The Fallen System

I often think about the god who gave us this riddle, and wonder if we'll ever get the chance to kill him. Very, VERY ENDO FRIENDLY. If you wish to spread your hatred, do it elsewhere or not at all. Leave people to their lives.

[the-fernswords]

Our first post.

Hey, so, I doubt that this'll go very far, because as far as I can tell, most of the creators on tumblr who make related content haven't posted in about 6 months at the least, but anyways. Hi, we're The Fallen system, and we have been diagnosed with OSDD-1B, which is DID without the amnesia between switches. The easiest way to describe DID is that it's the new term for Multiple Personality Disorder, though that term doesn't quite fit it anymore, thus the new name. Anyways. The one speaking right now is Truth, and I'm the "Host"(?) of the system, which means that I was the first personality to show up within the system. I'm 21 y/o, and I'm a transgender female. There's not a ton that's interesting about me, outside of my love for cooking, and my interest in programming. Though, you're welcome to ask anything you'd like about me. Shara is the only other person in my system, and she's an introject of Chara from Undertale. She's been around for a little over 5 years now, as of March 22nd. The age she identifies most is within a year or two of 21, give or take (Age is a difficult thing to place for people within systems at times, given that you weren't born to a body that obeys time.) She plays guitar every now and then, and has a concept for a bar and grill that we plan to eventually build, called The Bistro Hollenfoyer. Also, our profile picture is a picture that a friend of ours drew. Anyways, I suppose that the whole point of this post was to say that we'd love to meet you, all of you. We're trying to get out of our comfort zone and meet new people, and we figure that this might be a decent place to start. Bonus points if you're a fellow undertale-sourced system. Shara would LOVE to meet you. Hope all of you are having a wonderful night. Fallen System, signing off.

[the-fernswords]

Source Call, if that's a thing people do on Tumblr.

Not sure if this is really a thing people do on Tumblr, (we really don't know anything about this cursed site), but we figured we'd try to do a source call. We do only have one, though, so hopefully we meet at least one more? Shara and Frisk are both fictives of Chara and Frisk from Undertale, and both from their own separate AUs. They're always happy and excited to speak with more Undertale-based systems, and they'd love to meet you if you wanted to meet them. However. If you're anti-endo, don't interact with us. While we're a diagnosed and mostly traumagenic system, we will not stand by someone calling another person/group invalid. Fuck off with your hatred. It has no place in our community of healing.

[the-fernswords]

Can we have a talk? Regarding endogenic systems and traumagenic systems' witch hunts of them.

This is geared towards anti-endos, but by all means, I encourage all endos/pro endos to speak up as well. Why the hate? How does someone else's mental state affect yours, and furthermore, how does it hurt the public's perception of yours? I don't see a world where DID is ever looked upon favorably by the generalized public. Public opinion has already been skewed far too much by movies like Split and Shutter Island. That's done, over, never to be recovered for the forseeable future. You can't do anything about it. And it's not like it can get any worse, people already see us as batshit crazy bastards who belong in asylums. Public perception will not change. Furthermore, why are you so damned worried about said perception? Why do you care what other people think? I don't get it, why are you so caught up in yourself that when someone says something that vaguely doesn't make sense to you, you witch hunt them? This doesn't make sense. Our system is made up of me, the host, a complete fracture and restructure of the original host that was born into this body. That person, ain't here. He's gone. Dead. The next person is Shara, who's been here since far before I came around. She's the protector and we're thinking she's the trauma holder as well. Next? That's Frisk. She was an intrusive thought that managed to get past Shara somehow. We know that she isn't ENTIRELY endogenic, but nor is she ENTIRELY traumagenic. There's layers and nuance to this. So much of it. And here's the kicker! I'm DIAGNOSED! You're all so damned cut and dry with this shit, this is the brain we're talking about, our very existence as systems proves that nothing makes sense about it and it never will. Are you claiming to know the deep intricacies of the brain and all of it's functions and capabilities? Because, otherwise? Just. Jesus, why does it mean so much to you?

[the-fernswords]

The first bit of drawing that I'm properly proud of. Frisk is really expressive, now that we've started to become our individual selves more, and that makes it easier to make her drawing more. Alive? I'm still annoyed with the eyes. They aren't the same shape. But other than that, I'm pretty happy with how this turned out! -Truth <3