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it’ll be two years, on the 2nd. i miss her everyday. i wanted her to see me succeed

all i can do is angrily post to this godforsaken blog pathetic

#stfu cmr #dont talk to me about this i just need to vent #dont #ill ignore you.

this is your curse now; you better not forget

#may the fires of hell consume you #stfu cmr

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my final days with her were taken away because of your presence why did you have to constantly follow me? i wanted to be alone with her. i fled to another class whenever you were present. i wanted to be Alone with her.

i loved helping her. she had trouble because of her illness. i’d clean her room for her whenever possible so she wouldn’t have to ask. she trusted me with the knowledge that she was in chemo again. i kept silent. i didn’t ask. god, i should have asked.

i was concerned when she ran that triathlon. god, she was so proud,even though she didn’t finish. i miss her can-do attitude. miller and i were so concerned. she didnt make it to the homecoming game. i worked and waited endlessly for her to show up. she didnt.

winter break: checking social media and the news constantly, waiting for news of her death. we didnt see her the last week of school, at all. ray was reluctant to answer our questions about her wellbeing. he knew it was the end. endlessly waiting for news of her.

it arrived, january 2nd. i was driving back from LA. that was the last time I’d be happy for a long while. i took her death in silence. i held in for 4 hours. i bawled that night at home.

you had knowledge of this, yet did not feel the need to inform me. you knew you’d be the first to have confirmation of it. this was when i started to mentally detach from you completely. the final stage of detachment.

she and i, we had become close. i took interest in oncology so i could better understand her. she listened to my woes of illness and understood. she saw how hard i worked. i saw the same in her.

i wanted to tell her so much about your false prophethood. but i could not kill her that way. she deserved better.

#stfu cmr #rooney #an ode to a roon #i miss her so goddamn much #i bawled on friday because of her and ben together #it was too much #i'd known her since freshman year.

you fucked me over so bad fuck you there’s no reason for you to attempt to catch up with me, you have no right. begone from this blog, I know that you’re there

#stfu cmr #been a year since i became psychotic #and you outed me #my parents found out because of you #why?#why do you do what you do to me

hi mutuals pls follow my new blog it’s *********** pm me outside of tumblr if you still don’t know who I am (it should be pretty obvious. it has harami in there somewhere, so.)

#stfu cmr #im keeping it a negativity free blog for the most part

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