Is it wrong to be scared of what's going to happen next? I know we're meant to be soldiers.. But there's more to this.
It's not wrong to be scared, vod'ika. I mean, you don't really think the rest of us never get scared either, do you?
It's tough, especially how things are now.
I don't know.. I hear we're trained to keep moving. We don't look at our losses during a battle. But even after.. we're supposed to keep moving. And it's hard, and it's complicated.
And...
I am scared
It never is easy. Never has been. We were never given a choice. But it's easier to pretend with time, practice and conditioning..
That was one of my big fights, fighting against the programming.
That's actually very not normal
I am aware. But imagine how I felt when it was happening other than beyond karked
You did the best you could. And I'm sorry..










