with sex (I don't know if it makes sense to you, but I think ya get it) and she wants to have sex with them but she is... afraid? With Law, Sanji and Shanks? I really love ur blog Sorry about my english <3 thank you
Aaaaah, I hope this is what you wanted! I hope you enjoy these and I’m sorry it took me so long!
You never thought Law would be the cuddly type during his sleep but, once more, you find yourself trapped in his embrace as he snores softly against your neck.
It’s a bit hot and his body a bit heavy over yours, but you don’t dare to move. You know how hard it is for Law to fall asleep and waking him up means that he’d be in a bad mood during all morning, but it is truly hot, so you can’t help but wiggle a little and see how trapped you are.
“Don’t move,” he mumbles against your ear, making you squeak softly. “If you wiggle like that I might-
You freeze feeling him pressed against your thigh: his body is reacting to you and your movements. The feeling of his arousal makes you feel uncomfortable, but you don’t move. "I’m sorry,” you whisper and he hums. “La-Law,” you gasp when his warm and wet tongue swirls around your earlobe, his teeth sinking into the soft skin making it sting just a little, the light pain making a wave of excitement rush through you.
This is okay, everything seems okay. It’s Law. It’s Law. I’m safe. I’m safe. I’m safe! You say to yourself to calm down your racing heart. The knot in your throat doesn’t dissipate, though.
Law tightens his embrace and your heart jumps in fear, your skin suddenly itching uncomfortably.
His kisses travel to your jaw, trying to find the spot that makes you melt, when he finds it you can’t help but whimper slightly, the sound making him stop. “What’s wrong?”
“Please, no more,” you say through gritted teeth and closed eyes, your body is stiff and trembling slightly, your fingers and toes curling. “I- I can’t, Law.”
Law frowns as he lets go of you, his eyes not leaving you once as he studies you deeply. “What is wrong?”
“I’m sorry, Law,” tears start to pour out of your eyes and Law panics, quickly sitting on the bed. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry!”
“What! Why are you crying? What’s wrong?!”
He doesn’t want to touch you, he can’t stand looking at you crying, so he stays away, just looking at you laying on the bed, covering your face with your hands and sobbing softly. “Sex- sex scares me.”
He can’t help but feel furious hearing what you say. Not at you, but at the reason behind your fear- whatever or whoever that caused this fear on your, it deserves to die and he’s sure he can do it with his bare hands.
Law is not good at expressing his feelings, but he really does feel deep inside his heart, so knowing that his lover is scared to be with him because of someone else, really pisses him. He knows it’s not your fault, you are the victim here, dragging a trauma with you for god knows how long ago.
“I really really would like to have sex with you, but I can’t, I’m sorry.” He doesn’t want to hear you apologize, you don’t have to apologize for goodness sake! “I’m truly s-
"Stop,” he sharply says. “Stop apologizing, you don’t have to apologize, dammit!”
You uncover your face to look at him, “Law?”
“It’s okay if we don’t have sex!” He’s avoiding looking at your eyes. “We don’t- we don’t need to have sex, but… You need to know that I will never hurt you nor push you to do things that make you cry. One day you’ll… be able to overcome your fear and, no matter how much time it’ll take you, I’ll be there to support yo- stop crying!”
“I can’t help it! You’re saying such sweet things! I love you so much!” You sit up and hug him tightly. “I love you, Law.”
Law grunts, hugging you back. “I love you too, [Name].”
“S-Sanji!” She giggled when yet another playful butterfly kiss was pressed right behind her right ear. “Stop doing that, I’m trying to eat this!”
“I can’t help it, [Name]-chan, I love when you do that sound!” He kissed a different spot on her neck and the sound that came out of her mouth was not alike a giggle, it was heavier and, to Sanji’s ears, way too arousing. “And that one too.”
“S-Sanji, you worked a lot to make this cake and you don’t let me- ah!” She gasped when Sanji wrapped his arms around her middle and his mouth came back to the spot that made her insides feel warm. “Sanji-kun, wait-
His kisses felt good, sending pleasant shivers down her back and making her twist this way and that as arousal started to gather in her body, but with arousal came an awkard sensation that she tried to ignore. The clenching in her heart and the drop in her stomach when Sanji’s hands gently started to move around her body, touching lightly to make her feel good.
She tried to ignore the fear starting to crawl and grasp at her chest, ‘it’s Sanji, it’s Sanji. It’s okay, it’s okay, he doesn’t mean harm, he just wants to-
"Sanji, please, stop.” Sanji let go of her immediately and stepped a few steps back to let her breath.
He heard the wavering in her voice, the fear and the difficulty in her breathing. “I am so sorry, [Name]-chan.” His voice is a whisper as he eyed her carefully.
“It’s not your fault,” she hurriedly said with a hand pressed above her chest. “I really want to sleep with you but… I’m scared.”
Sanji worries deeper hearing your voice. Did someone hurt you? How could someone hurt a lady like you? Sadness overwhelmed his heart seeing you so scare and fragile, even shiver a little. “May I touch you, [Name]-chan?”
She didn’t answer right away, but letting out three deep breaths she finally nodded and Sanji approached slowly, not wanting to scare her again. “I’m sorry, Sanji,” she whispered with tears in her eyes and Sanji immediately wraps her between his arms in a tight embrace, kissing her forehead.
“No, [Name], please don’t apologize. It must be hard for you, I wish I knew before so I wouldn’t-
"I really want to, though,” she cried, holding tightly onto him. “I really want to be with you in all ways possible, but… I’m scared,” she sobbed, making Sanji’s heart throb.
“It’s okay, my love. It’s truly okay.” Sanji cupped her face between his hands, cleaning her tears off with his thumbs and kissing her nose lightly.
He knows about trauma, he knows one can’t just step away of it easily, he knows it hunts you and eats you up inside, keeping you from moving up, but you’re not alone.
“You really are not alone, my love. I’m right here with you,” he whispered against her lips, the tip of your nose touching hers. “We don’t need sex to demonstrate our love. We don’t need to do something that hurts you and causes you despair.”
"I understand you want to do it, but let’s not rush it right now. Let’s take our time to overcome this together, hmm? Even if it takes us years, I’ll always be by your side, my love.”
“Sanji,” she sobbed again and he chuckled softly, kissing the tears falling down her cheeks.
“Sounds like a plan?” She nodded, whining softly. “I love you, [Name]-chan and I’ve got your back, baby. You don’t have to worry about anything.”
“[Name]-chan, c'mon!” He begs with a whiny voice. “You always tell me no! And I’ll let you know that’s quiet hot, but I kind of can’t hold myself back anymore, please?”
Your whole face burns with every word that leaves his mouth, your eyes also burning with held back tears, hearing the begging tone on his voice. “Shanks, please, I told you no already.”
“But why, [Name]-chan? We’ve been together for a while now and it’s not like I’m being obsessive but you are truly beautiful and you always block me when I try to make a move! Ah, but, perhaps, you don’t want to be with me in that way?”
“I do!” You gasps, lifting your head to look at him. “I really do, but I- I-
"Don’t cry! Oh no, please don’t cry, love. I’m sorry, I was so pushy just now, I’m sorry. I promise I’ll not ask for it again, just don’t cry!” He hugs you tightly, rubbing your back with his warm palm.
“I’m scared,” you sob into his shoulder. “I’m scared of sex, Shanks.”
“What?” He pulls apart to look at your face: wet with tears. “Did something happen to you? Did someone hurt you?”
His worried expression only makes you cry harder as you hold onto him. “I’m sorry I can’t give you what you want, I also really want to have sex with you, but, I just can’t. I’m so sorry.”
He cups one side of your face, wiping your tears away and pressing his forehead against yours. “I’m the one who’s sorry, sweetheart,” he whispers. “I kept pushing you and begging around without listening to your reasons, I’m truly sorry.”
“If you want to, we’ll work this out together, yeah?” He smiles gently at you. “I’ll show you that you are safe with me, love. There’s nothing to be afraid of because I protect you and care of you. And even if you just don’t want to do anything about this, I’ll still love you endlessly,” he says sincerely. “We don’t need sex to prove our love, do we?”
You smile at him, “thank you, Shanks.”
“There’s nothing to thank me for! I love you, [Name] and I care about you and I want your happiness forever.” He presses his lips softly against yours and that honestly feels more than enough for both of you.
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