These Candles Were Burnt by Me, Therefore, I Exist

Her mother frowned, distaste coating her words, “a woman?” she almost spat the words. Eleanor scoffed; her voice once coated in fear now smothered with hatred. “My woman.”

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Sometimes I just think it’s easier to write your own fic and not keep searching for something that fits your criteria.

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Does anyone have any like… Slytherin Harry or Dark Harry Drarry fanfic recommendations. I just finished reading Evitative by Vichan and it was so good. Now I’m kinda on a roll and I NEED more. If you have any other Drarry recommendations those would be appreciated as well!!!

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Possible Fanfiction??

Throughout my entire life, I have always loved writing and for most of that time, I have been utterly obsessed with the Marauders. I want to write fanfiction, I have in the past but mostly for only myself and maybe a few other people. I want to write fanfiction... and I have an idea but I want to make sure it is something that people would read or that people find interesting.

First and foremost I want to do a multiship kind of thing and at the moment Jegulus has been swarming my mind so it will probably centralize that but that doesn't mean there won't be other prominent ships within my writing. I am also a huge Wolfstar shipper; as is everyone else. I also would like to include ships such as Mary and Lily, Barty and Evan, and Marlene and Dorcas (all of them are my favorites and if you don't like them I am sorry but I won't be able to delve into a story I am not 100% invested in) I know that these ships are basic but... basic is comforting to me.

Anyway, to the actual fanfiction idea. I want to do a Bridgerton AU. I was playing around with how I would want to do this in my head and obviously I am not going to be revealing everything but... I think it could work really well. I love very detailed metaphorical writing and I really wanna bring on the sappy romantic angsty torture. I am thinking of dividing up the ships just as the Bridgerton books are where every season focus' on a new ship. I would like to initially focus on Jegulus in the beginning but there will be an introduction to each of the ships in the first season for sure.

Obviously, some things are going to need to change which would make it historically inaccurate. Not that Bridgerton is historically accurate but by any means. The changes that are going to have to be made is who is eligible to be the diamond of the season and I think I am going to change it to whoever the family elects for that season the one running through. Obviously, some of these decisions are based on age but as for gender if a mother needs a head of the house than her son will not be eligible to become a diamond. James is an only child and therefore will not be able to become a diamond as he is required to learn how to take care of the house. Effy and Monty will have no choice but to remain diamondless- As for the house of the Blacks, Sirius through Walburga's opinion is nowhere near diamond material and therefore the responsibility gets passed to Regulus. Sirius and James would have traditionally been within the same season but because of Sirius' parents' belief, Regulus will be the one searching for a true love match. I also think it's going to be super fun to mess around with the whole Lady Whistledown situation.

PLEASE, if you see this tell me if you would be interested. If anyone says that would read it I will start figuring out the details of the first season. I am literally so excited about this and would love nothing more than other people's support for it.

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cr james is SO special to me. he's so <3 <3 my heart cant handle him most of the time, i just love him too much

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Literally my entire world- my sun- my everything- Crimson Rivers James is all of my thoughts at all time. I am literally bursting with joy at the mere thought of him.

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James Potter is my... everything. To say he is my life would be putting him to something that is not worth enough. And claiming he is everything is not just.. still too little because he is EVERYTHING. He can do no wrong in my eyes and I refuse to admit he could ever be wrong. When he is upset in fanfiction I read I am upset and he is right, the other person is wrong. That is it. End of question. No one else gets to win. It's James. When he is happy I am happy. End of case. Moving on to the next. Thinking about him gives me so much happiness inside it is almost unhealthy. I don't care if everyone else is suffering my mind can only be centralized on James and it has been for years and nothing and none one could ever change my line of thought. He is literally perfect. In any pairing James is in- I don't care I love them all because James is in love with them and James being happy makes me happy and he deserves all the happiness.

[the-moons-mistress-333]

Guys... I think I need to read Crimson Rivers.

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I think it would be hilarious if I could ever get ahold of the Tumblr I used to share with my ex-girlfriend. I know some of the stuff posted on there is the most embarrassing, I think I would quite literally die if someone else were to find it.

(gonna try to log into my old cell phone and delete it)

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Today was Christmas and I have pretty much waited all day to write this because I could not stop thinking about it.

James would play pool, or know how to play pool is a better wording for it. He would be thumping good at it too. He could call shots before drawing back and getting the ball clean in. Barely any effort on his part. I bet the Potters even had a pool table. Once Sirius got in on the game he wanted to be just as good as James but literally no one, and I mean no one could stand up to that man in a match. He would lick his lips and reposition and it would be a rarity to ever see him miss a shot. It would've been so aggravating for Sirius to lose time and time again and it got so aggravating in fact that the boy almost never agreed to play with James, as is the same for everyone else who knew of his insane skills with the silly muggle game.

Stop now if you don't wanna hear about the Regulus x James headcanons I have concocted in my brain.

You cannot tell me Regulus would not think this is the hottest thing ever. I mean, granted, I'm pretty sure everything that James does Regulus is internally drooling over. But think of him, leaning against something, standing idly by watching as James absolutely massacres anyone who challenges him. With absolutely no remorse might I add; I mean the man is a monster. You couldn't tell me that Regulus wouldn't let his eyes wander as James bends over the pool table to angle his shot just right. You couldn't pay me to believe that just as James is licking his lips in concentration Regulus isn't biting down on his own in frustration; Regulus can keep his cool, he's been living his whole life bottling down and hiding his emotions but when it comes to James, loosening his tie as he gets deeper into the game, possibly shooting Regulus winks right before he takes a shot, him bending down, stretching, leaning, grinning ear to ear, and most definitely getting a little too drunk, Regulus would most definitely loose some of his composer, if not all once they were alone.

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Sometimes, I think of myself as too old to be liking silly things like the marauders or I find myself being ashamed when I get gitty about the Harry Potter films or anything else around that area of interest. I find happiness in them… I guess that is all that matters. At the end of the day, James, Sirius, and Remus have been the one constant in my life that consistently bring joy to my life. Never once have I found myself lacking such pure emotion when I think about Regulus Black. I love the Golden Trio. But hell the marauders bring me more solace than my family at points. I know after my life has been lived and I grow grey and old and the ink from the pen that used to carry my story is beginning to dry, those boys will be in my mind, forever cherished. There will never be comfort characters that surpass because they have been there since day one. And they for goddamn sure will be there on my last. So, never again will I ever think, my love for something as “silly” as Harry Potter is childish and never again will I look else where for something that can simply… never be recreated. I hate how comments from insignificant people make me insecure about my interests.

Rain*

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Remus would adore chocolate covered espresso beans.