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[the-loft]

topics : #schizospec / stzpd, #npd, #disablity, #art, #fanart, #plurality, #fictivehood, #median / subsystem / selfcest, #polyplex, #i need to make something great, #love, #water-related, #sphinx-related, #technology and related objects, #girls (buildings / interiors), #mimicry / transformation, #girls (other), #kink & esoteric & related, #unwellreblogging & fear, #mad pride, #presence, #autonomy, #waiting, #oc, #misc.

fandom specific : #pathologic analysis + more,

utility : #favourites, #graphics, #polls, #read later, #need headphones, #ref, #inspo, #media to get into, #comfort, #resources, #untagged

main @salemiod

[wonderful-emoji]

[wonderful-emoji]

weirdest combos u can find?

[squishranger]

man i just dont know why im so afraid all the time (<- has the disorder that makes you afraid all the time)

[woodlouseandbird]

my therapist suggested i imagine my intrusive thoughts in the voice of donald trump bc i do not possess an ounce of respect for him or trust in his competence. going thru it today so i made this. hope this helps

[this-is-neuropsych-ableism]

What kinds of posts trigger moral & checking OCD (and psychosis)?

[PT: What kinds of posts trigger moral & checking OCD (and psychosis)? /End PT]

So many people write and reblog posts that have very direct triggers towards folks with moral & checking OCD. Here are posts NOT to make/reblog.

To get the terminology out of the way - moral OCD is a condition in which a person becomes obsessed about doing something "morally wrong", and develops compulsive behaviors over it. Checking OCD is a condition in which a person becomes obsessed over checking over their own (or others) actions, as to avoid a perceived disaster, and develops compulsions around it.

Do NOT make/reblog posts with phrases such as:

"Reblog/donate/share or else you are letting me/someone I know die/suffer." "Reblog or else you're [insert bad thing]"/"Reblog if you're not [insert bad thing]"

^If it is an urgent donation post that you feel deserves to be shared, at the very least, add "tw reblog bait" and "tw OCD trigger."

"Reblog/like/comment/share or else [insert creature] will find you/stalk you/come into your house/etc" "[Insert thing] is coming to your location. You cannot stop it. It will be outside your window soon"/"[Insert thing] is in your walls."

^These ones can also trigger hallucinations, delusions, and paranoia in people with schizospec disorders/psychosis! It may seem like a "haha funny meme" to you, but to people with OCD or psychosis, they could fret heavily over this, and wonder if they are going to be in danger if they don't reblog/like/comment/share.

"It is illegal to be/have [insert thing here]." (Example: "It is illegal to be nonqueer during pride month", "it is illegal to have internalized ableism during disability pride month", etc.)

^Once again, this may seem like a funny meme to you, but instead, it just tells people with moral OCD that their existence is wrong, or that their intrusive thoughts are a crime (thought crimes are not real!)

[owainigo]

forever thinking about vlad jr and his flesh well

Keep reading

[mismedleym]

pet portraits from may! also comms are open again!

[pjackk]

Dont be very woried about me since i deserve all of this

[saoirse-ha]

A!

[quasi-normalcy]

Horniness is not intrinsically less pure than any other human motivation

[quasi-normalcy]

"He only made this art because he was horny!" ...Yeah, and? You only made a sandwich because you were hungry.

[qqchurch]

[sawed-on-shotgun]

hello my name is Stray Hair snd my big dream is to play the itsy bitsy spider on broadway. doyou mind if i practice on the side of your head.

[priorwalterxxxii]

last day of pride month lets all look at this tweet im im love with again. happy Pride bitchh!

[hawkeyeflags]

fibromyalgia flags for anon! one , two

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

It's so painful to be a compulsive liar because I can't talk about it with anyone unless I know for a fact they're a safe person to bring it up around. I'm recovered now and all, in the sense that while I have a knee-jerk urge to lie still I can stop myself from doing it, but I could never fully get at a lot of the childhood trauma I needed help with in therapy because telling a therapist you've struggled with compulsive lying is basically giving them a convenient excuse to write off anything you say as a lie, the same goes for doctors and psychiatrists. I had to get better on my own because asking for help was never a safe option and I still can't ever mention it to any medical professionals because "I'm recovered now" is another lie to them.

Plus there's the lack of any real support, looking for help and solidarity just leads to articles about how to spot and avoid us or how to correct lying children, the tags on this website are filled with people complaining about their exes and politicians rather than being a place to connect with others over a shared stigmatized experience. I'm just so tired of being seen as untrustworthy at best and a monster at worse for something that I've worked so hard to get under control, something I was forced to figure out the root cause of alone because there was no help available that didn't brand me a someone professionals didn't need to listen to and someone friends needed to drop like radioactive waste.

I hate how some struggles are so stigmatized that even a story about how you got better will get twisted into a story about how you failed (by ever having that struggle in the first place) and will be contaminated forever (so you should never be trusted). Sending love and solidarity.

[hawkeyeflags]

ofab transfem , boydyke , futch wolf , and dpdcora for anon! @sugar-sweet-fawnwife